THE PAST WILL ALWAYS BE THE PAST..

2008-05-15T21:04:00.001+08:00

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2007-07-29T13:50:00.000+08:00

That's When I Love You

When u have to look away

When u don't have much to say

That's when I love u I love u just that way

To here u stumble when u speak

Or see u walk with two left feet

That's when I love youI love u endlessly

And when your mad cause u lost the game

Forget I'm waiting in the rain

Baby I love u I love u anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight

U can count on me 4 life

Cause that's when I love u

When nothing u do can change my mind

The more I learn the more I love

The more my heart can't get enough

That's when I love u When I love u No matter

So when u turn to hide your eyes

Cause the movie it made u cry

That's when I love uI love u

A little more each time

And when u cant quite match you clothes

Or when u laugh at your own jokes

that's when I love u I love u

More then u know

And when u forgot that we had a date

Or that look that u give when u show up late

Baby I love u ,I love u anyway

So here's my promise made tonight

U can count on me 4 life

Cause that's when I love u

When nothing u do can change my mind

The more I learn the more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

That's when I love u When I love u

No matter what

Ohh that's when I love u when nothing baby, nothing u do could change my mind

The more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart can't get enough

That's when I love u , when I love u no matter what

Ohhhh no matter what..

2007-07-29T01:57:00.001+08:00

We are just purely friends (:
Gan's only! Don't anyhow think yea! =D

a special post <33

2007-07-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

im sick once again ;
flu came back again ~
roars !!!
im sneezing non stop :x
Awww...

as usual , school on monday ~
and i dun like it at all !
i din skip any lesson as usual ~
just hate seeing the sight of someone ~
lalala ~
went home after school ;
slack and sit infront of my com whole day long..

PROJECT ! PROJECT ! PROJECT !!!
I HATE IT :x
date due on friday ~
and we did nth much ~
lols..xD

headed sch ytd ~ was fine ~ saw flcj =DD
instead of 5 we went hme early cos teacher nv come ~
haha ! im loving it !! =))
watch it's started with kiss and sleep =)
woke up , eat dinner and online ~

ohohoh ~ ii saw that guy again ~ 3 times in tish yr ~
once at jurong east mrt ; sec time at town and ytd the third time !
but i just can't recall who is he , he saw mi too ~
he looked at me~
went hme and browse thru friendster at first acc ;
happened to see his acc and got his msn add ~
and we chatted !!! and i finally recalled who is he after he asked mi many things !
lols..xD
a small world lahs ~
lols..xD but a bully indeed ~ LOL..xD
mr innocent,handsome is for him ~~
hhaahas..xD
im lame !
let's hope we got fate to see each other and say hi again !
LOL..xD

wore jean to sch today , got caught by damm teacher ! i dun care oso ~
went outing to singapore post ! boring place ~
so cold in tat place ~
headed changi airport with my girls to eat popeyes chicken !
nice one mans~ worth our trip lahs ~
den headed bugis to shop =DD
haha ! nv buy anything oso ~
saw calvin darling , ask him to go hme with mi ~
lol..xDD
headed to buy beard papa - cream puff and cheese stick for my family and left ~ =DD
reach home , chatted with peeps =DD

gonna rush project ~
no more MOS tml night cos my project haven do finish ~
fri duuno wanna go double O mahs ~ quite bored with those co.
rush finish my project and more to come ! =DD

FOR SPECIAL PEOPLE:

♥ GRACEsisterbabe: ii saw the sweet post =)) thanks for being there for mi always and always :) i will let him go when it's time , i no longer pinning any hope on him aldri ~ im not holding on but i still can't let him go ; ii promise i will stay strong ! loving him is all i can do and seeing him happy i will be satified =D as for you , i shall bless you and him a everlasting one !
do lastlong with him and stay sweet with him =) rmb tish , Forgive&Forget ! it's do helps =) i nv regret knowing you at all , you are my sisterbabe now and forever ~ bday is coming and i shall wish ya Happy Birthday in Advance ~ ii shall get uu sth on tt day ~ ILOVEYOU ~

♥ Liyun Precious Darling: darling, i noe we won't drift apart , as long as we believe our heart stays on we will always stand ! i have not been meeting u for a wk as we are busy with school work , im sorry but i will meet u soon ~ girl, promise mi not to care abt those thing in class, be a happy girl like you always do ;D ii wanna see the happy you kies ! hope we are able to meet up tish wk =) i miss you lots and ii must catch up more with you =) darling now and forever and the fate will nv ever change ~ GREATLOVES!

♥ Chris Baby: We only got babyLOVES ! so i shall wish ya all the best in everything, do find a true love and love her devotedly ; you are a nice baby to me , there's no rush in love , we dun need love , and i mixed it complicatedly ~ you are always there when im down; thanks for being a great one ~ :) you are a super nice and sweet person i ever knew . Baby, do promise me that you will nv forget me and do study hard for your coming exams ~ ii shall support you in everything you do ~ You are my baby now and forever and no one gonna change the facts alrights ~ eversince 010107 ~ the BABYLOVES ~ =)) be it friends or lover , we are always the Baby ! Baby;iloveyou `

♥ Xiongxing: haha ! my movie buddy ~ a very nice person to chat with ~ a pro in editing~ thanks for editing the pics for me =D and , tml is the last day of work ~ haha ! movie soon alright ! hahha ! thanks for tagging me and i got to know you arhs.. all i can say is ii nvr regret knowing a person like you =)) thanks buddy ! =))

♥Junior Sebas: haha ! i blogged for u as promise ~ lalala , nice guy ! cheer up lahs ! dun emo emo le ~ elmo is cute i noe but hor emo not cute lahs ~ back to cine life le ;D so uu must enjoy it b4 going ns ~ thanks for the movie that day too ! lalala ~ you are a very nice person to talk to on fone ! always cheer me up de lahs ! you are the best okiies ! you gt no bad pt to me lahs , only that pls stop calling me auntie cos im not old ! :x Ehhh ! see doctor lahs , haha ! arbo i bring med for u on fri ~ you bring ur brother to town while i bring mine lohs ~ takecare SeBAS !! =))

♥Aaron: haha ! super nice person to talk with lahs ! but always pangseh me , slp nia ! hahas..xD
work and sleep ! you are a busy person i noe ~ do business de ! lalalala ~ bake cakes and cookies for me lehs ! ii want lahs ~ hahaha ! hired mi to be ur maid ~ lols..xD easy job mans ! but dun scold mi can le ~ haha ; today sorry lah , go bugis forget go find you ~ haha ! other time lahs ~ lols..xD i noe you waiting for my call , but call le i cnt blog ~ i cnt multitask ! hahas ! :x im so nice to blog for you can ! pls be touch arhs ! lols..xDD nvr regret knowing you as my friend =))

♥RAE: always sing to cheer me up ! hehe ! thanks boy ~ i love ur singing cos you sing damm well; injure ur leg le arhs ! must rest more ! NO MOS FOR YOU TML NIGHT!!! READ THIS CLEARLY ! ORDER BY MABEL !! hahas..xD how to club with bangage leg lahs ! dun force urself to sch if you cnt walk properly arhs ~ hahas ! kbox one day when you recovered ; and changi airport for popeye chicken ! take great care !! =))

sorry ppl if you din see the post for you ~ :x
it's not meaning that you are not special ~ i love everyone who is worth my love alrights ! :))
and i miss lots of peeps and they are special too !
♥♥♥ guiguis honey,huihuis one&only,xiaolinqq dearest,lenelover,winniebabe, liling darling, yuanyin ,jasmine, joanna naughty, joanna babylicious, jeslyn baobei-licious, limindear, my dearest sister, sihao baby,peirong,debra,claudia,SandraHoneylicious,HONGLING,baobao, pearl airen and alot alot alot alot more ! sorry if i miss you out cos everyone who treat me nice are special =))
i love you guys ! =))

2007-07-22T21:48:00.000+08:00

mabel&&bryan :))

THE NEVER ENDING DREAMSS ~
SISTERBABE (:

DAPANGZI (:

im back hme from bukit panjang :))

went over to look for kira and slack over at his place (:

talk and talk and talk ~

was raining and therefore he din went for his bball training ~

left his place at ard 8pm and cab hme :)

went out with my sisterbabe(grace),xiaopangzi(flcj) & dapangzi(charles) ytd ~

met them at somerest , charles was late .. so headed to eat at cine ,

slack at LJS while waiting for him :))

he's slow but we waited and headed over to hereen , walk ard and left to kino ~

charles came and look for us there ...

den went to starbuck and slack ~

din really snap much ytd ~

snap only with sisterbabe and dapangzi as xiaopangzi dun wan take !

ROARSH...

left ard 6pm ~ all to different place , went to cine , din saw javier so headed to taka to meet up with tt stupid xiaobabyboi of mine ~

he is damm irritating ! keep asking mi to go die ~

ii die le he will be very very happy !!

slack and walk ard ~

den left ard 7+ and went to meet sister ~

rch there too late so we headed jp to slack ,

went hme at 10++

slack and sms with kira :)

waited for his fone call and him to rch hme ~

slept at 5am :))

fri , went bugis to meet up with my girlfriends ; snap somepics (:

meet up with junior and headed to walk ard and went over to town via 175 :)

watch invisible target ~ nice show !

bought alot of things ~~

got a shopping spree that day ~ ahha!

2 tops , 2 shoes and a watch ~ :))

slacked at cine till 11pm and went hme with dearest xiaolinqq :))

im single and im contented :)

life still gonna goes and move on as what bryan had told me ~

i will be right here waiting ~

2007-07-18T21:03:00.000+08:00

Reply To Tags :

elaine : cheerup laopo :x !! dun down le ~ hmmms , the song cnt send lehs , cos ppl mix especially for me derhs ~ im sorry worhs :)

Carilyn: link ya soon ~ misses too :)))

passerby: baby dui bu qi :)

deb: haha ! im covered with MC .. lalala ~ im super sick ~ see ya tml ! LOVES :))

Cathy : icics ~ shld have call me ~ hahas..xD i look ugly tt day ~

supergirl: LOVES (: wkend !!

passerby: not really :x hai hao only ~ abit short ~

Pearl: airen arh ~ hahas..xD yep ! meet up soon at jurong area ,love&misses :))

passer: iloveNY,fareast got ~ but mine,sg dun have de :))

passerby: okok (: soon ! LOVEs :)

SICK ! SICK ! SICK !
headed to see doctor ytd :x
mc-ed only for ytd !
what a bad doctor lahs !!!
im so so sick ~
down with Flu , cough , headaches , stomaches ,body aches, (so so Sick!) :((
got alot of med , bt i dun like to eat cos not nice ! :x

slept kinda early last night , baby smses me im aldri sounds asleep ! PIG rite ~
powerful med ! hahas..xD
den woke up with headaches,tinking of whether to go sch mahs ~ :x
in the end , went lohs ~ cos no mc to cover , teacher complaining i nv go sch le :(
go sch ! no lesson !! DAMM ~ teacher came in see video ~ ....

went hme , den xiaobabyboi mix alot song especially for me !
to cheer me up and everything ! =DD
thanks xiaobabyboi ~ LOVES =DD
and sorry ppl , i cnt send cos it's especially for me derhs :x

PEOPLE !!! PLS TAG WITH YOUR OWN NAME CAN ~~ PASSERBY MAKES ME HEADACHE~ SO MANY OF IT ~ SO TAG WITH OTHER NICK ~ :)

2007-07-17T12:41:00.000+08:00

REPLY TO TAGS :

Passby: Before i fall in love (:

Passerby : how come u noe i gt the tops when i haven post any pics ? who are you ?? ppl buy for me derhs =)

isaac: brother ! long time since u tag me ! =) misses*

XiaoJason : MABEL IS NOT STUPID MR JASON! hahha .. goes round tagging ppl stupid !

Elaine : sure laopo =DD misses and loves (:

charmaine: very cheap , but forget , long ago ~

Riko : HI RIKO ((:

Girl: hmmms, duno ~ who is she ?

DEAD'XIAOYING: im nt pretty ! you are then one ~hehes..xD ii saw uu too ! LOVES !

babylynn: i love my bytch too !

supergirl : imissyou lots . see ya ard soon ~ loves (:

ZHIYANG: SILLY x3 !!

grace : ♥ LOVES (:

passerby: thanks =)

missyBENDAN : precious i miss you !

XIAOYING : misses badly too !

LIYUN: DARLING I LOVEYOU ♥ , dun care abt them bahs ~

im sick today :x so skip school !!
tis wkend i not gonna be home , ii wanna meet up with friends on friday and baby too !!
baby !!! no more empty promises again horhs !
awaiting to go out with grace sisterbabe , FLJC , charles =))
going to get mc soon ~
nth much to blog ..

headed out with SH & Co on sunday , he came over to drive me and ride on his bike with another friend at another bike , headed duno where , shop closed den headed holland to see him eat , waited for his friends to come , den he decided to go back his hse to change another bike (he got 2 bike) slack at his hse dere de carpark while waiting for his friends , talk alot and chat abt the past and schoolmates .. blahblah, in the end was like abt to rain so nv change bike , took back kawasaki and headed back to holland , slack awhile and all left , so he drive me over to my hse area there and slack , i din wax my hair so he keep playing with it ! talk for an hrs plus , den he drove me to kent ridge park in the evening :)) a nice place lahs ~ and went right into the park with a bridge tat i nv went in b4 , hahha ! but alot ppl oso ~ den sit there and chat .. blahblahblahs.. den he held my hand told mi he like me.. blah blah ... slack there till 10plus and left .. thanks for the hugs ! and the sweetest moments that night ! nice memories boy ~ drove me back hme and he headed NUH for MC ~ thanks Sweets ! its nice to be ur friend ! =DD

was chatting happily with baby ytd again :)
but he gonna send his lappy for repair..
so wondering how are we going to contact..
010107 till ~ ♥
thanks for being there for the past 7 mths and sorry for super lots of misunderstanding causes btw us ~ what is our ending , no ones knows yet =) be it friends or lovers , baby is always there~ theBABYLOVES♥ =DDD

HAHAH !!! ♥FLJC IS MY PIG ! =DDD (& i not gonna say why !)

♠ M¥ ₣а†ε Μỳ Đεѕтїпỳ -- ♥ 94 days
☑ i ♥ BABY ☐ i don't ♥ BABY-

2007-07-17T12:04:00.000+08:00

♥ FRIDAY @ TOWN ; SAT @ ALOY BDAY =))

2007-07-17T11:09:00.000+08:00

♥ 070707 @ TOWN

2007-07-14T11:43:00.000+08:00

REPLY TO TAGS :

ann : tag more !! =DD i nv say i chio , oh.. you si bei chio =D

LIYUN: DARLING.. ii gonna meet ya soon with 2 others girl ~ misses and loves and more pics today ! =D

charmaine: B1=D

vionnaCHAN-: baby ~ see ya later (: i miss you and miss snapping with ya last night again ~
snap later okiies (: LOVE YA AND dun care abt passerby ~

passerby : thanks for tagging =D dun mind putting name ~ =D

Sakura: ILU TOO ~

shall have a short and quick post (:
headed bugis ytd with my sister den off to town by bus 175..
rch cine den no ppl so gonna wait for them..
huihuis and yuanyin rch first den follow by alot more ~
saw michelle dar,freeze,jiahui,boyster,xiaonoob,xiaokid,xiaolinq,guiguis,simin,kim,limin,liyun, javier,ahxing,jason,vionna,beverly,kristine,joses,peirong,winnie,bibi,xuanhui,shirlene,x.jess and super lots more...
ytd was black fri .. knew sth bad ~ but accept the facts =D
study for my exams and did it !! cos ii got wishing frm someone ~
have been talking to someone =D
I AM A HAPPY GIRL ~
cos cos cos ~ im happy lo ~

gonna prepare and heading to bugis with liyun darling,wendy sister and limin dear..
shop ard b4 heading to aloy bday =D
will be back and blog again ~
freaking lots of pics to post =D

takecare ppls ~
off to prepare =DD

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back to post once again ..
it's 2.45 am and i haven sleep ~
it's hurts when i think ~
thats a super nice song (4 in the morning)

headed bp to meet darling, took 960 to bugis :x
shall not mention ~ far and long ride ~
went food junction to fill my stomach as i haven eat since last evening ~
was abt 3 pm ~ look for place and there comes sister and liminDear..
bought the food plus honey greentea ~ no more double pearl le !
it's fattening ~
walk over to street ~
seems like im having breathing problem recently ~
perhaps.. ii thought of many things recently ~
sighhhs =x (skip this !)
met huihuis & co
(guiguis,lene,winnie,kim,pinky,vivie) at village ~ :x
she is the tour guide !!! so cute ~
but lousy :x oppppps ~
we always lost lahs !
walk ard , slack den went to took bus 2 to changi ...
so so so long journey ~
we sing , joke in the bus ~
snap snap and left ~
train hme =)
walk back hme , first time in the night ~
went online , nv chat much with ppl ~
on the phone now with benjamin... =]
shall offline and go into room and talk ~

cares ppl !
pics will be upload soon ~

2007-07-12T18:42:00.000+08:00

REPLY TO TAGGIES :

deb: HOHO ! you too ! GOOD LUCKS FOR UR OA TML =D we must do more better than them ! hahah..xD SCORE A ALRIGHTS (: LOVES =D

babyLYNN: bytch.. hahas..xD thanks for ur tags , iloveyou too =DD

XiaoJason: hahha ! ii agree totally mr jason shuaige (: see ya tml at town or soon =D

Charmaine: at fareast level 1 , thanks for tagging (:

ahgirl: yeap sister, dun care them =D misses ~

GRACE: you are my pretty and cool babe ! iloveyou to the bits ! we met today in school but more to come =D

no1: thanks for tagging (: CHEERS =D btw,im not chio =DD

♥ Pearl : airen, it's alrights =D see ya ard soon ! dun mia too long worhs.. goodlucks for yr exams too =D loves and misses :)

BL boiboi: dumbdumb, hahas..xD where got many lehs.. KIDS ARE FREE II AGREE! hahas..xD
we give ourself peaceful life can le :) DDD- fer lyfes*

bbabychheryl: lover,iloveyou too, misses lots and see ya ard =D

passerby: if the person is nice to me , i will got it =D of cos i noe myself more than you do :)

mich: CHIOBU I LOVE YOU TONS ! see ya soon ! very long nvr bump into uu le :x

hongling: YOU ROCKS MY DEAR GIRL !! gonna catch up with uu more tis sat (: misses and loves :)

LIYUN: Darling, dun care them le.. hehes..xD i love you most ! must study hard and dun care abt ppl in yr class.. dun have them still got me (: misses and loves ! see ya real real soon !

adelene : girl,imissyou too ! =D

nth much to blog , gonna mug soon later for my OA paper tml =D ii must pass as i have been doing badly lately =D STUDY ! STUDY ! STUDY ! ii hope ii can go in but nt tink too much le :)
ii cry off to bed last night again :x sleepless night recently ~ been tinking and tinking lots and lots ! i shall not tink but continue with my studies and project le ! i hope i can do it ~
no more crying le silly girl !! have been on fone with friends and friends recently =D they are nice nice friends of mine =D especially junior sebastian who have been cheering me up.. and my DDD - and xiaoboii ~

liyun darling : girl arhs , dun be silly and always drop tears like me worhs... i know sch sux ! dun care abt them =] no matter what , im always by ur side ! it's just a fonecall away ~ pick ur fone up and call me , and i will be there... do call me soon ! concentrate on studies and project !! meet up soon okiies , misses and loves (:

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE FOR OA PAPER TML =D
LOVES !

STUDY ! STUDY ! STUDY !!! =DD

♥ 89 days of loves =DD

2007-07-11T09:18:00.000+08:00

REPLY TO TAGS :

Adelene: girl, i miss you too :)) shall see ya ard soon at town =DD

ann: so what if i am ugly =DD i got a beautiful heart not like you , i nv say im pretty too, no one is perfect in tis world , even you are not perfect too :)

Laser Chicken: my pew pew chicken , i shot u down first can !! im your love ! hohoho...yeaps ! ii agree totally with you =DD they have ugly in heart but i am not =D ugly by nature is common one .. different ppl got different view =D PEW PEW CHICKEN MY LOVE TOO ! =DD

LIYUN: precious darling, what for we gonna spend time on tish kind of ppl, they are just online hero nia mahs =D haha ! darling so firece lehs .. hehes..xD ~ we are old enough and won't quarrel with childish ppl le ~ we can tink more than them =DD DARLING , iloveyou and imissyou tons !!

-Limin: myDEAR, hahas..xD thanks for ur commenting worhs.. i duno why there's so many nameless ppl in tish world , when they say ppl, they are happy , but they even tink of how childish can they be and how ppl look at them ~ forget it dear , we have good in heart and we know it to ourself can le as no one is perfect in tish world. LOVEYOU AND MISSES YOU MY DEAR, see ya on fri / sat =D

BabyBoi: my baby, hahas..xDDD !! you are here to tag lehs.. hohoho... you are so ahbeng but i like ! but horhs.. no pt quarrelling with tis kind of childish and brainless ppl =DD hahah ! you duuno mehs.. passerby always tink tat they are the most perfect and beautiful/handsome ppl in the world mahs.. online hero is not hero... for what we quarrel with tis kind of person lehs, waste our time only , we can use our time to do more useful things =D BABYBOI IS MY HERO !! ahhas..xD scold them till ii oso shock can ~ :D thanks baby =DD

To all the passerby: so what if i am ugly , i din say im pretty at all !! did uu read at any of my entries that im pretty ??? use ur eyes and brain b4 uu tag me , is alright that im ugly as no one is perfect in this world.. Passerby , you are the most perfect and beautiful/handsome ppl in tis world le =D no one can win you all ~ why not joining Ms Universe ?? ALTHOUGH IM UGLY BY NATURE, I DO GOT A BEAUTIFUL HEART =D
come out and let ppl see you but not hiding behind your com and tag me with taggy =D i dun eat tish, if you are brave, tag with ur real name them =D i will appreciate it .. HAHA ! cute dun need to act derhs , hahas..xD call all uu want and say all you can ! im sure you will get tired one day =D i shall not bother and entertain passerby =DDD it's just a waste of my precious time ~ i can use the time to do more things =D stop saying things which is untrue too , i dun add ppl unless they added me and ii din approve them ~ i wont goes ard adding ppl =D if ii bodohs den you what ? you ask me grow up arhs ? den you lehs ?? it's time for uu to grow up too ! you are more childish then i do , i mix ard with who u care so much for what ? uuu my who lehs ? im old i agree , but im young in my heart so who cares ! so you get ur own life as im having my own life now aldri ... =DDD Anway , all the best in your future life =D hahas !

To all my dearest friends: thanks for being by my side all the while, let not cares abt them, we shall got our own life =D ur tags and smses plus conversation touched my heart =D ii promise ii will be there for you guys too !! LOVESLOVES !!

Junior GET WELL SOON alrights,thanks for being a nice person beside me too and help me to overcome it !!! =DD

skip school ytd :D cos ii cnt wake up and ii suffering from pains on monday nights ~ woke up and im late so dun intend to attend sch =D headed to meet kris at cwp.. he bought me a shirt from hongkong =D so so nice and i love it =D a shirt with I ('v') HK =D unique can ! thanks boy ~ ehehs..xD headed movie with him, watched gangster wife 3 and headed over to his place to get my things.. left when sister arrived =D met sister for dinner and left back hme ard 9plus.. sorry boi , nxt time meet uu longer okies =DD
back hme and chatted online, many ones noe my blog got spam and chat with me =D im fine ppl ! =D hehe..xD ~ den someone chatted with me (shall not mention who is he..) =D hohoho..im happy can lerhs and surprise too ! chatted on fone with ernest ! he keep bullying me but im loving it ! hohoho ` he makes me laugh all way long ! after that waited for xiaobabyboi de phonecall but ii miss call him too late den he slept le ..so aanndyy called me and talk till 1 plus and ii headed to bed =D sms with dumbx2 too.. thanks for the morning call today =D

ii gonna rush for all my project as it gonna datedue soon !! =DD
mug for my OA paper tish friday ! ii must score well yehs !!

MY WAY , MY STYLE , MY LIFE ;

i dun need comments and everythings =D

cos i got my own life and im loving it ~

2007-07-09T19:53:00.000+08:00

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2007-07-09T09:18:00.000+08:00

it's so bored in the class now =D
ii wasnt late for school ,
surprising isn't it .. cos , ii got morning call from kris my lion !! ROARs.. i din pick up ~
ii receive msg from dumb darling and kris asking me to go sch ~ hahas =D thanksss !!

ii got no face to see him later .. :x sighhs.. everything just gone and make me turns no face , but we are still friend/dummbies ~ hope that everything turns out fine for us =D i hope im able to say hello to him when ii really saw him =DD

hope ii enjoy myself in sch ~ and ii gonna mug in my studies and rush for my project le ! =DD

REPLY FOR TAGS :

dumb darling: misses too ! LOVES ~ :) ur tag very short horhs.. hehes..xD

passer: i dun need ur comments (: ugly or pretty oso not ur problem lohs =D you are simply jealous =D

babyLINN: bytch, ii shall link ya soon =D

XIAOlinqq: dearest , iloveyou too ! misses and see ya real real soon ~

hongling: girl,imissyou too ! hehes *

RENATA: shall link ya up soon and cya ard in town ,LOVES*

LIYUN: darling, hahas... ppl laugh at my hair can :x hehes... we din meet up but soon ii will find time to meet up with you, misses and loves you most!! =DD

shiiminn: im sorry, always forget to link ya derhs ~ hehes..xD

Limin-: dear,iloveyou too !misses*

Elisa: Da Laopo, ii miss and love you =D

Elaine: Laopo , iloveyou :)

tweety: i miss and love my precious mei =D

kenny: Boo, ii always got update derhs lehs ! hahas..xD ~see ya ard soon ~

supergirl: i missyou too ~ LOVES `

melaine: hope to see ya ard in sch ~ misses *

jiahui : stead,finally tag me arhs ! lols..xD ~ see ya soon `

adelene: girl,imissyou too ~

bloghopper: oh,really arhs ~ ii cnt see :x thanks btw =DD

2007-07-08T22:29:00.000+08:00

we are not together on 070707 =D
although we noe each other for so long , i still guess it's too fast to be tgt (:
so let nature takes it course and follow our heart and it will lead us tgt =D
you are so so sick and running a high fever now ,
hope you get well soon alrights ,
consult a doctor and drink more water =DD

chris baby was chatting with me last night again ... but mia again ~ he always lidat derhs ...
sms with him till duuno wat time and he's gone again , chatted tish morning and now no more..
he's suppose to give me morning call tml and meeting me on tuesday.. ii oso duuno what he wants or thinking :x

have been meeting dumbdumb boiboi for 3 days straight.. LOL..went jp to look for him but pangseh him and met xiaolinqq dearest to town , den ytd after ii go back hme from town and went over to him him at jp b4 he went dxo .. and just now , went over to jp again , today meet the longest le... LOL..xD ~

ii bought my purple skinny aldri =D and im loving it , ii gonna get one more color .. as ii got the black one aldri .. more skinny but waste of money too ~ hahass..xD

ytd, jiahui and 2 others guys acc me to bought it den headed cine by bus 7 , saw lots of ppl ytd ,
x.jess,winnie,xuanhui,guiguis,huihuis,pinkster,calvin,yanming,joanna,zhiyang,xiaokid,marcus,yuanyin, xiaonoob,miaoling,stella,charles,liting,limin,jiaxin,joses,peirong,jason,ahxing,yangyang,juensu,snowboi, adrian,marcus,noel,javier,kitty and alot more to name it ~ =D
ytd was 070707 =D a nice nice and special date and i love it ~
town was fine ytd , den went back hme with javier and yuanyin by train ..

headed jp just nw with sister , acc her to eat .. walk ard till 9 plus and headed hme =D

starting sch tml , which is one thing i dun wan !!! ;x
the holiday ended too fast aldri ~
ii wish for more to come ~

CARES PPL =D
pics will be load soon ~

2007-07-06T01:25:00.000+08:00

shall update a quick post (:
anyway , fredrick is my best friend now and nth more =D
dummbies now and forever (:

ii got a good planning =D
to be with him on 070707 ,
ROM on 090909 ,
MARRIED on 121212 =D
nice one horhs.. hehes...
he know i know can lerhs :)
he's there all tish while and it's time to give others a chance (:
my POMATOLOVES(:
thanks for loving me to the bits !
ii will prove my love for you too ..
ii know ii got lots of friends and guys ,but we are just friends =D

went out to meet my precious darling just now , bring me to haircut,
we wear the same tops and black short !
iloveher !!
snap lots with my kuku and dumbless hair =D
ii just simply love darling and only her !
cos she's always there =D
wondering who the guy who called me at panjang just now !
LOL..xD
darling, ii wanna see ya soon ! =D
LOVES (:
sch on monday , let not cares abt others (:

towning tml , kboxing with guiguis & co.
nt sure got who ..
sat towning too =D

misses peeps and love ya =D
dearest xiaolinqq , last long worhs ! ILOVEYOU =D

2007-07-04T16:01:00.000+08:00

back to blog ;
woke up in the noon =DD
due to headace lahs... :x
chatted on fone with pomato till almost 4am ~ hehes..xD
he say he misses those past memories ehs , when we used to chat alot !
ahahas..xD ~
that was when we are 18 yrs old but nw we have grown up !
teehees*

headed out to meet him ytd and headed vivo for transformer =D
2 thumbs up for tt show , super nice !!
ppl watched it ! =DD
hehees..xD ~
but the chair wasn't nice to sit as usual ,
the show last for 2 hrs plus and my head was so uncomfortable :x
met him at the bus stop and walk over to vivo , bought the ticket and went for our meal at kopitiam , den walked ard b4 movie started :D
after movie , went to walked ard . from 1 level to sky garden , sit there talk and snap alot ! :D
went hme ard 11pm and i rch hme ard 12am.. =D bathe and uploaded pics , chat online den to the fone ...

have been out and out and out recently !!
went over to tamp to meet up with guiguis honey,huihuis one&only,xiaolinq dearest,lene lover,aloy lamer and one more guy on monday to have sushi buffet !
finally that day, my girls and aloy makes me laugh out from my heart ~ they are really very funny !! hehes..xD ~
after eating walk ard and headed aloy's hse, slacked there , and Aloy got a cute mummy !!!
hehes..xD ~
went back hme with dearest at ard 9plus and mrt hme , chatted some heart to heart talk on the bus and train =D we are in the same boat dearest , no matter what , i will be there for you ! i love you my one&only dearest ! =D

ii hope and wish to see my girlfriends on friday again ~
teehees*
ii wanna get more jean and more of it ! =D
purple derhs , green derhs and red derhs , white one seems abit odd for me and makes mi look even fatter bahs !
ii wan more tapter and skinny jean ! plus more and more white tees !!
im simply loving it ! =D

sunday , headed jp to get stuffs and met up with benjamin again , he came over to drive me and went to meet his friends .. wash his car and wax his car.. hahas..xD ~ im not boring when im out , dun be silly and apologies (:

ii got super lots and lots of pics to upload !
hahaas..xD

tml will be out with grace and charles !!
fri might be towning (:
den sat to kbox if kaiming is free =D
CARES PPL ~

2007-07-01T16:40:00.000+08:00

im home today (:
bring me out someone !! :x
seems no one loves to go out on sunday :D
hahhas ; all my friends usually meeting me on fri and sat instead of sun (:
ii want movie !! :x

rch home at almost 7am tish morning ..

woke up ytd at 9am !! ii can't even believe myself when ii slept at 6am ...
as im on the fone with benjamin the night b4 , craps much on the fone and talk =DD
put down the fone at ard 5 plus in the morning..
woke up, sat infront of com and transfer stuffs into memory card !!! :x
shall not mention it lahs :x ii formatted it accidently and everything lost !!
headed town with sister , cab down and went shopping at fareast , top up my make up =D
den bought cardigan and more .. went over to lucky plaza for stuffs and headed taka ,walked ard and left to bugis =D
took bus 175 to bugis and the uncle told me the wrong bus stop and ii told the rest to wait for me at the wrong one too ! but they are clever , in the end ii saw them at the stop ii alight ! :D
met up with liyun precious darling, michelle dardar,jiahui stead , shermaine , calvin,yanming (:
they waiited for me outside BK , slack there and snap a lil den went in to walk ard street =D bought earrings and duuno what ... left village as it's so so packed ! :x breathing difficulties can ! :x den cross over the road to parco ! more worst cos more ppl as everyone stuck there...
saw xiaojiajia and pearline =D
bought honeygreentea and drank finish all , aloy and co rch and find me as they are meeting me over to pasir ris ; walked ard , slacked and waited for JEHM and limin dear to arrive and we headed pasir ris by train ; was crapping in train and so noisy :x

met up with dora at pasir ris and walked over to guiguis bday there ;
saw many ppl there lahs !
huihuis,xiaoling,lene,vivie,shiimin,kitty,bibi,pearl,aloy and co,xiaojess,cloud, rebecca , kenny, yumiko,carman,winnie,javier, chris,sebas , yangyang,ahxing, liting,jiaxins, baobao,vionna , chocolate ,joses,hongling,miaozhen , xiaokid, xiaobrent , xiaodave , joseph and alot alot more =D

while slacking , did snap and lots more =D
walk over to cheers to buy drink and it's tiring .
den sent the guys to cab and went over to mac to slack with xiaojess,xiaodave,brent,jojo and gordon , den was like my fone got no more batt and ii borrow charger from brent and charge it outside mac while waiiting for benjamin to come , he came after ii charge awhile ; drove me over to guiguis there but he paiseh to go over ii guess.. den sat by the beach for awhile ; and went off to tink of where to go , went changi village and after that back to the park but the rest had left, slacked till 5 plus and drove back to jurong .. sit in the car as i dun wan go hme early .. played and fight !!! and he chase me home =)
bathe ; sms him and off to bed and woke up at ard 1 plus :)
resizing some pics but got alot ... shall post it soon =D

Benjamin thanks for coming down all the way from jurong to acc me arhs.. i feel so so bad lahs .. im really sorry too !! GUO YU BU QU CAN ! :x it's a boring night for the 2 of us but i hope you still enjoy it lohs =D hahhahahha !!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GUIGUIS HONEY in few days ! =D
LOVES <3

2007-06-30T01:35:00.000+08:00

★ BEFORE I FALL IN LOVE ★

My heart says we've got something real

Can I trust the way I feel

Cuz my heart's been through it before

Am I'm just seeing what I want to see

Or is it trueCould you really be

Someone to have and hold

With all my heart and soul

I need to know

Before I fall in love

Someone who'll stay around

(Who warns) my ups and downs

So tell me now

Before I fall in love

And I'm at the point of no return

So afraid of getting burned

But I wanna take a chance

Oh please

Give me a reason to believe

Say you're the one that you'll always be

Someone to have and hold

With all my heart and soul

I need to knowBefore I fall in love

Someone who'll stay around

(Who warns) my ups and downs

So tell me nowBefore I fall in love

It's been so hard for me

To give my heart

But I would give my everything

Just to hear you say...

Someone to have and hold

With all my heart and soul

I need to knowBefore I fall in love

Someone who'll stay around

(Who warns) my ups and downs

So tell me now

♥ Before I fall in love ♥

2007-06-30T01:07:00.000+08:00

i got a new life ahead after that day (:
no more MIA-ING from town or anywhere lerhs ~ :)

im back to my old life =D
thanks my love ♥
although is only a short one ;
im deeply hurt ~
the fragile heart of mine is broken ~
ii can't take it at first , but im fine now.
sleepless night continue for me as usual ;
ii can't sleep so will be on the fone with friends of mine =D
they are all nice people who can entertain me and cheer me up !
thanks friends ; LOVES ♥

headed not much place tish few day , been home and went bugis on wednesday lohs, meet up with calvin and yanming at JE mrt and headed bugis to meet xiaolinqq , lene and pinkster .. walked ard and slacked , snap pics and left ard 8 plus :)

last night , went for family dinner at duno which resturant ; ii wasn't in good mood .
den went over to cousin hse after dinner , was so boring :(
headed hme and benjamin rang me up and asking me to meet ;
wasn't in mood so out to meet him ~
while waiting for him ; den to prepare myself and out to meet him ,
he came over to drive me and we headed over to kent ridge park ; den to mount faber and then labrador park (: hard time finding labrador park but got to find it in the end (:
sorry ; din accompany you to yishun tonight :x Enjoy with ya friends yehs ! :)

on the phone after we rch home ytd (: supposing to sleep after we talked ; but ii can't , was tossing here and there till 6plus in the morning :x den woke up at 10.30 to morning call him den doze off till 11 plus and woke up :D
online and chatted with friends ; talked with him till 3 plus and went to prepare to town =D
met limin dear and sister and go town (: headed fareast first , shop ard and nth much to get either .. den jason called and asked me over to cine to meet him , bus-ed over there , den meet lohs , saw tingting , candy , yenfang , jojo didi , and others and he told me he one ppl :x
den slacked and saw kristine , chatted over at the railing place while waiting for others , slowly ahxing , yangyang and others came , but ii not meeting them , waited for sometime and then ii saw guiguis honey,xiaolinqq dearest , lene lover , vivie and joses brother =D so slacked with them till ard 7pm and met up with kaiming , acc him to eat at food court , slacked and went over to hmv to get his CDs , he bought 3 disc :x all DONG FANG SHEN QI derhs.. den was raining so slacked at hmv and talk b4 walking back to cine to find sister and others (: headed up to arcade there , sat there and talk , sister went down to eat , while kaiming played para , so cute lohs when he dancing and ii was like laughing :x after that headed down and talked and he went off and ii went to find sister at kobayashi :D saw vionna and chocolate there eating too !
headed up to get our stuffs and shop ard and left cine , went off with joanna naughty , sister , limin dear and 2 more guys ~

rch home , bathe , upload pics and chatted on fone with benjamin again for just awhile and he went to talk to his friends ..

heading town first tml with da jie to do some shopping b4 gst increases ;
den maybe meeting kaiming awhile or maybe not .
maybe meeting aloy and co at bugis to go over pasir ris tgt as i duuno where is pasir ris park :x
going to guiguis birthday bbq :D
ton-ing ant shall depends on someone lerhs ~ see whether he bringing me out fr movies ; hope he get his car tml bahs :)

nth much to blog recently (:
CARES PEOPLE !!!

2007-06-26T02:07:00.000+08:00

& finally i knew the answer ;
i guess i will be alright after a nice cry ~
i need to cry out loud and everything will be over yeh !
silly girl shall not cry anymore cos big girl dun cry yeh ...
ii will stay strong and live on better than b4 ;

叶子在窗外轻爷人行道没有行人走过

镜子里的我很不像我自从你离开了

我变得很软弱你的影子在每一个角落

好像是在提醒着我少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞

我想我可以习惯一个人生活

我想我可以假装不曾爱过

冰的夜里让眼泪温热

我感觉如果要走谁能说no

我想我可以习惯一个人生活

在记忆里面擦去

你的承诺

爱你怎么会是这个结果

爱情是个梦而我睡过头

GRACE BABE !!! BIG THANKS FOR EVERYTHING (:
iloveyou ! thanks for helping me ;
let's walk out from darkness tgt ..
ii shall always be there for you, it's just only a phone call away,
call me and ii will talk and cheer you up !
let's find our true love soon ;
ii wish you and him with a miracle happen ! =D

♥ GOODBYE MY LOVE ; 130407 =D
thanks for the beatiful memories marked down in my heart ;
lastly ; b4 i bid goodbye to you i just wanna tell you i love you =D

懷念我們曾經多麼單純的美好

過去的美好我想有一天我們都能忘掉

想你的星空下星星不再閃耀

我想我知道眼淚的味道

曾經付出的每一天每一年我不曾想逃

受傷的翅膀總有一天會慢慢慢慢的變好

能飛得更高當失去你的依靠 ...

i am CAK - xia0mable okiies ! hehes..xD ~
yangyang honeyboii and ahxing give me tish nick (:
and many ppl got it =D
and it will be pop like lollipop soon =D

thanks alot alot of people for cheering me up !
im fine after a great cry =D
iloveyou guys lots !
ii gonna thanks grace babe ; liyun precious darling ; guiguis honey ; xiaoling dearest ;
yangyang honeyboi ; kris ; bingxian honeybee ; my sister ;zhiyang silly; freddie aiai;limin dear; charles brother .. ii duno who ii miss out ; but is everyone who is always there for me (:
muchloves people ! ♥♥

后来　我总算学会了　如何去爱可惜你　早已远去　消失在人海

后来终于在眼泪中明白有些人　一旦错过就不再

每当有感叹总想起　当天的星光那时候的爱情　

为什么就能那样简单而又是为什么　人年少时一定要让深爱的人受伤

在这相似的深夜里　你是否一样　也在静静追悔感伤

如果当时我们能　不那么倔强

现在也　不那么遗憾

你都如何回忆我
　
带着笑或是很沉默

有没有人能让你不寂寞永远不会再重来

有一个男孩　爱着那个女孩...

afterall ; today is just another day for me ..
tml shall be a better day ;
ii shall enjoy tish friday and saturday lots ;
they promise they will entertain me to be happy =D
been on the phone almost every night (:
friday : sushi with girlfriends ;
and sat is guiguis honey bday (:
so tonning over at pasir ris =D

FLCJ ♥ ; we shall always be dummbies alrights ;
do live on better than i do =D
afterall ; 原来你什么都不要..

我知道这样不好也知道你的爱只能那么少

我只有不停的要要到你想逃泪湿的枕头

乾就好眼泪在你的心里只是无理取闹以为在你身後

是我一辈子的骄傲

原来你什么都不想要

我不要你的呵护你的玫瑰

只要你好好久久爱我一遍

就算虚荣也好贪心也好

哪个女人对爱不自私不奢望

我不要你的承诺不要你的永远

只要你真真切切爱我一遍

就算虚荣也好贪心也好最怕你把沈默

当做对我的回答原来你什么都不想要 ..

thanks my love (:
ii will walk out from the dark to the bright soon =D
perhaps ; i still hope for miracles of us .
maybe fate will get us back soon my dear boy ;
i will never forget 130407 ♥ ;

ii can't wait to go kbox-ing with kaiming parnter lahs !! (:
ii n0e he will sing better than ii do =D
practice hard on the song uu gonna sing for me alrights (:
just the both of us to kbox and not any others !
ii must learn more duet song and more chinese song le ! =D
teehees * grinsss :x

watch campus just now ; and omg ! shawn out !!!! how come yeh ! so cute of him and his song so nice !!! =D but ii like marcus's sang de QI SHI HAI AI NI =D nice one mans !

goodluck* to ppl having their MST - KRIS;KENNY;CHRIS BABY =D
get good results yehs (:
all the best* guy !

我想对你说　却害怕都说错好喜欢你知不知道
♥

takecare people ;
muchloves ♥

2007-06-25T00:21:00.000+08:00

♥ maybe is time to bid goodbye mylove ! ♥
im still waiting ♥
♥ letting you go is the hardest part ♥ -xia0mable & xia0jjasonn-
♥ ahxing&mabel ♥
♥ Sebawang Park-180607 ♥
♥AIREN♥

♥ xiaodee ; xiaomable ; ahxing ; xiaopearl ♥
♥ xiaomable & xiaodee ♥
♥ chris the prince and mabel his princess ♥
♥ i love her lots ♥

♥ JOLENE ; XIAOMABLE ; MISSCHOCOLATE ♥
♥ I LOVE HONEY HONEY ! ♥

♥ candid shot of guys ♥

we are not ready and there they snapped *♥ LOVES ! ♥

♥ WE LOVES THE STARS ♥

♥ Vionna Sweets ! ♥
♥ JEHM ♥

♥ i love vivie ♥

♥ i love chocolate ! chocolate ! ♥

♥ sister & brother ♥
♥ misschocolate;guiguis honey;xiaomable♥

we caught them !

♥ i love girlfriends & i miss them ♥

♥ walk down with us ♥

♥ childhood memories ♥
♥ the lengend of 8 sisters ♥

♥ LOVES HONEY GREENTEA ! ♥

♥ say you love me too ♥

♥ boring so took at grandma hse ♥

♥ my life ; my style ♥

2007-06-24T02:44:00.000+08:00

back hme not long ago ..
went out with sister again :x
went over to westmall to sign student plan ;
finally she got new no lahs; den while waiting for darling , was like walking ard ;
darling reached and we went to eat ;
im stressed ! and im emo ~
ii cut my own hair just now !
damm ~ emo ppl loves cutting their own hair ~
i look shitty now ii guess ;
nvm .. shall goes for a haircut b4 sch starts ...
went over to godma's hse ; den went over to teban ;
set off frm xintua at ard 7 plus ; to mandai ...
help zhong shun tua for zuo ke ;
den went over to woodlands ; and ii saw my dearest yingying there *
imissher so so much !
so long din see her le ~
kinda bored ; left and back to teban market to slack with them while waiting for da jie and bf to drive us home ..

im suffering from breakdown ;
i cry last nights ... tears just drop off lahs ..
ii can't get to sleep ... 5 plus in da morning and ii received kris sms ;
and ii replied;
ii din sleep ~
doze off only after msging him ..
den woke up ard 11 plus ~
sighhs...
thanks for my girlfriends who is always there for me !
i love ya to the bit !
and thanks those guys who nv fail to cheer me up ~
but im still upset lahs ;
no choice forcing someone when he doesnt wanna ... ( you know who u are ! )
im good enough to sms you ; reply me if you want bahs ~
good luck for ur test nxt wk .

im still holding on ...
to what i duno ; i only noe i love you lots !
ii will never let my love goes off easily ~
seriously im confuse over bgr ;
but im sure that my heart is still with you *
mr loo ; iloveyou till nth can explain .
more than words dummbies ~
the day ii wait is worth it i knew ~
dun let me hold on too long ; it might be empty hope ~ but i still hope is not ,
everyone told me that we will get tgt in tish holiday and waiting for good news ;
i dun tink so that we will get tgt ~
ii really need you boy ~
give me a chance and i will love you with all my heart i promise ;
you are the one ii yearn for ;
but ; you will never know how much i love you and how hard im waiting .
130407 ; the 73 days of endurance ; im waiting !
everyone knew how much i love you ~
maybe by letting you go is a better way to solve ;
but i can't do it ~
replied me will you ;
im waiting for your reply fredrick !
dun let me post out what ii send you...
maybe to you im just a passer by ...
i really miss the very last moment when we are at sentosa ;
i hope time will turn back for you and me ...

TML WILL BE A BETTER DAY !!!
&& imissyou dummbies !
iloveyou too ; be mine one day <3
130407 - 73 days loving you ~

2007-06-23T00:59:00.000+08:00

argghhhhs ~ my mood swings !!!!!
im freaking not in the mood now ~
luckily sister ask me not to town today ~ if not worst ~
thanks my dearest sister ! iloveyou ~

someone break his promises ! he's suppose to ... forget it lahs !
ii waited for it real hard ! (you know who you are ~ )
thanks for being so sweet for me in my post ~
and now you are like missing !!! perhaps you are sleeping bahs ~
but ii really cnt believe it lahs ! you say you will and you will !
friday night which was today ~ and yet you didn't...
smses you and you din reply mine msg ~ sometime im wondering shld i give you a chance derhs ; but whenever ii tot of tis things happened ; ii feel no trust lahs !!! tis is seriously not the first time ... and soon my mood swing all bcos of you and something else ...

went over to jp with sister to do some stuffs and saw some ppl there ; but everyone can see that im not in a good mood ; from the tone and everythings ! (EMO-ING*)
fuckup* day !!! BOYS MAKE MY LIFE TURNS UPSIDE DOWN *
thanks you so much boy * !!!

ytd went kboxing with my girlfriends ; met up with xiaopearl airen , xiaoling dearest first den to clementi to meet up with the rest ; guiguis honey , vivie and jasmine and off to kbox .. sang from 11am to 6pm .. ii sang up my heart ; it's so awful ytd !! cos no mood too ~
my mood keep swinging recently ~ my soul wasnt with me lahs !!!
HUA TI ; LI XIANG QING REN * ii sang it out ~ haiish ....

after kboxing went over to jp for awhile and went over to airen hse .. meanwhile got kinda piss off by airen's lil brother ; awww.. he is so so so naughty !!! :x keep saying me ; guiguis ; xiaoling and kenny ~ !!! he say ii wont have any boyfriend forever ! ... my heart sank can ! lil kiddy hurts my heart when airen ask mi dun care .... went back hme and upload pics and did nth much but chatted with peeps ..

din head anywhere on wednesday ; cos iim a good girl * ( not in the mood to go out )

posting of pics soon ; from sat till today ; i got plenty of it ..
ii nid time to load and i loves photowhoring !
EMO-ING IN PROCESS *

IM GONNA BID GOODBYE MY LOVE !

I MISS SOMEONE SO SO MUCH !!! AND I CAN CRY FOR HIM *
ILOVEYOU~

baby's baby.

2007-06-21T01:34:00.000+08:00

eh... chris here. heh. 1st time posting for MLJX.

must slowly think of what to write.

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just kidding!

been her baby since 010107.

since kinda short. but hey! it's not! it's almost 6 months ok! which is almost 180 days!!!!

during the period, can say we helped each other out alot bah.

talked to her on the phone for the 1st time too.

wasn't quite used to it. ever since. nvm. =p

recently she asked me to take pics. don't like to take pics that much though.

but well, since it's her, yah! i'll do it! recently she edited a pic of us. kinda cute. but with me in it, it kinda destroys the pic's cuteness. hahaha. i posted it still. must be mad!

see! still got the scan tag there! got price one ok?! the price is $0. BECAUSE our friendship, is priceless!!! hahaha. recently she took a pic. she asked me what words to put. so yah, the usual me will say, put <3>

hehe. baby mabel is. sweet lahs. don't know why always got this dumb spammer on her tag. it's her blog. just freaking alt f4 if you don't like. why would you visit her blog in the first place? jealous? yah i think that person is VERY jealous.

anyway, yah.

be it friends or lovers. god knows. ^^

we'll always be baby right?!

do i sound like i'm 20? hahaha.

oh no!

asked her to sleep. so she can view it tmr only. hahahaaaaaaa. post till here. nights!!!

2007-06-20T19:46:00.000+08:00

2007-06-20T18:32:00.000+08:00

♥ SATURDAY - TOWNING ;

♥ lamers - mabel&aloy (finally one nice pic !)
♥ i wish ; i hope ; i pray for you -
♥ i look ugly !! gena :D
♥ jason & me
♥ partners - me& kaiming
♥ AIRENs

♥ calvin && me
♥ Juensu and Me

♥ adelene nuer

♥ snowboi - the king and da queen !
♥ me & pinkster

♥ my foto kaki -ahxing

♥ my dearest brother and sister

♥ my beloved vionnachan-

♥ friends (:

♥ candid shots of us
♥ my best boy-friend !
♥ LIMIN DEAR

♥ freddie aiai `

♥ my dearest sister;

♥ US ;

mabel;sebas :D

mabel;valen :D
mabel;jiahui :D
♥ partners ~
♥ Dardarloves-

♥ cindy
♥ iloveSANDRA;
♥ US;

♥ ONE&ONLY

♥ WINNIE BABE ;

♥ my One&Only ;

2007-06-20T18:03:00.000+08:00

& so , went towning on sat with one&only HUIHUIS , shop ard fareast ~ den bus-ed to HMV :D shop ard b4 heading to cine in the evening :x meet up with people there , first saw babyqueeny and went toilet,den saw winnie babe at toilet with shirley den met up with yan gan bf :x went up to arcade to play stupid games :x den went back down to buy things at cheers.. slacked outside and limin dear , my sister and freddie came find us :xx
slacked and took pics :) while waiting for some others ~ ;x
met up with michelle dardar ; adelene nuer,snowboi,vionna,miaozhen and alot alot more :D
met up with kaiming partners while waiiting for pearl airen ~ went kobayashi for breakfast,lunch and dinner :D
it's was like raining lahs ! :x
and kris cabbed from PS to bring me and ton with him ;x
went back the following morning :D

sleep till 4 plus in the noon and stayed hme :D

monday ~ went jp to meet up with liyun darling , sister and pearl airen :x
saw amanda too ! surprise lahs !! girls always love to zilian ~
we took so so so many pics lahs while waiiting for guiguis and vivie to come from tamp :D
took train down to sun plaza :D waiited for the rest . saw JEHM,kewei, xiaodee and one more guy there .. went over to meet jason , saw yang on the way ~ den jason drove us over to sebawang park for bbq :x took dozen of pics there ~ it's a nice place to be emo :D
left at ard 10 plus , javier drove us out . went to meet up with xiaoling dearest and kenny at JE~ went boonlay and they acc to wait for bus hme :D

went grandma hse ytd ; was bored ! ;x

den stayed home today ~ & seriously i hate my mum to nag cos i will talk back for sure !!!

kboxing tml with my girls :D

friday , maybe shopping with girls ~

sentosa on sunday maybe :x

imisshim*

2007-06-16T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 19 BIRTHDAY TO CHARLES BROTHER !!! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHARLES;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ~

I blogged just for you horhs ! hope you read it ~ kbox treat soon ~ =D
thanks for being a good brother who is always there ;
i do appreciate it and really thanks for everything !!
takecare and find your true love soon ~

2007-06-15T23:07:00.000+08:00

AIREN =D
ILOVETHIS =D
HAPPY BIRHTDAY DARLING =D
the 5 of us =D

EASTCOASTPARK : 140607 :D

the one who is always there ! BABY-LIOUS !!!

My 0ne&0nly HUIHUIS-
mabel & yanming =D

mabel & kris =D he loves tish pics :)
One&Only AIREN ! =D

mabel-lious ! =P
when there is great love ; there always miracle ~

ithinkofyou-

the same color of tops;same short and belt :D

my precious darling =D

mabel & huilan :)

Calvin and ME =)

2007-06-15T19:13:00.000+08:00

holiday started (:
it's time for me to change for a better person too :)
it's a friday today and i din head anywhere .
tired , restless , headache and dun feel like going anywhere..
towning tml , anyone wanna meet do ring me up :D and ii gonna vanish soon :)

3 weeks of holiday ; maybe i shall get myself a part time job if ii can find one :D
den i will have more income to shop yehs :DD
ii wanna get lots of stuffs !! the tops from Dothory Perkin (blue blouse & 2 others color), white short, and and and i wan that gucci sling bag (: hehes..

nth really happened tish wk , skip sch on tuesday and thursday cos im tired , rushing project and finally i hand it up today :D headed sch just to hand in project . teacher din come so = waste my time. had one lesson and went home :) slept for few hrs ~ im tired and i need a good rest :D

ECP ytd , headed TM to meet up with huihui One&Only first, walk ard and saw many nice food and doubting what to eat , sat at the stair while waiting for guiguis honey,xiaoling dearest and jasmine to come. headed up to ate pasta mania again . after that walk ard and headed to take bus 31 to parkway parade. went shopping over there ~ so many shop lohs , first time to parkway lohs :D
from parkway walk to ecp =)
it far one lohs but i lead de . i can rmb the way yehs ;D
waited for xing and jason to come and cycle .left early due to lazyiness to go hme myself and ask dad to drive mi back =D left with xiaoling dearest .. ;D rch hme bathe and chatted and sms with peeps .

to the ziiweii who spam me : you might tink uu are just leaving comment ,but i simply hate ppl doing that cos i might find that you are childish :DD tag all u can . i wont give a damm either , im just myself , love me or hate me :D

gonna load pics later on and post sth later :D
a final post for someone ~

该爱着你,该离开你,还是继续--逃避 ?

2007-06-11T20:11:00.000+08:00

2007-06-10T23:52:00.000+08:00

it's been some day since i last blog , shall make it short (=
i wasn't in good mood recently :x
due to many many reasons and someone lead mi to irritated state !
simply i was so so dulan lahs ! all ur fault !!!!! :x
im a EMO - GIRL !!!

ii forget and duno what am i doing for the past few day ~ :x

thursday was precious darling bday :x HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL !
we did meet up norhs , bring her to develop pics and i develop mine too ! :x
i develop FLCJ's pics and and i put it in my card holder :x
i simply misses him damm damm lots lahs !!!
i love him * i love him * he know who is he derhs !
den after that we took neos print , delevop pics and train dwn to CWP :x
she went to meet bf and i went to find kris (:
meet him for dinner lohs :)) thanks for the dinner lehs ! so paisehss !!!! :x
ate pasta mania and walk ard , he bought 3 tops :x
lols..xD ~
snap pics and went home (:

fri , headed marina for movie , freaking lame show ! dun watch it if u haven watch ! :x not nice at all , saw ppl walking off half way thru the show , i oso find it not nice , waste my $9.50 !!! (MEN IN WHITE) siianns ! :x
after that cab down with cine ~ mood swing :x slack till 1030pm den go hme (:

sat , no town, no bugis , headed je for the stupid flag day !! den took it and went home , den headed bugis , den back to je to meet up with calvin darling and yanming :D finish off flag day and went to kpool (:
waited for pearl airen and liyun darling to come :D
slack and walk ard and snap pics (:
i love the neos ! im married to my 2 girls ! :x
cos we took it in wearing gown :D
den rain stop and went off to jp :x
funny things happened ~
den waited for javier sweetie , da bao and went airen hse , watch spider liles and went off ~ :x
saw mr piggy YANHAN ! i tot he saw me but he din :x
sec time we miss out saying HI ! :x
went hme and online and slept (:
sleep all way long !! finally !! 2 days nv sleep le ~

today woke up and went out with sister :x
bought the short i want ~
den waited for calvin to knock off and went home tgt (:

tmr POM paper !
i gonna mug soon ! :x
study hard girl !! hehes..xD ~
all the best to HIM , GRACE AND CHARLES !
ALL THE BEST TO CLASS SM ! :x

i miss FLCJ (:
LOVE HIM MOST ! :x

2007-06-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

oh my pretty pretty boy , i love you !
♥ FREDRICK LOO ♥
im still waiting for u ~ for what i duno , i just simply wish that we can be together , that's the only thing i knew ~
i have been depress once over again , swollen eyes on my way to sch due to lagness of sleep i guess ~ sighs ~
we seems to be drifting further and further my boy ~ let's get back to the past ~ past of ours , when there's even lala land story b4 bedtimes ~ do you know that i really misses you lots ~ looking into my fone and waiting for ur smses , calls or even msn , but days pass by and i din receive anythings ~ i dun really know what you wants now , perhaps ; you still got not enough time ~ i know you got tons of project to do and same goes to gaming ~ im still waiting for you like a fool without an answer given ~ you say you wont hide from reality but you are showing me that you are hiding now ~ nothing gonna change my love for you , you ought to know by now how much i love you ~ my dummbies once and always be my dummbies till the end of time ~
i have been emo-ing , my mind only got you , just you ~ and the only you ~ i dun wanna drift apart from you , i still wanna be ur dummbies no.2 and you be will always be my dummbies no.1~ as days goes by , my feeling for you is just getting deeper instead of fading away ~
how i wish that im numb ~ and i will feel no pain ~ no hurts and no tears ~
i hope as time goes by , my feeling for you will slowly fade away so i can feel no more pain ~ or what i wish most will come true by you loving me too ! can you just imagine me without you . i will be lost and so confuse..im walking with my soul now but im not in it ~ find me back !!!
let's fate decide everything for us bahs , forcing will never ever be a everlasting one ~
good lucks in all ur exams and do study hard * project too ! JIAYOU LE LAHS !
FREDRICK , I LOVE YOU SO ~
GREAT GREAT MISSES MY DEAR BOY !
DUN EVER FORGET THAT IM STILL AWAITING *130407 ~

headed to jp for movie on sunday night with kris lion cub , he see me emo-ing and bring me out for movie ~ so nice of him nahs ~ went to watch shrek 3 cos that can only cheer me up i guess , a funny show , but i dun really laugh it out too ~ met him at 8pm , he cab dwn from his hse at woodland and we went to buy ticket ~ after that bought sweet talk ~ tt can cheer me up ~ den walk ard while waiting for the show to start. the baby shrek is just so cute ~ after movie , took 154 , alight one stop b4 my hse stop so he can train hme at lakeside , but he insist of sending me back so walk back home lohs ~ den slack awhile downstair my hse b4 he went to train hme . chatted with him on fone and craps ~ :D

today, went sch , restless ~ after sch go hme and online ~ chatted with jason ~ he ask me to do true friend test , if i score 100 and i will be his girlfriend ! LMAO ! i got it can ~ :x now he is my gan hubby ! he got 2 wife , me and pearl ! if he flirt more i gonna divorce him ! JASON LEE ! YOU BETTER READ IT !!

2007-06-04T17:13:00.000+08:00

MABEL;GRACE

MABEL;GRACE;MIAOZHEN

I LOVE VIONNA SWEETS !

MY PRECIOUS ONE !
LOVES GRACIE BABE !

I SIMPLY JUST LOVES MY DARLING (: ME & JOANNE

DARLING TWINNIE !!

theLOVESONE-

KBOXING-

I LOVE GUIGUIS HONEY !

XIAOCLOUD`

LITING THE CUTIE ;LOVES HER!

MY ONE & ONLY LESBIAN PARTNER !

MY BROTHER (:
ME,YINGYING,XIAOWEN,JIAXIN.
myBABE!

I LOVE THIS PICS (: COS WE ARE LIKE MODELS ! STYLE :D

THE BLUE AND BLACK'S DAY (: WE DIN PLAN AT ALL !

MY XIAOWEN AIAI`

ME & VALEN

LAMER ! LAMER !

MABEL & THE POOH ! LOLS ~

WHAT'S HE TRYING TO DO ? KILL THE POOH !!!theONE's ladies ~

MY HONEY ! HONEY !
THE BIGGEST POOH !

ME & CANDY

MABEL & KRIS MY LION CUB !!!

i love tish pics (:

WE WORE THE SAME (: BUT WE DIN PLAN AT ALL

DEAREST (:

THE ONE'S BOY !

theONE- MYLOVES ! HAPPY BDAY CLOUD (:

2007-06-04T16:14:00.000+08:00

2007-06-03T02:44:00.000+08:00

it's been sometime since i last blogged . feeling rather emo tis few day and i duno why too ;
ppl who knows me well know that i wasn't behaving like my normal self , the talkative and crazy girl who use to joke ard have gone ~

skip morning lesson on tuesday due to revising my WBP exams , but after all it's too hard and i doubt i will pass too :(

didn't attend sch due to appointment for checkup ~ shit ! my swollen eye is back again ! it's so saddening lohs ~ haiish , so many things in my mind le and my eye still doesn't wanna get well ~ there's so many following check up to go :( went hospital myself ~ den waited for a long time b4 my turn , took bus down to meet up with theONE- ppls but not all (ahxing, javier,yangyang,huihui,guigui,xiaoling) but theONE- consist of 8 ppl with joses and me (: do add our friendster and link our blog up (:
headed to xiaocloud bday , snap and chat with them ~ left after awhile , headed to lot 1 for my lunch cum dinner as i din eat at cloud's place ~ only guigui,huihui,xiaoling and me went to eat while the guys left to xiaojia bday .. we ordered 4 bowl of same food , and we only manage to finish half bowl each . chatted alot with them , saw winnie and bibi . den headed toilet to snap ~ took bus hme with xiaoling , while guigui and huihui cab back to tamp (:

it's vesak day , went down to tamp mall to meet up with guigui and huihui with xiaoling . met cesar on the train , but he headed expo for event . something super funny in the train and it's super lame ! rch tm and waited for the 2 of them and we walked ard , there's super lots of ppl ~ den headed pasta mania for dinner . after dinner , went over to huihui hse to slack :D use com and talk and of cos snap (: den joses arrive , talk and slack too till ard 10 den went off to train back to jurong :D fun day out with the girls , we plans lot of things !! :D

friday , went to sch , saw him when i walk out of locker , we din talk and nt even a hello , went up to class , emo-ing in class , teacher gave work and i finish it (first time!) ppl say im not behaving like my ownself ~ i agreed too but i duno why .. finish sch and took 154 hme , prepare and headed to meet xiaoling and xiaocloud , we wear the same cardigan ! but we din plan it ~ meet up with winnie babe and walk over to cine , meet javier there , and waited for the rest . went up to kbox for k session . was fun but i din talk or sing much , did snap pics with my beloveds ~ they brighten up my day and i love them :) aloy and valen ask me up to lvl 8 as they are singing there too , headed up and sang duet song with them cos they got no girls , snap and went down again , finish at 9pm and headed food court for lunch cum dinner , din finish my meal at all , after that headed up to cheers and slack and snap pics , met up with kris lion cub (i gave him the name !) and chatted , my girls and others when over to cuppage while i din , waited for javier and he drove me back to cck and i cab hme , thanks sweetie (:
upload pics and went off to bed ;

slept at 5am and woke up to reply smses ~
met up with grace today !! weets ~ fun day out :D
liyun darling and javier wanted to go bugis too , so i meet them and took bus down with them , darling went to eat while i waited for grace to come , meet her over at BK and went to LJS to eat again (: hehes..xD ~ den went to bugis V to walk ard , im looking for my TEEs while she's looking for her necklace , she dint bought it cos cnt find :( keep seeing darling they all so in the end , meet up with them and went to take neoprints and snap ( hope that grace will not feel it bored when with my friends , sorry too ! ) den took train down to town again , last day at town i guess , it's kinda bored there ~ saw some people only as lots of ppl went MIA i guess~ went back hme early today , took 190 den change 180 den to 98 and back home , a long journey but i dun mind as i can use the time to think of many things ~ im still emo ~ :(
upload pics and chatted with friends ;

i cannot get to sleep as there's many things in my mind ; haish ~

to him : you might still not feel my love for you , i did alot of things for you and hope u really appreciate it , i duno whether did you still continue reading my blog like u used to do it but i hope after reading tish you will feel better , i noe you are stress up too ~ if you dun love me , just do let me know truthfully , i wouldn't want to force a love as it wont last at all , i know many ppl would like us to be together but the decision still lies on you, friends of yours are trying to put us tgt and i noe u face lots of stress bahs , i'm sorry if i have put you in a difficult state ~ ( and of cos i would thanks ur classmates ) but i still wont force you to love me of cos ~ if you really dun love me , do let me know , and they will stop disturbing you in class , i know you nid time , it's more than enough i guess ~ it's alright if u still have not make up ur decision , to be or not to be with me . i have think thru myself tis few nights ~ i dun wanna see u so stress up and get disturb by ya friends , of cos if u would wan me to let you go , i will ~ ( but it will be the most hardest thing ) i love you deeply down my heart , if u dun love me , of cos i would let u go and continue to love u silently like i use to do ~ ( im always asking myself over and over again thay why will i fall in love with you , my mind keep asking me to leave you but my heart continues to stay on loving you ) i duno what can i do to destress you , all i wan is that you can be happy and i will be contented bahs ~ LOVING YOU IS SO HARD and i cried ~ haish ~ all i want is to get love back in return~ it's been someday since we last chatted . i miss the chatting and jokes we used to have , i miss the outing , i miss the shooting stars , i misses every single moment i spend with you and of cos i miss you lots~ BOY , DO I EVER CROSS YOUR HEART ?
I LOVE YOU, SO DO YOU ?
WOULD YOU BE THERE TO LOVE , TO BE WITH ME ?
how i wish that we belong together , but fate doesn't wanto put us together ~ sighs :(
you are my desire , my love , my boy , my soul and you are my everything ~
i simply love you deeply till i really couldn't express myself anymore ,
ii will always be the guardian angel and shadow to accompany with when u nid helps and i will be a great listening ear ~
FREDRICK LOO ; YOU ARE THE ONE ~
I LOVE YOU ~
GREAT MISSES ~~

pics will be load soon (:
i loves and misses my beloveds and of cos HIM !!!

2007-05-29T17:44:00.000+08:00

W0ULD Y0U BE THERE ?

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time..
If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

2007-05-28T21:02:00.000+08:00

WO HAO XIANG SHUO !!!!
I LOVE HIM ALOT NAHS !!!

just finish watching css2 ; damm funny lahs , laugh and laugh and laugh ! :x
ii tot ii can saw my beloveds on tv but ii din lehs :x
but damm cute lahs !! ~

Sat ; towning once again , met darling and headed cine (:
met javier sweetie outside cheers ;
den headed LJS to eat while waiting for others;
brother and pearl airen reach den headed lvl 4 while waiting for yang and ahxing (:
we went in to sing first :x
den they rch and we challenge songs !!!
ii challenge with javier and brother with the song , wo ke yi bao ni ma and zhu wo sheng ri kuai le , while javier uses ai hai tao tao and brother sang an jing ! they sing so so nice can !
ahxing vs pearl with wo ke yi and yi shi de mei hao (: BOTH OSO VERY NICE !
den yang with liyun darling (: with the song , lishengjie song and daodai (: all oso nice lahs ! :DDD
den couples songs (:
more cute can ! they video it :x
pearl airen partner yang with jian ou ; javier with darling with the song liang shang bo yu zhu li ye ; and me with ahxing with the song shi ni jue ding wo de shang xin (:
7 ppl pay for 5 ppl only :x
hehes ~ suppose to finish at 7pm but they give us till 730 but we left at ard 6 plus ; headed dwn and send darling off to meet her boy while ii meet up with mich dardar ; jiahui stead ~ (: pangseh them :x paisehs ; went down look for the rest and ate chesse fries for dinner .

slack till ard 10 plus and head home with pearl (:
train hme :D
pics will be load soon ;

went for steamboat ytd , saw the guy who added me in fwenster working there ~ lols , ahboy they all keep disturbing saying tt i say him handsome when i din even open my mouth ! hate them so much can ! LOL ~
rch hme ard 11pm chatted on phone with sandra and sebas in conference :x

sch today , nth much happened (:
im a emo girl :x
duun blame me for being emo ~

i got wbp CA tml ! ;x
damm , ii duuno hw to do the frame part lahs ~
ii must studyy hard tonight (:
no matter what ; i will try my best to sc0re A if not a high B (:
MABEL CAN DO IT (: JIAYOU (:
LOL ~

wed going for check up again ; i got sw0llen eye again :((((
sad lahs ; who wanna acc me go ~
mummy got exams cnt acc me lahs :(
i hate hospital :x

FREDRICK LOO ; IM MISSING YOU BADLY NOW ;
haiish ~
WOULD YOU BE THERE FOR ME TO LOVE ?
ILOVEYOU :D

2007-05-26T10:56:00.000+08:00

25 MAY 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIAOPEARL AIREN ;D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HANDE ;D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ASHLEY ;D

Headed town to celebrate my airen bday (:
lots of ppl were there ;DD
camera whoring for a long time (:
hehes..xD ~
saw lots lots of fwens and chat and my classmates + schmates too :DDD
town was fun ;DD
lots of pics to uploads ~ :DD

kboxing later with liyun darling , xiaopearl airen , yang honeyboi , javier sweetie , joses brother and our mr.ahxing ! :DD not sure whos going still :DD hehes..xD ~ SING . SANG , SUNG and camera wars :DD

ii miss my mr. fredrick superlots :D
ILOVEYOU ~

2007-05-23T21:18:00.000+08:00

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which growshigher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

i carry your heart with me,
i carry it in my heart and i'm never without it.anywhere i go, you go, my dear.
and whatever is done, by only me, is your doing, my darling.
i fear no fear for you are my fate, my sweet.
i want no world for beautiful, you are my world my true.
it's you or whatever a moon has always meant,
and whatever a sun will always sing is you.
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the tree called life
which grows higher and higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide
and this is the wonder that is keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart,i carry it in my heart.

i don't know what it is about you that closes and opens, only something in me understands
the voice in your eyes is deeper than all roses.

♥ THAT'S WHEN I LOVE YOU-130407-♥

♥FREDRICK LOO♥

♥MYONEANDONLYONE♥

2007-05-22T23:05:00.000+08:00

♥ THAT'S WHEN I LOVE YOU - 130407 ♥

ii learn how to bake cookies ytd (:
ii went to search for reciepe online and went to popular plus library ;D
den went to shop and save and ntuc to buy the indregient just to bake cookies for him lohs .
went fwen hse to bake it as i got no oven at home :x
sister bf agrees to buy one for me cos he say my cookies is nice (:
yumyum ; im loving it too ! ii wanna bake more cookies and cakes :)))
bake it for FREDRICK♥
but of cos , i wont forget the two of them , gracie and charles (:
ii bake them some too !
teehees xD `
hope they really loves it lots (:
not nice must let mi noe than ii can improve :DD
met up with gracie and charles at the lift of my skool and pass it over to them ;
surprise the cookies to him ; guess he's shocked ;
din told him anything abt cookies even when he sms me a morning sms (:
i guess he love the cookies (:
he did say thanks to me and and he say i bought it -.-
i told him . yahs ; bought from lala land cookies land -.-"
of cos is i bake it for uu dummbies !!!

Dun ever break my fragile heart ;
it's break once and once over again ~
you are IRREPLACABLE ♥
i simply just love you lots and i w0nt let uu go easily .
boy;iloveyou♥
♥130407♥
GREAT MISSES ..
WE ARE SO NEAR YET SO FAR :(

Saying I love you,

Is not the words,I want to hear from you,

It's not that I want you,

to say but if you only knew,

How easy, it would be to show me how you feel

2007-05-22T20:27:00.000+08:00

♥ILOVEFREDRICKLOOCHIANGJUE♥
♥ my airen ♥

♥ the girl who is always there for me ♥

♥ LITING ♥

♥ i simply love liling darling ♥

♥ iris ♥

♥ YANGYANG "honeyboi" ♥

♥ JIAXIN ♥
♥ MY BROTHER ♥

♥ TINGTING ♥

♥ SPECIAL LADY ♥
♥ CHERYL LOVER ♥
♥ as he mention ; im his foto kakis ; so he's mine too ♥

♥ KUKU TEARS XINGAN ♥

♥ XIAOLAOSU ♥

♥ SHE'S MY SPECIAL LADY ♥

♥ SWEETIE JAVIER ♥

♥ ADRIANO ♥

♥ eileen baobei ♥

♥ my dearest brother who dote me well xD ♥

♥ JOANNA♥

♥ I LOVE HER♥

♥BIBI♥

♥im in love again♥
♥SHUANNA CUTIEPIE♥
♥ADELENE DAUGHTER♥

♥THE GIRLS - MICH DARDAR; MY DARLING ; ME @ CINE ♥

♥ MICH DARDAR♥
♥SHIHUA XINGAN♥

♥SHE'S ALWAYS THERE FOR ME;SO I LOVE HER MOST♥

♥MABEL;LIYUN-PRECIOUS DARLING NOW AND FOREVER♥

♥YANGYANG;ME:AHXING;LIYUN♥

♥FOTO KAKI♥
♥awww♥
♥ADORE ME ; PAMPER ME♥

♥GROUP PICS♥

♥YUANYIN♥

♥JASMINE♥
♥I LOVE MYSELF SO DO I LOVE HIM MOST ♥

♥FREDRICK IS LOVE♥

♥LOVE ME OR HATE ME♥

♥THAT'S WHEN I LOVE YOU -130407♥

♥LOL♥

♥LOVETHEM♥
♥ we got the same baggie ♥
♥DRAWF VS GIANT♥ !!!! LOLS xD ~ 158 vs 193

♥MICH DARDAR♥

♥THE COUPLE WEARS♥ AHXING & YANG ; ME & WINNIE (:

♥JUENSU♥

♥XIAOLING DEAREST♥

♥THEY ARE MY LOVES ♥

♥KRISTINE♥

♥DEAREST SISTER♥

♥THEGIRLs♥

♥SWEETHEART JOYCE♥

2007-05-21T10:25:00.000+08:00

it's someday since i last blog ;
im busy recently ;
i got tons of project but yet started ~
im still sick as usual ,
high fever on thursday night and flu on thursday night makes me did not attend sch on fri ;
huilan got high fever too ; can u just imagine how many ppl got fever in my class within a row ~

on friday, woke up at ard 9am, den winnie babe sms mi to meet her and joyce sweetheart up :x
ii went cos to get sth in town :DD im sick but i still went , fever gone by afternoon so ii headed town and rch there at 3pm , meet them and headed fareast , accompany joyce to eat her fav chicken rice den shop ard for clothes :D went to toilet for photowhoring + joyce cut my back hair for mi ; hehs.. so cute can ! we cut hair in the toilet ~ :DD walk ard den walk over to cine to meet up with guigui honey ; huihui dearest; xiaoling dearest and brother joses and others ; we rch dere and they headed fareast as huihui wanna meet my YAN 'BOYFRIEND' LOLS..xDD ~ ii din went over .. lalala ~ walk ard cine to look for tees ! but dun have lehs . i wan the I LOVE NY shirt and alot more :DD went LJS to eat cos cine nth to eat , met up with kawyi and jianhui den headed outside cheers to wait for the rest of them to come back from fareast ; ahxing and yang rch too ~ to my surprise ii saw my sister and limin dear and daryl in town too den snap with them and chittchat awhile , saw kristine after that . den met up with michelle dardar and alot more ~ too many le :DD headed back home with xiaoling after that . rch home online and chat with peeps and send them pics and went off to bed .

sat , meet up with precious darling liyun at bp and took 960 to bugis , den wanted to go and look for a shop to interview derh but after searching high and low , i still cnt find it so decided to give up and walk over to arcade dere to meet up with tears , jess , mich and others . den chatted awhile and YAN bf msg me , walk up to sec level and i saw him , wanted to eat pasta mania at first but ate at bugis cafe in the end . saw jasmine , yuanyin , renee at village , talk and snap and went to eat .. after that went shopping :x looking for my i love NY shirt again ~ cnt find it again , went over to the guy shop , bought a shirt from flexor for my alex dearest brother , a bday present i owe him :xx den walk over to arcade to meet up with YAN bf and chatted with him for quite long and meet tears they all again , train down to town cos joanna called mi up and say she's at town with jason,ken and jam . rch town and saw lots of peeps :D sit outside cheers while waiting for eileen , saw javier and xiaolaosu there . den i saw shuanna , melyvn and alot more , met joanna and others and was so shy can :x
talk and chat den met up with others more ((=
as usual , town was pack with people once again on sat night , i dun tink i can name out everyone as it's too much :x snap with them and tok alot :D I LOVE THEM SO MUCH ;DD slack outside and time pass fast , took 190 back with darling at ard 10 den went over to batok to meet joanna, ruizhi and yanming and cousin . slack and talk den went to eat prata and cab home :)) chatted with alex dearest brother on fone , thanks for the COOKIES ! i love it so so much :DDD

i din really went out ytd , only went out for dinner with my ex , he came and drive mi with his new SP and drove me to ave 5 to meet up ahping and naihong , saw chilli too , den meet xiaohei and bf and off to gombak for dinner , after that they co. came and slack , he send mi back home at ard 9 plus :D thanks ^^

coming friday is pearl airen bday ; heading town i guess but dun tink im heading clubbing with the rest :DD
den sat , kboxing with ahxing and others if possible if not will be towning :x
super lots of pics to upload :DDD

ii miss FREDRICK LOO alot :D
and i love him eversince 130407 ;
im waiting still ~

2007-05-17T22:22:00.000+08:00

listening to : tian shi wo ai ni
talking to : peoplesss ~
doing : blogging ;x
missing/thinking of : FREDRICK LOO

im so so so sick ! :((
duhhh ~ perhaps it's all the weather faulty plus the weak body im having now ~
sighss ~
tink i will be going to doctor tml ; sighs ~
im so so sick ; how i wish he's by my side ~
FEVER ; FLU ; AND MY EYE ~
arghhhs ~

so many ppl got fever in my class ; perhaps tish afternoon POM lesson is too cold in the lab le ~
debra and huilan are having fever ; headache and flu too !
means germ are spreading ard ~:x

im weak ! how i wish im strong ; ii really wanna go sch cos ii can take a glance at him but too sick le ;
woke up last midnight and search for panadol ; no cure ~ :x ~
headed sch today ; anw , i did saw him lahs , was happy but just for the few second ~
haish ; just feel so sick to do anything ~ cnt sleep well too ~
no ppl understand me and feel how i felt ~

im crazy ; i simply loves shopping lots ! how ii wish that im rich and i can buy everythinggs !! :x
ii wanna buy more tees !! esp the I LOVE NY ! and others tees ; more tube ; more nice shirt ; more skirt and shorts from flesh imp ; more shoes; more accessories and everythingss !!! though GSS is coming ; ii nid to work for all those things (: doing online shopping and found nice tops :x ~ girlfriends say it's nice too (: hahas , ii just bought a top recently ; all thank to niknik , if not i wont got to buy it online ~ im a girl so all girls loves shopping !! ~ whenever i feel upset i will shop ~

fredrick boy ; it's that so hard to say the 8 letter words to me ; im waiting ..
just wondering how long more you wan me to wait ~
ii really love you so ;
hope that you will love me one day as much as i love you too ;
i will be waiting for the day .
im still holding on and will keep holding on ~
130407 - THAT'S WHEN I LOVE YOU; WAITING FOR YOU ~
i miss you lots ; just a simple msg from you and i will be happy just like today ~
ILOVEYOU TRUTHFULLY FROM MY BOTTOM OF MY HEART ~

2007-05-16T20:15:00.000+08:00

listening to : 爱的主旋律
chatting with : liyun darling ; guigui ; xiaoboy ; charles ; ruizhi
doing : blogging + chatting
missing/thinking of : FREDRICK LOO ~

AHCHOO !! im suffering with running nose the whole day :x
sneezing and sneezing all day long ~
i cnt have other med as im still on medication ~
awww .. makes mi so irritated :x

finally im heading back to sch tml ~ ;D
i miss sch so so much due to some reason ~
hope tat i can glance at him tml ~
i miss him lykes hell :x

chatted online with Grace ; she's a nice girl :DD
we shall head for GSS shopping soon ~
get well soon worhs ;
LOVES ~

edited pics today and do nth much ;
hope tmr sch will be fun for me (:
gonna watch some movies real soon again ;

awww ; i super miss him lots , how i wish he can feel how i feel and im happy ;
i just wanna hear 8 letter words from him ;
不过三个字别犹豫这么久只要你说出口你就能拥有我..
one wk since i last saw him ;
the further we are away ; the more i miss you,
you know the distance will never change my love for you;
FREDRICK LOO ; IM WAITING FOR YOU .
我依然还在等待
等待你会明白
一颗坚强的心在等你回来
风在吹让他擦去我脸上的泪
不要以为我真的无所谓
不怕累只要我的身边有你陪
请你相信我是真的不后悔
how long more do u wan me to wait ;
1 month 4 days of waiting and still counting ~
i noe i ain't a good girl for you to love but i will just wait for you ;
幸福真的不容易
在你的背景有我爱
你我可以陪你去看星星
不用再多说明我就要和你在一起..
FREDRICK LOO ; ILOVEYOU
DUN FORGET THAT IM WAITING FOR YOU .

2007-05-15T19:59:00.000+08:00

listening to : 非你莫属
chatting with : ruizhi;chris ~
doing : friendster;blogging;photoshop :x
missing/thinking of : FREDRICK LOO !

im done with my operation :x
the pain i gone through is terrible !!!
that's the worst nightmare ever ~
i cry and shiver when the operation is going on ~
the 2 injection on my eye kills mi luhs !
so so so pain ~ i endure :x
den the doctor say i will feel numb after that ;
but , the inject seems like dun work on me ~
the doctor use a cramp to cramp my eye ~
tighter and tighter as another doctor say so !!!!
i was crying cos i can feel the pain ~
it's damm painful ~
anyway; it's all over ~
let's pray that theres no side effect and i will get well by 30 may when im going for my followup checkup ~
they bangage my eye and i look like an panda ~
so hard to see and i feel darkness :x
cab home after tat ; and went off to sleep ~
woke up and wanted to remove my bangage as it's uncomfortable ~
so i remove it :D
mum dun allows me to use com ~ so went back to room and talk on fone instead :x
the med kills me ~ 6 pills and hard to eat cos it's bitter !!! :(
im craving for more of chocolates ; sweets and COOKIES !!!
get well soon and i can eat those things :D
MC for 3 days ~
back to sch only on thursday :x
it's so bored at home ~

woke up today and do nth much ;
online and chatted with peeps :x
slack at home b4 heading jp with mom , bought stuffs and went back home myself ~
took 154 home carrying lots of stuffs while mom went massage ~
rch home ; online and listen to songs :D
posted some pics today :x
more to go bahs ~
we loves photowhoring !!!

MABEL ; GET WELL SOON !!!
im missing him super duper lots ~
fredrick loo; iloveyou <3

2007-05-15T18:48:00.000+08:00

IT'S INTERESTING :x

MABEL LOVE FREDRICK :x

TRUELY;DEEPLY;MADLY

MY EDIT :x

YANGYANG CARRYING THE BAG ARD CINE ! :x

2007-05-13T21:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER DAY TO ALL (:

im really tired of life and everything ;
towning ytd with liyun darling , met her at bp as usual .
woke up and prepare and headed to take 180 to bp ; as usual whenever i took 180 ;
some memories will just flash back into my mind ..
called darling and ask her to get up 190 and headed town .
the bus was packed :x
rch far east at ard 3 plus to 4 .. headed to eat my breakfast + lunch cum dinner at LJS ;
met winnie babe there and eat tgt ; after eating den walk off to toilet and a small lil boy keep following us ..
he's just so cute ; wanted to go shopping with us ~
went up to buy things den yang x2 reach den meet us there ;
walk ard den headed to cine ; b4 that bought sweet talk and drink den stupid yangx2 say i nid to drink more of it den can SWEET TALK to him ! BOOOHOOO :x
while walking ; the rain came ... we are only at lucky plaza and the rain is getting bigger and bigger so walk underpass to taka ; rch there and saw pearl airen there . so waited there for rain to get smaller and walk over to cine ; meet the rest there :D
den they went kobayashi for dinner ; darling and i nvr eat and see them eat ..
slack outside cine ; went to look for alex brother and chat .. saw lot of peeps there ; headed up to arcade and see yang play lorry again ; went downstair after that , send darling off to traffic light and walk back ; meanwhile saw kenneth .. den by then ahxing rch le .. stand outside cheers and chat with otherss .. while talking to shuwen ; someone grab mi from behind and ii was shock !!!! den guess who's is that ; i was so so so surprise !!
it's MARCUS ; 4 and half mth since i last saw him , boohooo.. i damm surprise that he will walk over and talk to me ... we chatted for some time .. den he ask me ; y uu remove my pic from ur friendster arhs ! LMAOs.. lalala.. ahxing got talk to him first .. den ahxing told me tat he's handsome ~ den sang ru guo ni hai ai wo for mi .. lols..xD ~ den ii rmb y .. he went off .. den walk over to talk and snap with peeps .. i was like so so tired and no mood for the whole day ; haish .. i duuno what am i tinking the whole day oso .. haish .. just tired ~
b4 ii left meet up with snowboi lo.. den talk and ask joses brother and airen to send mi to the road there and i went off to take train ; im tired .. haish .. meanwhile sms marcus to see where is he .. den he oso on hiis way home .. shld have left with him ~ the train was damm freaking pack ..
reach home bathe and talk on fone with marcus then ruizhi then jason called mi after that ..
chatted alot with marcus for the past memories (:
it's all the past le :DD
den for ruizhi and jason lehs , all i can say is i really dun wanna give him up lo.. i still believe time proves everything though i got no reply from him now .. it's sad but im used to it aldri :x

haish ; i really duno what's he tinking oso lahs .. we din chat for quite some day oso le .. duno what he wan.. or i can say is he's just avoiding ~
all i can say is , im still waiting .. one month since i love you and my heart had never fade at all ..

DUN FORGET THAT IM STILL WAITING ;
LOVING YOU SINCE 130407 <3
BOY;ILOVEYOU ~
truely ; deeply ; madly in love with FREDRICK LOO (:

2007-05-11T22:23:00.000+08:00

其实我非常爱你不想失去你, 因为你我会悲伤会心痛;

the further we are away ; the more i miss you,
you know the distance will never change my love for you;
可知分开越远心中对你更觉挂牵;
可否知痴心一片就算分开一生不变...

I'M TIRED OF EVERYTHING AND MY LIFE TOO !

LOVING YOU EVERSINCE 130407 ;

DUN FORGET THAT I'M STILL WAITING

2007-05-10T22:15:00.000+08:00

im sad ; im confused ; im lost ; im moodless and im useless ;
that's what i can describe my feeling right now :x

many many things happened recently ; niknik call mi and cry on fone ytd when im in SA Room ;
ii was like ; how am i going to console her ~
sighs , different ppl telling me different stories ;
i really duuno who to believe ; so i rather believe myself :x
ii told darling that we are kelian ; haiish ~
let's bygones be bygones bahs ; i dun ask for more too ~
no more misunderstanding ; backstabbing and everythings behind each other back ,
i have learnt a lesson , so do you all ~
the past is always memories alrights ; but i got a sad one ~
in life ; we gonna learn to FORGIVE & FORGET ~
that's what i won't forget ; give in whenever we can ~
no matter in relationship ; friendships ; sisterships and family , we must FORGIVE AND FORGET :x

no ppl can understand my feeling now ;
i just can't get everything out of my mind or even tell anyone ; i just keep it to myself bahs ~

ii really misses him like hell :x
haiish ~
my tears rolled down ; when i misses him ~
he's always on my mind and kept in my heart ;
perhaps to you ,我是个傻瓜,是个笨蛋..
tears rolled down when im listening to the song 好朋友 ;

especially the part : 曾经以为等待会改变什么你总会属于我但是最后时间证明了你只喜欢我你说我比较像你的好朋友只是不小心拥抱着你道歉你难过于是我给你笑容谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞如果爱情是五线谱我只希望用全音符吟唱出爱上你那完整的幸福当你的心没有耳朵即使我为你唱这歌你也只看见我哭了你说我比较像你的好朋友只是不小心拥抱着你道歉你难过于是我给你笑容谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞 ...

all i can say now is only 爱我非你莫属 ;

再靠近一点点就让你牵手
再勇敢一点点我就跟你走
你还等什么时间已经不多
再下去只好只做朋友
再向前一点点我就会点头
再冲动一点点我就不闪躲
不过三个字别犹豫这么久
只要你说出口你就能拥有我..

4 more days to have my small operation on my eye :x
im scare ; how i wish that im brave but i cnt ~
the pain will be in my body ~
IM SCARE OF PAIN :x

Can you tell me something?
Do you want me to go,and if I lefted you tomrrow,
would You even know,
so do you reallyLove me, because it hardly everShows,
just tell me, so I can know.
Can you tell me something?
Would you just watch me, as IWalked away,
or would you beg For me to stay,
becacuse I'm waitingAnd my hearts decaying,
I reallyNeed to know, do you want to let go?
Now I'll tell you something,
I'm still holding on. . . to what?I do not know. . .
my mind says leave but my heart says no,so I'll roll the dice,
and won't think Twice,looks like my heart has Won. . .
but I still need to know-if you love me so. . .

sometime i really felt like giving up but my heart say no :x
i'm deeply in love with euj gnaihc ool kcirderf <3
i miss you deep down my heart ;

euj gnaihc ool kcirderf <3

2007-05-08T17:46:00.000+08:00

im back blogging (:

it's no longer misunderstanding ;
i realise everything single lil things over a night ~
i treat you as such a nice and sweet lil girl and yet u do this behind my back ;
ii really cnt face the facts till they told mi all abt it ;
i have trust in you ; helping you to say nice things but yet i cnt believe that you are tish kind of ppl ~ since you wanna treat me lidat ; i got nth to say ~
dun treat me good infront of me and backstabbed me with tales to others ;
it's really do hurts alot alot deep down my heart ;
i realise that i don't worth a single cent to you :(
and ; i cnt realise that you are just the one who are trying to do many things behind me ;
you are the one who say that fredrick and i got no hopes instead of others ;

fri : headed to skool ; was raining and felt restless but still attend as i din attend it for thursday lesson aldri due to my swollen eye ; after skool headed home and online + chat with peeps and vcds all day long till mom bought me dinner and continue watching till 10 plus ; din went out due to swollen eye..

sat : i am suppose to meet liyun darling at 230pm but i woke up at ard 145pm !! oh gosh ; i cnt believe it myself too ~ i was on the fone the previous night and i left my fone to silent mode ~ luckily i did woke up ; darling , im sorry yehs ~ msg her and off to prepare ; met her up at lot 1 at ard 330pm ~freddie aiai called me and we chatted while waiting for darling to arrive ; saw her and went to eat my breakfast cum lunch at LJS ! long time since i last ate it ; im missing it lots can :) den walk ard the shopping mall ; walk pass missha and ii saw jasmine dearie , long time since i last saw her .. shall meetup soon with her and huiwen sweetie :)) after that headed to arcade ; not to play but for NEOPRINTS !! it's been a long time since we have neos !! ahahs..xD ~ misses those honeymoon we used to have ; hahs..xD ~ while designing; realise that the pen was spoilt ; find that person and told them but they dun care ; took such a long long time for them to change another pen for me ; design and loving it :D after that , it's almost time for me to leave to meet up with Brother Joses at bugis at 630pm and im aldri late ; left cck at ard 6pm and train down ~ and i left darling alone :( im sorry ; den she went to meetup with her bf ..

when training down ; wendy mei called me up ! was too late my dear .. hahas.. xD ` she asked me up to her hse for steamboat dinner for her bday celebration ; i promise her i will go after i meetup with fwens ~ he told mi that xiaosin will be heading up too ; so i rang him up and discuss ; i told him i will be late .. hahas..xD ~ rang up with brother joses and he told me that he's still home so meet up with xiaojess special first .. went arcade and look for her ... saw peeps playing RF4 !! freaking pro can !! haahas..xD ~ retarded forever falfen gonna meet me up as jess told him im will be there .. so meet lo.. went to lan area to look for him and shouted "RETARDED FOEVER " lame !! :P walk ard bugis ; went out to MOS to look for jeffery but i guess he went off ; den walk over to topshop to shop ; alex brother called me up and we met up to say HELLO and he went off to fusion while jess and i went in to topshop to shop ; brother called up and went back to arcade to wait for him ; accompany retarded to have dinner over at Big Bird and we have ours too ; waited for yangyang and chris to arrive b4 eating ... den tish guy walked in and i find him familar .. BOOHOO .. when he talking to brother and jess and he asked you mable? den i realise it's joseph ~ hahas... discussing where to go after eating ; tot of heading cine to meet snowboi de but he aldri left to boat quay , in the end after some photosession headed down to cine by bus ~ reached cine ard 9pm and saw freaking lots of peeps outside cine ~ went outside cheers and they saw their fwens ; was standing at a side with brother and chris and a guy walk pass me and say , you mabel ? you mabel rite ? LOLS..xD !!! and ii see clearly and i realise it's KUKU BIRD ANDY !! hahas..xD ~ saw lots of peeps there , slacked outside cine and headed up to arcade as yangyang wanna play 'lorry' while we sit outside and snap ... Juensu is so cute can ! he's asking me y i look so funny in the pics ! LOL..xD and ask me pay him $30 for snapping ~ ahahs ~ snap + chat and walk down to slack outside again , saw jiaxin dere ; she's pretty ~ :D
and not to forget while slacking outside ; i saw my JOVEL !! i super miss her can ~ hohohos.. and i forget who i saw and who i talk to ~ BOO :x

left cine ard 11plus tgt with jess;yang; brother;chris ;xiao eric and walk over to mrt station .. only brother me and jess took to marina side while others to woodlands ; they waited for our train to arrive b4 they left .. saw joseph again ~ and he left with us.. he headed to redhill so i got co :D we talk in the train and craps ; he asked me down to zouk on may29 ; he took my no. and i gave him ; thanks jojo for saying me young but the facts is still im twenty aldri :D

train down to JE ; alight walk to cab down to fetch xiaomei and dear; saw xiaomei fwens while walking ; get up a cab and the uncle is freaking irritating !!! headed down to 61 to look for xiaosin (: BUT !!! he at market dere so we got to walk over ; duh ! seat down and chatted and i found out the truth ! i noe that she told dear sth and she hated me for the whole moment and finally we clear the misunderstanding between us ; forces my sister to say out everything and i realise that y she drift apart from me ; i really cnt believe it and i really cannot believe it !!!
i felt so upset after that when i heard from everyone that i've changed .. but it's wasnt me at all ! finally i noe that who's wrong and who's right over a night ;
have a nice chat with xiaosin as he say my attitude changes over the past 2 yrs ; i noe i did changes from a real nice easy going girl to a girl full of stress now ! i will be lidat due to some reasons ; i use to be a girl that will not rmb revenge or put anything in heart and i cannot do that anymore as i get hurts and hurts over and over again ~ im still trying to be that kind of person but i really can't :(

chatted and chatted ; bought tibits and drink and snapping session till 4 plus in da morning and accompany dear and sister home ; while xiaosin and me walked over to the reservior for a nice chatting ; reminds me of the past 2 yrs with all those memories and listen to a song he used to sang b4 we left and cabbed home at ard 6 plus .. he cabbed me till i rch home b4 he headed home (: thanks yehs ! :D

bathe and slept and i off my fone to silent mode again ! i din meant to do it derh as im really very tired after so many things :( woke up at ard 2pm with miss calls and msgs ! sister called me to meetup and i say ii gona meet up with freddie too (: so we met tgt at entertainment ; i was late again due to application of med to my swollen eye ; went out with shade today ! ahaas..xD ~
den after that met them and went for neoprints again ; first neoprints with dear and freddie ! ahahs..xD ~ PHOTOWHORING b4 sending dear off and headed imm for my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner :D walked ard b4 leaving off at 8 plus and bus-ed home (:
online and chatted with peeps once again .. send pics to dear and darling and submitted pics to freddie as he din online (: chatted on fone b4 i slept ..

ytd after sch rush home and prepare and went for movie with ruizhi and co ; spiderman 3 ; i almost doze off inside ~ LOL..xD ~ a big fat boy sit beside me and he's scary !! when he laugh i laugh too , just too funny can ! i wanna catch 200 pounds ! lols..xD ~ after movie , went for dinner and arcade and headed to bukit timah for pool .. they played while i play with ruizhi's PSP ! was so crazy over it , ii play puzzle bobble and i realise that im a pro ! :) as ii got to 70 plus level within short hrs :DD after that headed home , online and chat :D

skip sch today ; went over to polyclinic and checkup for my eye infection ; it's refer me to NUH for operation tish monday , oh god ! im scare can ; the PAIN in me ~ sighss :((

freddie : you are always the guardian angel of mine as you always solved lots of problems for mi ; i appreciate everythings you have done in the past , really thanks for everything you did :) misses those moments we use to have together especially those outing ! but i dun tink the whole grp will be back again as there's so many things that had happened and many one do drift apart aldri ; i misses those day we chatted on fone ; the sweettalk you gave and those msg you send .. you are sick now , do rest well and drink more water to get well soon alrights . Lastly , hope that you and xiao C can get tgt ; just finding that you all are just a sweet lil couple and i know you two will lasts long. I will bless you tish couple with all my heart ; do hold on to each other tight and nv let each other go. As what i told xiao C ; aiai + keaiis = AI ! =) we shall be gan aiai for lyfes :) thanks for everything ! you ; my guardian angel . LOVES .

daddy : im sorry for the misunderstanding and thanks for forgiving me yehs :) hope you find ur 'dreamgirl' soon !! you shld noe what i mean ; dun miss the chance as there's only one . Do takecare and meet up soon :)

Limin Dear : finally we clear the misunderstanding between us ; i tot you hate me lots and you tot i hate you lots . afterall its just a misunderstanding . Let's bygone be bygone ; and not blame anyone .. i din put anything in my heart as i learn to forgive and forget. do hope that you will find ur Mr.Right soon and just go for it and you will have my support . do takecare and meetup more (: LOVES & MISSES ~

sister : sister,iloveyou !! you are really my true sister and i finally wake up to find that who's wrong and who's right :) no one can break our bond. let's bygone be bygone and not to blame anyone ; i noe i did upset you and dun put anything in yr heart alrights ... i didn't meant to do it at all ; it's been a long time since i have a nice chatting with ya, after that day ; i realise everything :) thanks for being a great sister that shares our secret and everything tgt ; sister iloveyou and happy 19th birthday in advance and hope you enjoy it and find him soon (: LOVESLOVESLOVES <3

Liyun Darling : Precious girl ; i miss you and all those happy moments; i guess you have heard alot of bad things of mine le bahs ; thats really caused a big misunderstanding among each other ; i dun noe how to face it now too , we are the best darling now and forever ; i really hope that we can last forever ; misses all those honeymoon session we used to have ; no one can break us apart even if he/she does.. if you feel anything upset abt me do let me noe .. let's bygone be bygone alrights (: i learn to forgive and forget and give in to ppl ; you are my girl for lyfes with much loves.

Charles : Big bully brother !!! thanks for everything and everything , you are really a nice and good brother to me ; whenever i nid help you will be there to help mi as much as you can .. i do appreciate everything brother ; and you understand me most in the test ! keke :) brother ; i hhope you will find your one & only one soon (: as i dun tink that i would stand a chance to be with him le .. haishh ~

Fredrick: boy, do you think that avoiding is a good idea/way ? i dun tink as it can't solve any problem at all; i noe you need time and here the time i giving you now ... ii really misses those day we use to chat alot , the lala land stories ; the shooting stars we saw tgt at sentosa and everythings !! you say u cnt promise me anything now and it's not that there's no chance and cnt tell me yet .. i noe that you really nid time and i will give .. dun ever forget that im still waiting boy . Do take good care of urself ; rmb to eat on time and drink more water and nv fall sick ; when the time is right , do let me noe , i will be always there for you as i believe time proves everything . DUMMBIES DUMMBIES;ILOVEYOU and I'M MISSING YOU DEEPLY NOW , FREDRICK IS LOVE !
you are mylove ; my desire and im waiting for you~

2007-05-03T21:01:00.000+08:00

misunderstanding is getting deeper and deeper ;
we are still trying to clear it ~

met up with liyun precious darling ; liling darling on tuesday ~ no where to head so went off to westmall first;
darling got herself a pair of heels den walk ard and headed koufu for my lunch cum dinner ;
ate homemade noodles ~ thanks darlingss for accompanying me to eat ~ (:
after tat headed to buy bubble tea and went to carpark area there to slack ;
den a funny ahpek is there smoking while we are snapping ; that stupid man try to snap us !! :c
idiotic him ; stare at him cos his fone derh camera sound so damm loud ;
b4 he went off ; he call us not to be so QIAO !!! wth ; ish uu trying to snap us lehs !!
ROARSSss ~ den he went off ~ but walked back after awhile using hiis fone ; trying to call ppl down; but i tink it's fake derh bahs ~ den after tht he tries to snap us again !! he very dumb !!! ~ LOLs..xD ~ went he walk away ;
we try to slip off ~ headed up walked ard ; den while waiting for niknik baobei saw my cousin and uncle ~ chitchat awhile (: den after tht went off for k session with niknik while darlingss went home for dinner ~
cab down to partyworld and sang (: till 12am and went home sweet home ~

ytd headed skool as usual ~ (:
but moi eye gt worst ytd :(((
gt pus on my eye ! scary ~ skip a lesson and went off to see doctor with huihui and wendy ~
ii queue so damm long can !! ~ was cold + tired ~
and everyone is looking at moi eye ~ i noe i gt an ugly eye now ~
how sad ehss ~
no mood for everythingss !!!
if i nv get well by monday ;
there i go ; for a small operation :(
totally sadden ~
i hope ii will get well ~~~
and !!! the doctor din give me MC ~
worst ~

lalala ; skip skool today ~ due to my eye ~
it's so ugly so better dun go lohs ~
slack at home ; watch vcds ~ den evening accompany mom to jp for dinner ~ (:
bought stuffs and pay off bills ~
and back home sweet home ~
feeling stress up now ~ :x
no whys ~ but just receive hiss smsess ~
ii still duuno what is in his mind ~
just telling him thats no matter whats ; i'll continue to wait `
MABEL LOVE FREDRICK; and the facts will nv change (:
dun forget im waiting ; dun let me wait for too long alrights ~
but i believe time will proves everything ; just promise me not to get overstress ~
you're always in my mind (:
ILOVEYOU;
hoping tht ; i belong to you and you belong to me ~
WOAINI <3

2007-05-01T15:18:00.000+08:00

boohoo (:
im back to blog ;

realise many things tish few days ~

finding so many brainless ppl ~

aiyohs.. LMAO ! ppl wanto say what abt mi ii oso dun care lerhs ~

just say it's really RETARDED !!

read someone blog and find tat's it really unbelievable ~

WHATEVER OKIIES !

YOUR ATTITUDE SUCKS TOO !

you found spammer in ur blog and you tot is us !

oh god ; check ur ip add b4 you say us ~ :x

think b4 you say others lahs ; anyway , i dun nid to snatch fwens from you ,

if you want them ~ let u have it ~ ppl would have eyes to see ~

i n0e that you hate mi right from the begining ~

and OH YA ~ dun goes ard telling ppl things whiich are not true abt me ~

telling tales to so many ppl ~ (i gt so many thingss to let you say !! hahaha~)

and ; pls ~ to the guy who read my blog and say you love reading it ! (:

continue lahs horhs ! only noe how to act nia ~

go round and round telling ppl tales !

OH FUCK ! pls ~ i dun nid it ~ ((:

what so ever if he like me or he dun ~ IT'S NONE OF UR BUSINESS !!

I LOVE MY DUMMBIES ~ (:

no one can ever change my love for him ~

meeting up with my girls later (:

anyway ii wanna watch spiderman 3 plus 200 pounds lahs !

hahas..xD ~ someone bring me to watch it alrights !!

LOL..(:

ahahs..xD ~ goodlucks to ppl having exams tml (:

winnie babe ; shuanna cutiepie ; baobaocutie ~

xiaojess special;xiaotears ~ alot more !

hahas..xD ~ JIAYOUU !

meet up after may 11 ~

LOVESS ~ *

I LOVE FREDRICK LOO <3
and the facts will nvr ever change ~ (:

my love is only for you !

chatted with him in msn and draw for him (:

there's even a 'S' on hiis shirt ~ hahas..xD ~

LOLs..xD ~

WO HAO AI NI WORHS ~

theoneandonlyone~

2007-04-28T21:06:00.000+08:00

im back to blog ~ :x

upload tons of pics today ~

oh well ; he finally read up moi blog le ~

i n0e what is ur feeling le (:

i believe time will proves everything (:

i will wait ; im sure i will touch ur heart one day;

somehow,someday i wish you will be mine soon ~

i miss the night; the night when we went sentosa for shooting stars;

suddenly i miss the moments;don't you miss it too ?

The 你最珍贵 couples are together le (:

ahem and ahem !

im envy of them as they can get tgt in a short time but not like me; anw ,i dun mind waiting for him oso ~

they are happily in love now ~ sucha sweet lil couples ;

bless them ~ hope you 2 last forever :)

treat him good and treat her good too !

i wont say who are they as they n0e it themselves :D

Went to meet up with liyun precious darling today ;

b4 going out, dummbies online and ii chatted with him ~

met her in the bus 180 and down to jp for lunch and some shopping (:

i love her alot lahs ! keke ~ so sweet can ! and ii miss her alot too !

we snap alot too at the secret place ! but with moi swollen eye :x

darling bought a pair of slipper from charles & keith and we continue doing our shopping ~

went to waston ; bought hair wax . both of us bought it too ! :D

after that went to slack at a place ; talk and transfer songs b4 heading back home ~ :)

i enjoy the day girl ;

we shall meet up soon again for honeymoon and not to forget 3 lil bears to mind cafe !!

hahas..xD ~

LOVES AND MISSES YOU ~

ytd headed yangyang's bday celebration .. meet up with winnie babe at town at 345pm but im late !

sorry babe; due to the heavy rain ~ saw her and went to fareast to shop ard ~ wanna bought the cardigans de but in the end nv buy again ~ (:

headed up and down ~ hehes.. den went into our SECRET SHOP and bought lots of clothings ~ ahaha..xD ~

it's so so cheap ~ ii bought a tube;spag tops and ulter neck while she bought a tube and spag tops ~ it's really cheap and nice ~ :)

ii do enjoy shopping session with her ~ babe !! we shall meet up more nxt time alrights ~

after shopping session walked to cine to meet up with yang they all ~

we rch first ~ went toilet and then walk ard and wait for them outside cheers ~

wait for everyone and train down to Marina South for steamboat (:

more than 20 ppls ~ so sit into different tables ~

thanks chris for the drinks (:

and ii really did enjoy myself with my girlfriends and the guys ytd !!

left at ard 10 plus to 11 , maxi cab back to mrt station and train home ;

only babe,airen and i left first .. as others when to bowl and headed memories the ktv pub;

suppose to meet up with one of my ex de , in the end cancel it ~

so i did enjoy ytd :)

pics are all uploads ; take from my blog or msn me kiess ~

ii super miss him ytd !! and ii really did; while eating im still tinking of him ~

tml not heading out ii guess ; first gonna cure my swollen eye ...

ii got a dinner to attend at duuno which resturant for grandma and da yi and daddy bday celebration (:

so ii must attend ; guess everyone will be theres ~ haven been seeing them since new yr can !

my big family ! LOVES THEM LOTS ! shall see them tml then (:

HAPPY BELATED 18 BIRTHDAY YANGYANG !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST DADDY !!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA & DA YI (:

LET TIME PROVES MY LOVE FOR YOU ;

YOU ARE THE ONLYONE ;

YOU ARE MY DESIRE ROMANCE;

BOY;ILOVEYOU <3

REALLY HOPE YOU WILL GIVE MI A CHANCE SOON (:

ii know you nid time;i will give =)

我愛你;愛我好嗎 ?

PRETTYBOY;ILOVEYOU

TRULY;DEEPLY;MADLY IN LOVE WITH YOU ~

FREDICK DUMMBIE NO.1 ; YOU ARE THE ONE ~