oh my pretty pretty boy , i love you !
♥ FREDRICK LOO ♥
im still waiting for u ~ for what i duno , i just simply wish that we can be together , that's the only thing i knew ~
i have been depress once over again , swollen eyes on my way to sch due to lagness of sleep i guess ~ sighs ~
we seems to be drifting further and further my boy ~ let's get back to the past ~ past of ours , when there's even lala land story b4 bedtimes ~ do you know that i really misses you lots ~ looking into my fone and waiting for ur smses , calls or even msn , but days pass by and i din receive anythings ~ i dun really know what you wants now , perhaps ; you still got not enough time ~ i know you got tons of project to do and same goes to gaming ~ im still waiting for you like a fool without an answer given ~ you say you wont hide from reality but you are showing me that you are hiding now ~ nothing gonna change my love for you , you ought to know by now how much i love you ~ my dummbies once and always be my dummbies till the end of time ~
i have been emo-ing , my mind only got you , just you ~ and the only you ~ i dun wanna drift apart from you , i still wanna be ur dummbies no.2 and you be will always be my dummbies no.1~ as days goes by , my feeling for you is just getting deeper instead of fading away ~
how i wish that im numb ~ and i will feel no pain ~ no hurts and no tears ~
i hope as time goes by , my feeling for you will slowly fade away so i can feel no more pain ~ or what i wish most will come true by you loving me too ! can you just imagine me without you . i will be lost and so confuse..im walking with my soul now but im not in it ~ find me back !!!
let's fate decide everything for us bahs , forcing will never ever be a everlasting one ~
good lucks in all ur exams and do study hard * project too ! JIAYOU LE LAHS !
FREDRICK , I LOVE YOU SO ~
GREAT GREAT MISSES MY DEAR BOY !
DUN EVER FORGET THAT IM STILL AWAITING *130407 ~



headed to jp for movie on sunday night with kris lion cub , he see me emo-ing and bring me out for movie ~ so nice of him nahs ~ went to watch shrek 3 cos that can only cheer me up i guess , a funny show , but i dun really laugh it out too ~ met him at 8pm , he cab dwn from his hse at woodland and we went to buy ticket ~ after that bought sweet talk ~ tt can cheer me up ~ den walk ard while waiting for the show to start. the baby shrek is just so cute ~ after movie , took 154 , alight one stop b4 my hse stop so he can train hme at lakeside , but he insist of sending me back so walk back home lohs ~ den slack awhile downstair my hse b4 he went to train hme . chatted with him on fone and craps ~ :D


today, went sch , restless ~ after sch go hme and online ~ chatted with jason ~ he ask me to do true friend test , if i score 100 and i will be his girlfriend ! LMAO ! i got it can ~ :x now he is my gan hubby ! he got 2 wife , me and pearl ! if he flirt more i gonna divorce him ! JASON LEE ! YOU BETTER READ IT !!