Thursday, September 21, 2006

WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

im free now.. so blog for the past ~想回到过去。

im glad that few yr back in moii life, i nv choose u.. 我做对选择了,放弃了你，我更快乐。我遇见了他,my baby boi now . Abt 5 yrs back, i fall in love wif tis guy , 我白白等了他三年,大家都说我是个傻瓜,是个笨蛋. i agree i am stupid at tat time.. duno how to tink bah.. duno y i will love him so muach.. 3 yr of single life.. just to wait for him and see him going ard moii 姐妹 and ask them to be his gf.. 2 of them was his ex.. i din blame moii jiemei at all.. not at all.. ish all his stupid fault.. ever since he kn0w tat ii like him , he tried to avoid, fcuk him lohhs.. y am i so stupid at tat time . 3 yr ii waited and nv go into relation and rejected 11 guys in tat 3 yr .. I let other guys down, i knew it.. Especially KR , cos he love mii hard and waited for 2 yr and yet i nv give him a single little chance at all , sorry for tat.. we lost contact for almost a yr and more , duno whr he gone oso. i change moi no and i doubt he change his too . i knew tat one of moii 姐妹 still gt contact him. But.. ish the past le , i let him down so dun wanna hurt him again cos Bibi ish the only one i love for now . And no one esle in moii heart . I was talking to Wendy 妹 abt him and we tok more abt our stupid foolish past . She waited for him for 4 yrs and nw he's back to ask her for stead but she dun wan anymore . Wait for FATE bahss..

这世界真的有缘分吗 ?

ii continue my life after the 3 long yr.. during tat time was damm hard to pass.. we did went out wif others as well.. went for movie and lots more.. he's really a guy ii waited and ii hate most now . uu haf to blame urself for mii hating uu now ! after the long 3 yr , i finally move on , move on to a guy from my sec which i hate at first.. hahas.. cos i tok to him he always dun wan answer miie de lahhs . He's nice, he's handsome and everything and for all ppl say he look as cool as JAY and as 帅as 潘帅 but i dun tink so nw cos he botak liao . He's my 初恋 alrights . He make mii love him lots.. hahas.. use to hate him but love him after tat. LOL . but was few yr back le lahs. We got together in a funny way . We chat in mirc and msn , in our own channel wif others but we always private conversation de lahs.. den everynight will have conference call in my fone wif others friends. total 7 of them.. but till 2 am everyone put down cos nid to go sch the following morning, but.. but.. we 2 continue till 4 am or sometime 6am den bathe liao go sch.. hahas.. ii use to be a notti one in sch.. always late but after mixing ard wif him ii become early.. Rch sch early just bcos to see and tok to him . Recess nv eat just to sit the back of the sch with him and gang.. Friends of us duno we are getting closer or toking in private conversation. So we act like normal friends. After ii got wif him , i nv mix ard wif moii others close pal . Use to be the notti one but become the guai one in the end. 嘻嘻 . He change my life afterall , love him to da bits , life goes on for us but no one knew it.. low profile of us for months.. continue toking on conference after tat . We announced ourself together in a game of truth or dare on dec 31 03 on newday celebration at canal.. Ppl sstart to 怀疑 us lo.. we kip it for 4 months. Went out wif others and treat it normally.. went for movie and sat together but no one noe.. hahas. funny time. Went out for wonderful buffet dinner.. in a private room wif onii 30 of us at merchant court hotel . but no one find out even my own gals. kip it away from them .. SORRY girls. Everyone scolded us and say they guess it long ago.. lalala.. Our relationship went on smoothly till ite life, enter the same ite as him in yr 04, went to register together . same course but different class.. but went to sch everyday with him cos start same time.. something went wrong after tat and we begin to quarrel oftenly. All bcos of a gal , i hate her lots , real lots . she broke our relationship . she came and noe him in the library and ii was jealous of cos . i was only sitting beside him at tat time.. his 6 brother look at mii but i gt no reaction at all. dumb.. he knew i'm jealous and he apologies.. every gal in the sch wanted to noe him and i gt nth to do.. our love fade away slowly.. when ii ask him "你还爱我吗" ? den his reply was " i duno " .. wth.. wat kind of answer is tis.. den he tell mii he like another gal le.. and ask mii how . den i told him tat ii will let him go .telling him tat,放开你是因为我希望你过的比我幸福比我快乐,而你是我这生最爱的人,然我痛苦好过你痛苦,我会选择放弃你是因为我太爱你了。。 giving him up ishh hard lahhs . . ii cry for many many days.. broke off on 5 may 04 after 9 months together. 我们划下一段美好的回忆让我难以忘记你,我只希望你过的比我好。。now uu found ur happiness and ii found mine too .. 我们彼此祝福对方。。life still nid to go on w/o him of cos through ii waited for him for long time too .. from him ii gt to noe moii m2m 姐妹 now.. im happy wif moii life . i noe he will nv come back . so ii carry on moving... guys ask mii to stead but my heart still wif him. for almost 1 yr plus.. but ii move on .. 7 ex stead b4 ii met baby boi .. 我不会忘记你的希望你也一样。。

TO THE GUY I LOVE NOW : EDDIE WONG .. 我爱你比任何人多,要记得我们的约定,我也比以前更爱你了.. i am missing uu now.. muacks.. i love you .

我的生活是美丽的,要相信未来。。

♥ Every Thirteen of the Month ♥

12:50 PM