hmm...we got together for 2 months le....but den...i feel tat the feeling he gave miie haf change since after the day we quarrel...haix...wat to do lehx...i can do nth at all....went to look for him tis morning as i went for moii lesson at 1pm...we did talk but not as much....haix....he changed....and he really did....but he dun find so lahxx......forget it....



moii feeling to him ishh starting to fade if he continue to treat miie lidat lohxx...i noe i cnt....i dun like him to be cold towards miie....he send miie to school and went back hme...haix....i gt sth in moii mind tt oso hurts miie lots...he told miie sth jus now....he's going cruise wif his family nxt fri...he asked miie wanna go mahhx....but i cnt go cos i gt common testt.....how.....den he say he will call his friend to go with him....den i ask him who...den he say friend lohhx....den i asked...gal or boii...i cnt believe wat i heard....he told miie....u expect i bring a guy to cruise mehhx....of cos gal lahhx....tis made miie into silence and hang the fone....i told him i will called him when i reach hme...but i din...i msg him to tell him i nid to bathe first...after tat go dinner....but when i called him...he din pick up his call le....i called his hse...his bro told miie he's slpingg....ok...let him be....i just cnt believe that lahx !!! that's really hurt miie !! of cos im jealous stupidd....still dare ask miie i jealous arhhxx....haixx....arghx.....duno wat u wan oso lahhx....if uu dun love miie anymore or ur feeling had fade to another gal...let miie noe...i will let uu go de...but i nv give up so easily lahhx....i love uu as muchh.....hope tat the thing uu told miie just nw wasn't true...



ytd nitex...i asked uu....ni hai ai wo mahhx ?? and ur reply ishh dang rang ai nii.....but y u still wan to treat miie lidat....no more cold war pls !!! and sth i wanna tell uu that....if that the true tat uu are bringing another gal to cruise....i can onii tell uu tat....im sorry....i can't share a guy wif another gal...i can't believe when u 2 share the same room.....hope that the gal u mention ishh ur real sister....or tat it between uu and me.....


Suddenly...i recalled moii past....the past of ah zhou and miie....haix....it will be one yr in another half month....im sorry that i din wait for uu....i did reply ur letter but i duno whether u receive mahhx....uu are goingg out and goingg into the army prison soon....after July 4 u will be free from CP....the memories of us will nv be forgotten and i will nv forget uu....i noe...many ppl ish askingg miie....y dun i wait for uu?? moii reply was....2 yr !! wat if i waited and when u come out u dun wan miie....i cnt just waste tt on uu....we nv get into relationship...onii that uu like miie....leave it to fate....we will met again if we had fate...nth will break us....but to miie now...i gt bf liao....i did promise tat i will cherishh and stay happy and i triedd.....im so sorry....happy memories will always be rmb...



ytd....was msging wif francis....he went malaysia tis morning wif wee cheng and gang bahhx....he gt 2 wk leave given by army de...hahas...so good hor...he knew everything abt us....he asked miie to promise him tat no matter wat must be happy....cnt cry le if nt will not pretty....den he oso say he's sorry for breaking off wif miie last yr...actually i didn't blame uu at all....wo shi xin gang qing yuan to wait for uu at that time...everything ish a past le...i know u dun wanna hurt miie cos tt time uu are still playful...anyway, all da best to uu...hope uu findd a gf soon....uu have been single for a long time since we break le...it's time to haf le....thanks for letting miie to love uu once....



to moii boii....i wrote this cos they care for miie....i hope uu won't lied to mii...promise miie that uu wont bring any gals to cruise...i really wanto go de...but i gt common test...i cnt miss....还记得我们的约定 ? and no matter wat, we will go through all the ups and downs together....i hope uu wont leave miie now and forever....i love u lots....you are moii one and onii one.....cherish and treasure uu....you will nv be replace and our love will nv be erased....i love uu....HAPPY 2 MONTH !... misses uu lots...and hope uu like the thingg i gave u today....thanks for everythingg....pls call miie when uu are awake...im waiting....i noe it will be tml morning cos u nv really slp as u are waiting for miie...i love u....PLS DUN LEAVE MIIE ALONE.....



HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VIVAN !!!