haiixx....love ishh complicated...love ish unfair...love ish selfish....love onii hurts....haixx
i called him just now...guess wat...he was like dun feel like toking to miie....he dun seem to care anymore...im no longer in his heart le...i did ask him just now...will uu ever give miie the chance again if nt i shall not wait anymore...i gt his great answer...was no actually den follow by duno....so wat ish tis...means no more chance for miie le...i cnt take it...i cnt even let uu go...wat to do...hold on to miie and no one noe....im sure one day i will breakdown soon...i have change...yeshh..i change into another person...another person who wasn't the gal u used to be....u told miie tat moii voice had change...yeshh...indeed....i become more weak le...i miss uu...i wanna see uu lohhx...but duno when den i will got tis chance....i noe tat we shouldn't meet for the time being...i noe tat we shld we not kip contact for the time being...but i can't...I'M TRYING TO GIVE UP LE...BUT ALL I NOE ISH I ONLY WANTO BE BY UR SIDE~BUT WAT TO DO....NO MORE CHANCE LE....U DUN WANNA GIVE MIIE AND URSELF ONE MORE LAST CHANCE TO GET TOGETHER...WAT CAN I DO....
moii life ishh in a mess now..MISERABLE LIFE !!! but u duno....i really feel like dying but i try to live....i onii noe that i cnt really slp or eat w/o uu by moii side....I REALLY WANTS U BACK BUT I DUNO WAT CAN I DO LE...
Even now when uu are not by moii side...i still can feel tat im wif uu...i noe someday uu will belong to someone esle soon....WO HUI XUAN ZHE FANG QI NI SHI YING WEI WO TAI AI NI...WO YAO KUAI LE~
tml last paper le....yesshh....after tat will be holiday le...yipee....
gonna ask all moii gal out le....