haiz...maybe i choose to hide...i dun face reality anymore...nt gonna attending sch today n tml..den fri gg awhile...den end of it till nxt wed for exams...after thursday i will be free le...graduate le...cnt see him le..tis is wat i dun wan..i wanna see him..seeing him everyday is enuff for mii le...haix...
haix..getting upset more...i nv sms him le...he oso nv online...lidat...slowly...we lost contact...haix..i oso duno lahhx...maybe he dun wan contact mii le...maybe he oso dun like mii at all..im jus tinking too much...sighx..nt putting any hope on him liao le...though i still waiting..
i noe is no point waiting de..but i jus wanna wait...i duno hw long i can wait...i oni wan him nw...oni wan him to noe tt he had nv leave my mind...i haf been tinking of him more as i dun get to see him...
sighx...i miss him damm lots..i wanna sms him bt den i scare he say i am irritating...i noe soon...soon he will belong to someone esle...i dun tink i will haf the chance...anyway jus wanna let him noe tt i just love him alot...nvm if i haf no chance bahhx..cos i noe i wont haf de...
mon gg mdc..taking tix from ziwen didi...meeting him tis sat perhap...see hw lo..preview and it will be a wk to final..jiayou to dean and zhiyang le..i wan zhiyang to win...
haix...Joseph..i really love you lots lahxx...i do cherish those time u give...i love you lots...hoping one day u will get touch....i miss you...
waiting for you since 010306..
Joseph i love you alot..
miss ya lots too
hoping tt one day i will haf the chance..
love ya n miss ya lots...
-xiaOmaBLe hearts xiaOjOseph-