Finally im done wif moi 2 lyrics...take sometime to figure out those pin yin lehx...phewx...hardd time manx...but it's for him...hw hard oso nvm...hope he read it ba...sighx...


to ben's fren: wei hao...rest in peace...338 fc will always rmb u...


haix...moodless`totally no mood at all...went to sch...late for 1/2 an hr again...wth...wat am i doing...everyday oso late...haix...i can't really slp last night oso...sighx...wat happen? haix...flipping and tossing on moi bed...i hope i can slp real fast bt i slept at 3am...omg...tinking of alot alot of things made mii couldn't slp at all...sighx...


he kip passing thru my mind...nv stop at all...sighx...saw him in sch today lo..cos actually class was at SR4 bt change to 304..he did say hello to mii na...bt i nt in mood oso...ppl might tink i must be happy when the guy she love say hello to her...but no...i feel damm upset today..


haix...many unhappiness thing happen nowadays oso la...sighx..i nid happiness nw...im getting more n more restless le...no mood...everything oso no...even my food...haix...eat half bowl den i dun wanna eat le...mei wei kou...hmm..kept tinking n tinking oni...dinnertime was just the same...forcing myself to swallow all the food dwn...=(


haix...saw him happily wif his gf made mii more upset la...i noe i shldnt lo...but hai...gals r jus lidat la...im glad to see him happy wif his gf oso...he happy can le...i haf been listening to ni kuai le ma today..repeat tt song over n over again...in deep thought...sighx...ni kuai le ma ?? xi wang ni guo de hen kuai le...wo jiu man yi le...da yin wo...ni yao kuai le...


i tink i will go crazy one day...everyday i just tink of him...haix...today lehx...no online...sms him oso no reply..perhap went mdc or slp le ba...forget it...haf fate no chance...nv at ALL...i shall step aside...


ytd nite...tears jus rolled dwn my cheek once again...whr haf the happy mii go to...im getting sad more day by day...i really duno y i cry...perhap i really love him alot alot...sighx...im stupid and im a fool...sighx....


promise mii tt u will lead a happy life


dun wanna see you sad at all..


when u r sad...u can come to mii


i will try my best to console u


even we dun belong together


i just wish to see u happy


i dun mind being hurt


as i love u too much


dun nid to care abt mii


cos im just a cry baby


waiting for you since 010306


lastly i love you and miss you alot alot alot....


tinking of you every mins and secs


wo ai ni..


- x i a O m a B L e -