Friday, March 31, 2006

WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

boox...back hme nt long ago lo...went tua again...so sianx...moodless once again....010306...i miss you lots...u noe who u r bahxx...i dun nid say...today last day of sch le...means i graduated le...hw sad lo...i can nv see him again...unless fate or by meeting up...but den i realise sth...the gap between the both of us is getting bigger and bigger...but den nvm lahxx..is my fault oso...trying to make myself happy and hide away from reality...dere's i goes again..but den i decided to face it den....i still miss you lots !! mei you ni de ri zhi,kuai le li wo hao yao yuan arhx....ni kuai le ma ?? as long as you are happy...everything will be fine bahx...

it's a month le...hw time flies lo...and im graduated....i hope tt im nortx be forgotten...

i miss you ! i love you ! i miss you ! i love you ! i miss you ! i love you ! i miss you ! i love you ! i miss you ! i love you ! i miss you ! i love you ! i miss you ! i love you ! i miss you ! i love you ! i miss you ! i love you ! i miss you ! i love you ! i miss you ! i love you ! i miss you ! i love you ! i miss you ! i love you ! i miss you ! i love you ! i miss you ! i love you ! i miss you ! i love you !!!

gonna get to bed soon...nv haf my nap tis noon oso...nw feeling so tiredd lo...hmmm...i agreed wif so many msn nick tt no one is perfect in tis world and im sorry tt im nt perfect !

gonna go out tml...gg to shop ba...i oso dun0...see hw ba.....i miss the life outside...it's time for mii to see the world once again...go out and go out...i wish i can do it too....

010306...i miss you ~~

hope tt dere's fate and one day we shall meet..

my gals and bois...enjoy ya holiday...shall meet up one day together other den our jiemei chalet...hope tt it's still going on lo...guys...ask mii out !!

Happy Birthday to Ziwen DiDi....forever superstar yeh!!

- totato -

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1:19 AM

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

haix...sighx...i die le lahxx...nw still sitting infront of com..shld be studying le loh...den still gt time to chat wif louis,yihui they all...omg..hw lerhxx...

today finish paper...come hme jiu slp ler...tiredd lo...slp at 2++ last night cos louis sms mii ma...den play awhile den go bed....yawns lo...woke up at 7....early...no..is late...LOL...haa...im always good at late lahhx....xi guan jiu hao...

doom...tml last paper...but nw im in holiday mood...hw sad lo...errr..die lahxx..tml alot ppl last paper le...jiayou together worx...we can de...haa...i gonna learn awhile ltr lo...if nt tml sure die !! i gonna get at least a B arhx...

yes...we must jiayou le...my gals...study well worx...louis and jiapeng...u guys too....jiayou...after tml...we can enjoy like craze le...work....shop..everything...

CHALET!!! yes arhxx...waited for so long le...must bring someone along nehx...who shall i bring lehxx...ii gt someone in moi mind le lo...muahhaa..he oso noe who is he...told him jus nw...and he say anything...tt's surprising....LOL...jk oni lahxx...i oso dun0...see hw bahxx....gonna study ler lahxx..but den watch xin shan shan first....

i miss everyone !!

last paper le..jiayou!!

- totato -

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8:59 PM

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

hmmm....can't get to slp worx...wat happen ler...lols...nth much lor....back hme at ard 11++...wooahhh...even no result oso so late...lols....nt really fun today nnorx!!hmmm...din shout too...haa...waited for ziwen to came out...den he told mii nt gg back wif mii ler...haaa.nvm lahxx..LOL..hey hey...they rmb i who ner...ale especially...muahhaa..sry yihui...he told u all he oni noe my name...haaa...im happy lerhx...

Went to meet my gals at 4 at clementi mac...i was late as usual...muahhaa...louis lo...he lahhx...ask mii dun go first..chat wif him...den actually ask mii wait for him to pom pom de den go out together..but i din wait...cos i will get kill by them de...muahhaa....see they gt tag mii and scold mii lahx...hor...yihui ! huilan ! vivian ! and liyun !...lols....went to haf kfc...muahaha...superstar meal..LOL...den after tt on da way to bus stop at the S11 dere saw Joseph wif frens...i was being dragged to walk past him...im still hiding lahhx...cnt face reality at all...sighx..hw sad lo..at least we say hello..and i miss him !!

exams are just in 2 days...and yet i haven open my book...hw sad...can someone help mii...i gonna pass lo...and i will...i promise lots of ppl le...i must do it !!..

ytd...smsed wif louis again...slept at 230 ba...our smses are funny lahxx...hope i can type out cos i haven erase...lols...hmmm....haa...beta nt type out..cos u all wont understand...meeting lala boi at lala land de playground while him at his hse outside de garden...lol...craps lai de lahhx...finally ytd i luff out from my heart when i read his smses...he was like entertaining mii..cheering mii up...thanks boi !!

took some pic today..nt nice de lahhx....took wif ziwen...but den gt liyun xtra hand lo...sighx...first pic wif him gt her hand lo...nvm..take again ba...see hw...i dun0 oso...hmm...

duno wat to blog lerhx...

i miss him !!

misses everyone too !! =x

- totato -

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2:05 AM

Sunday, March 26, 2006

WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

im damm boredd...i din open moi book today...hw lehxx...was like omg...nxt wed and thurs is my paper ler...yet im just sitting infront of da com...staring at it....chatting wif lalaboi`my gals and jia darling boi...whole day throughout wif darling boi lo...muahhaha....

slept at 3++ last nite...was playing msg all the while wif him...muahhaaa....den morning 6++..my lala b0i sms mii..."lala baby gal...sry abt ytd...din bringg hp out...den jus rch hme onii...u dun angry worxx"...lidatt lo....all of them are good lahhxx....caring oso...

i must study le lahhxx.....tml going mdc...for preview...LOL...lots of ppl getting tix nw...lalala...im crazy le lahhx...

pimple...pls go away lahhx...pimple outbreak again...hw sad worx...

hmm...i miss him....

- xiaOmaBLe-

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11:26 PM

WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

hmmm...it's 2am and i haven slp...haaa....rch hme at ard 12..thanks melissa for driving mii hme yeh...if nt i gonna take cabby le lo...LOL...im kinda happy today lo...hmm...went jp for lunch cum dinner...ate long john...my fav...but da food can't digest...LOL...playing msg wif louis da whole day long when im out..fun ner..LOL...okies...i believe u miss mii yehx...

he gave mii a name...called..totato and he himself called pomato...LOL...isnt tis a nice name...LOL...and he dropp mii testii too...LOL..he kip jking wif mii sia...say wat ai si ni ler..LOL...im shy de okiess....oso wanna thanks kenny and wee beng for da wonderful testi yeh...

meet ziwen at 3++ to get tix for monday preview...lols..he gave mii 8 tix and gave mii ferrero rocher too...LOL...thanks ya!!! muhahha...LOL...u guys really cheer mii up...ytd somemore bought mii chocolate too...thanks u guys lots...

ziwen say im presentable...look nice as well...LOL...haaaa....style...am i...LOL...gonna see him on mon...and he's giving mii tix for da day after final..LOL...must be fun...xiexie ni le...

jus nw did went to xintua again..den dua ya peh find mii...im scare of cos lahhx...he told mii to be gd gal...dun always stay out late and dun listen easily to ppl lor...i must listen lahhx...my somehw god dad...den he chalk something onto moi clothes...hmm...i waited for so long to my turn lo...somemore feel sick wif moi food can't digest...sighx...thursday gt zuo ke at duno whr den sat gt you keng...dere i goes...handsome once again...see no touch okies...i wont..LOL...some i oso noe de lo...haaa...yihui wan some...i shall intro her den...

den sun will be gg mdc for final...3 and a half hrs show...tt's long...hope tt i gt tix lo...den mon gg if ziwen can gif mii bahhxx....jiayou to zhiyang...u r moi guan jun too!!

in moi heart..i still miss him lots and heartx him lots...i nv show out le..cos no used..gonna draw tt bk as usual...hmm...nxt wk exams and i haven open my bk...tml must le..den wed and thurs and off i go...cnt get to see him oso...

I MISSED YOU LOTS!!

MISSES EVERYONE TOO!!

THANKS FOR DA CARE AND CORCERN!!

LOVES YOU GUY LOTS!!

-xiaOmaBLe-

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2:16 AM

Friday, March 24, 2006

WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

hmmm...im fine lor...giving him up le ba...i guess so and i really hope so...im strong yeh..duno who told mii de..thanks u guy..

though i still miss him but nt worth waiting le lo...he still like her so much...so wat for am i waiting...the world isnt ending w/o him..life still goes on...im happy tis few day le...really...thanks to...lala boi`kuku boi`yihui`huilan`nii`maine`liyun`louis`nick`ruicong`weebeng` mad`choco boi(gordon)`busboy(junhao)...lols..too many to thank le arhx...u guys rocks yea...thanks for ya care !! love you guys alot alot....

liyun...stop asking mii...ni kuai le ma....im happy le...really...i nv do anything stupid le worx...im really fine....from my mouth...i say i will give him up but den in moi heart hor...i haven lahhx...i wish i can...i really wish...na de qi fang de xia gal...

I WANTO THANKS HUILAN FOR THE BACKGROUND YEH!! NICE!! LOVE U!!

i gt nut to blog...someone...bringg mii to club...dun go urself...nt fair!! hmphx...like louis lahhx...nw at MU den hmmm...gorden lehx...dun0 at whr...alot went clubbing tonight lo...whaha...

exams...exams...exams...is just nxt wk...must study liao lo.....gd gal r always lidat....LOL...i hope...i wish...i pray i can go higher nitec....my gals...work hard too..

after its over..find job together...i gt lots of thingy to get....hp...clothes...pay off moi bills!! and den erm...alot alots lahhx...den open chalet wif jiemei...finally...there outing...whhaaa..bring someone along...let mii tink who...actually gonna bring joseph de...but den now can dun nid liao cos we oso seldom contact lo...not mii..is we gt nth to say le...den tot of bringing who..see who's nice to mii lo...LOL...

I MISSED HIM ONCE AGAIN!!!

I LOVED HIM DEEP NOW TOO!!

WAITING FOR HIM SINCE 010306

GIVE UP ANT!!

I NID TIME!!

I MISS EVERYONE!!

-xiaOmaBLe-

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11:42 PM

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

haiz...maybe i choose to hide...i dun face reality anymore...nt gonna attending sch today n tml..den fri gg awhile...den end of it till nxt wed for exams...after thursday i will be free le...graduate le...cnt see him le..tis is wat i dun wan..i wanna see him..seeing him everyday is enuff for mii le...haix...

haix..getting upset more...i nv sms him le...he oso nv online...lidat...slowly...we lost contact...haix..i oso duno lahhx...maybe he dun wan contact mii le...maybe he oso dun like mii at all..im jus tinking too much...sighx..nt putting any hope on him liao le...though i still waiting..

i noe is no point waiting de..but i jus wanna wait...i duno hw long i can wait...i oni wan him nw...oni wan him to noe tt he had nv leave my mind...i haf been tinking of him more as i dun get to see him...

sighx...i miss him damm lots..i wanna sms him bt den i scare he say i am irritating...i noe soon...soon he will belong to someone esle...i dun tink i will haf the chance...anyway jus wanna let him noe tt i just love him alot...nvm if i haf no chance bahhx..cos i noe i wont haf de...

mon gg mdc..taking tix from ziwen didi...meeting him tis sat perhap...see hw lo..preview and it will be a wk to final..jiayou to dean and zhiyang le..i wan zhiyang to win...

haix...Joseph..i really love you lots lahxx...i do cherish those time u give...i love you lots...hoping one day u will get touch....i miss you...

waiting for you since 010306..

Joseph i love you alot..

miss ya lots too

hoping tt one day i will haf the chance..

love ya n miss ya lots...

-xiaOmaBLe hearts xiaOjOseph-

♥ Every Thirteen of the Month ♥

9:48 PM

WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

Just out from bathe...hmm...went to xintua again...went cck...damm lots of handsome..similar faces like those i saw on sunday...yea...indeed is the same person arhhx...mostly from bb de...qing siong and martin side de...hmmm...tiredd lahhx...shaggy nw...drank jus nw...was ask to drink so i drank...martell and beer..yes...i drank...to release stress..to forget unhappiness thingy...today,simon,david and 2 other came..so more fun abit...den gt tok tok lo...simon noe mii bcos of ah zhou de..but tt was last yr story le...oni gt to see him nxt yr ba...hmm...

today din sms him cos scare he will get irritated lo..den he oso nv sms mii...haix..the gap between i and him is really getting further n further...really...further and further...and my mind is having him every single moment...but he dun0 at all...haix...i getting more and more upset and more and more heartbreak...i doubt we can nv get together...tt's wat im tinking tis few day..even knock my head toward the glass..so tt i can wake up..i really damm stress nowaday...bcos of him...im getting restless le...haixx...exams is just nxt wed...hw am i going to do well if i continuing tinking abt him..sighx...

haix...missing you every single moment..

you are really being miss by mii..

i love you alot and i really really do..

i doubt we can be together...

the gap between us is just getting further

will u give mii a chance...will you??

i dun choose to gif up now...nv will i gif up so easily..

wish u be happy and im glad le..

lastly...Joseph..i love you alot...and miss you lots...

hope i really stand a chance in your heart..

muackkieesss and huggiesss..

-xiaOmaBLe hearts xiaOjOseph-

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12:31 AM

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

pic of da day!!

hmm...just back from mdc nt long ago...well well...guess wat...zhiyang gt into the final...wooh..i shouted tonight...to release stress perhap..and i really do shout out loud...haix...but den i still stress lahxx...

well...nv blog for 2 days le...was busy ma...ytd...was damm busy till dun even have the time to eat...hmm...perhap ytd was a gd day lahxx...real lots of handsome...but i no interest...gt one even say hi to mii and i turn over lahx...dun care oso..lols...hmmm...my mind is oni him..him and him...

okies...nv put aeroplane le lahxx..went mdc...but den...wth...rch mdc..saw his ex...walk past mii and even stare at mii...wth..am i in wrong...u haf no right to stare at mii de lo...but i dun gif a damm oso lahhx...damm irritated today...hmmm...i like wat i wear today..damm long din wear lo..haas...black off shoulder top plus a skirt...haa...

anyway...tis 2 day..i misses him alot...im really waiting for him as usual...but i know my chance are getting slimer and slimer...perhap..gt fate no chance bahhx...i tink the more hope i put on him the more sad i will be...i really really hope tt he will gif mii a chance lahhx...im nt sure wat can i do to make him feel touch oso...jus wanted to let him noe tt..he nv leave my mind...missing u every moment...jus cnt get u out of my mind...i wish i can...but i can't...my whole mind is oni him and nth esle...exam r really round the corner...and i must study instead of thinking of tis le...haix...hw i wish tt one day he will be mine...i will really cherish n treasure him and nv let him go...

i miss him and i really do..

i love him and i really really do..

haix...missing him every single moment

i promise i won't gif u up easily...

i will jus wait n wait till the day i gt the chance

jiu shi ai ni...ai zhe ni...wat zhiyang sing today will be the song i wanna gif u...

i love you...i love you...i love you...

sarang haeyo..sarang haeyo...sarang haeyo..

aishiteru...aishiteru...aishiteru...

wo ai ni..wo ai ni...wo ai ni...

miss ya lots...and love ya lots...

waiting for u since 010306

Joseph..i love you..

muackiess and huggiesss...

-xiaOmaBLe hearts xiaOjOseph-

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12:19 AM

Saturday, March 18, 2006

WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

im boredd...ok..i can say i gt good entertainer tonight...jiemei r really gd lo...but too bad..short of one...the taller n noiser gal...she seldom online de...

hmm...im really fine le...really...nv tink much..wake up after giving damm lots of ppl asking mii to gif up...say nt worth...to everyone...im fine nw...but i will nv nv nv gif up hope on him de...

nv ever gonna gif up halfway...i will stay strong...

i noe his answer le...it's no one to be blame oso...no one is at fault..

hope you will recovered soon...take good care of urself...

hmm..tml gt you keng at 2pm...1++ must rch...long day indeed...tink tml no time to blog lo..will be hme late or wat ba...

hmmm...i love you and miss you lots...

take good care..

- x i a O m a B L e -

♥ Every Thirteen of the Month ♥

10:52 PM

WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

heartbreak...im sad lahhx...but i gonna hold back my tears...no point crying le...hmmmmx....im really sad lahhx...when i see his friendster thingy...arghhx..i noe u still love her alot...wat to do...i can do nth le lahxx...feel so heart break and knew my chance haf vanish...vanish in just less than 24 hrs...

i noe...u still love her as much...patch back wif her ba...den can see back the happy u...jus dun care abt hw i feel lo...i will be damm upset...tt's for sure lahxx..jus patch back to get ur happiness lo...i can't do anything at all...jus wait and wait...till the day u return...

to him: i really love you alot...fall in love deeply from love at first sight...tt feeling really really hurts mii lots...and i even change into another person...everyday,my mind is oni u...u and u...can't stop missing or loving you...if u dun love mii at all...let mii noe but dun hurt mii...i will still wait..wait till the day u get touch...wait till the day we gt the chance to be together...i duno hw long must i wait...but i must haf the determination...I feel very happy when going out wif you...the moment i see u...im happy le...i promise i will not be like your ex...promise to cherish and treasure u if i gt u...promise you tt will love you wif all moi heart...and you will nv be replaced...i love you lots...zhi xiang dui ni shuo..Sarang Haeyo...

Joseph...i love you alot...

i miss you lots..

i wanna be wif you..

waiting for you since 010306

hoping tt u will give mii the chance to be together

no matter hw long i jus wait

wo ai ni zhi dao yong yuan do bu fang qi

ni ai wo hai shi ta

bu yao ran wo bai bai de deng le

wo de xin yi sui le

will u gif mii the chance Joseph??

JOSEPH LIAN ZHI QIN..I LOVE YOU..AI SI NI LE..HEART YOU LOTS!!

neng bu neng guo gei wo ji hui hao hao de ai ni

wo hui zi xi de ling ting

ni dui wo shuo de yi yan yi yu

wo hui xue hui qu kong zhi pi qi bu rang ni shang xin

zhi xiang dui ni shuo wo ai ni

- xiaOmaBLe lOve xiaOjO -

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12:17 AM

WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

hmmmx...jus back hme nt long ago...indeed it was a long day...went to sch today...haix..late again...use to it le lahx..went for oni efw paper cos wanna get back my test paper...wooxhh...i score a high B lahhx...77.5...nt bad...but i nid at least 80 marks in my end of yr paper to maintain A...i nid to go higher nitec...i really wan...

today...was happy to go out wif him lo...wennt over to meet him again...went for a movie...big mama 2...was great n funny show...really nice...but was damm freaking cold in da cinema...i was like shivering...lols..but den nvm lahhx...the show was nice lo...

i meet up wif him ytd too...was like meeting him at je den dun0 wanna go whr...den went woodland...walk ard lo...i gt no time..cos gg for dinner at b.m mahx...hmmx...dinner was nice...granny gg back to korea le..all da best to her and hope she can come back nxt yr during cny...miss her lots!!

i nid courage nw...i really nid tt..

i really love u deep..

hoping tt i will win ur heart one day..

hope tt you will give mii a chance..

i will jus wait n wait till the day come..

no matter hw hardd it is...i will touch ur heart..

miss ya and love ya lots...

thanks for da day....

lastly...Joseph..i love you lots..

i will cherish u lots if i haf the chance..

and u will nv be replaced..

LOVE YA...

- x i a O m a B L e -

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12:08 AM

Thursday, March 16, 2006

WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

nv go to sch today...cos nt in the mood to go sch oso lahhx...boredd n tiredd...sighx...den all my gals agree nt to go oso lo...boring life nowaday oso..duno wat can kills boredom...eat`slp`go out...sit infront of com...wat to do other den tis lehx...nth much oso le..

Going for dinner ltr at queens i tink..i oso duno lehx...must be kinda boring oso de lahxx..eat liao can go hme le..can see moi 2 bao bei cousin liao...i jus hearts them lots cos they r jus so cute lahhx...

hmmm...no place to go nw...den he lehx..at ah ma hse duno do wat oso...hmmm..gonna say to him tt...pls dun be upset again le lahx..no ppoint being upset de..jus stay happy bt nt hurt urself lo...I WANTO SEE YOU HAPPY YEH !! PROMISE MII OKIES~ i noe nid time to heal...

dere's nth much to blog oso lo...cos nv go out..no story...nth at all...oni wanto tell u tt....ni yao kuai le...zhi dao ma...dun tink too much le worx...

i love ya lots...hope u noe tt`

i miss ya lots too...

wo ai ni`wo ai ni`wo ai ni`

ai si ni le lahx..

really hope tt fate n time will put us together lo

i can do nth but just wait..

waiting for u`waiting for u`waiting for u`

hope tt i stand a chance in your heart ba..

i will try to win you one day..

lastly...love ya n miss ya lots...

- x i a O m a B L e -

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2:16 PM

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

just out from bathe worx...ended sch at 11 plus today after finishing efw paper can go le...den hor...meanwhile while doing the efw paper, he sms mii lorhx..den meet him at ard 1 at clementi outside mac...thank my gals for accompany mii yeh...u all very gd lahhx...den mit him liao go void deck sit lo..wif one of his classmate..den after awhile went to his ah ma hse...arr..gt doggie lahh..i scare to go in...but in the end still went in lahhx...haa...i like tt doggie lahh...very cute and nice lo...haa...very gd oso...but i still scare...lols..

ytd offline early at ard..err...10 plus lo...nv see him online oso ma...den no ppl to chat to le jiu offline...see whether i can slp ma...who noe..cnt...turning here n dere again...sighx...den ard 1130..my hp rang...it was him lo...i was damm surprise of cos lahh...den jiu acc him tok tok lo...he on da way back hme ma...den he told mii his gf break off with him le..hw sad lo..i was shocked to hear tt lahhx...of cos he is sad lahh...i duno hw to console him oso...cos i wasn't in da mood too ma...sry if i din console ya...haix...i wanna see back the happy u...but nt the sad u yeh...really..u nid to face the reality de..i noe it is hardd...but den u still must lo..dun be upset le...if nt i will be upset too..i oni wanto see da happy u...

as for mii...im really fine le..nt sad le...oni moodless nowaday lo...i oso duno y...yaya...promise you tt i won't cry again...bt if the tears rolled dwn itself den u cnt blame mii le worx...

promise everyone tt i will stay strong...and be back the usual mii...and i really hope so...give mii sometime bahx...i promise i will be myself back...

as for you lehx...promise mii..nt to be upset le...i noe it's nid time to heal everything...if u are hurts,im more hurts den u lo...u can't see my feeling de...haf been hurting since 010306...no one noe tt too...cos i pretend to treat it as normal ma..as nt to let everyone worry..

Waiting for you since 010306...

I really love you too !!

miss ya lots..and i wanna be wif you...

sighx...=(

but den i tink tt i haf no chance at all...

haix...

but i still wanna tell u tt I LOVE YOU ALOT !!

really hope tt you will get touch by mii one day...

- x i a O m a B L e -

♥ Every Thirteen of the Month ♥

5:43 PM

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

so boredd now...cos in class ma...no mood today...come to sch jiu stomache liao...haix..sian half lo...haix...den sudden receive a sms from him...damm surprise..he say he saw mii at sec floor...y i din see him arhx..i tink i nv go look at anyone oso...jus feeling so sian lo..sighx...

read the news of ben's best brother on da paper..so kelian..oni 19 yr lehx..i cry...maybe gt depression and so stress up lo..and watch css..saw khim cry i cry too...haix..cos i kip tinking of him lo..my mind full of him..den tink of him my tears will jus drop..sighx

many unhappiness happen...and im jus sad..i kip feeling moodless...my food cnt finish oso...WAT HAPPEN?? ...i must wake up liao le...loving at first sight is really hurts...

i miss you alot alot...do u ever noe tt?

i love u lots..

Bu Xiang Ran Ni Zhi Dao`

tu ran bu xiang ran ni zhi dao

zai wo xin zhong ni duo zhong yao

jing ran ni yao zhi you

ni jiu de dao

ran ni yong yuan do ji de wo hao

tu ran bu xiang ran ni zhi dao

ni de ai wo yi jing jie bu diao

jiu ran zi lian yan mo wo bu xiang tao

fang zheng ni jiang yong yuan bu zhi dao

jin ye xin guan duo mei hao

shi he yong ji mo qu pin diao

wo men cheng yong ai hu xiang yi kao

fu chu duo shao ni bu yong zhi dao

xiang yi ge ren duo mei hao

jiu suan zi sheng ji yi ke chang kao

bei ai fang zu dao tian ya hai jiao

wo de si lian ni bu yong do zhi dao

zhi dao yong tian ni wo lian lao
hui yi sui ze bai fa feng zhong san yao

zhi shao wo qing qing chu chu zhi dao

ni luo xiang qi wo hui wei xiao

- x i a O m a B L e -

♥ Every Thirteen of the Month ♥

10:44 AM

Monday, March 13, 2006

WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

Finally im done wif moi 2 lyrics...take sometime to figure out those pin yin lehx...phewx...hardd time manx...but it's for him...hw hard oso nvm...hope he read it ba...sighx...

to ben's fren: wei hao...rest in peace...338 fc will always rmb u...

haix...moodless`totally no mood at all...went to sch...late for 1/2 an hr again...wth...wat am i doing...everyday oso late...haix...i can't really slp last night oso...sighx...wat happen? haix...flipping and tossing on moi bed...i hope i can slp real fast bt i slept at 3am...omg...tinking of alot alot of things made mii couldn't slp at all...sighx...

he kip passing thru my mind...nv stop at all...sighx...saw him in sch today lo..cos actually class was at SR4 bt change to 304..he did say hello to mii na...bt i nt in mood oso...ppl might tink i must be happy when the guy she love say hello to her...but no...i feel damm upset today..

haix...many unhappiness thing happen nowadays oso la...sighx..i nid happiness nw...im getting more n more restless le...no mood...everything oso no...even my food...haix...eat half bowl den i dun wanna eat le...mei wei kou...hmm..kept tinking n tinking oni...dinnertime was just the same...forcing myself to swallow all the food dwn...=(

haix...saw him happily wif his gf made mii more upset la...i noe i shldnt lo...but hai...gals r jus lidat la...im glad to see him happy wif his gf oso...he happy can le...i haf been listening to ni kuai le ma today..repeat tt song over n over again...in deep thought...sighx...ni kuai le ma ?? xi wang ni guo de hen kuai le...wo jiu man yi le...da yin wo...ni yao kuai le...

i tink i will go crazy one day...everyday i just tink of him...haix...today lehx...no online...sms him oso no reply..perhap went mdc or slp le ba...forget it...haf fate no chance...nv at ALL...i shall step aside...

ytd nite...tears jus rolled dwn my cheek once again...whr haf the happy mii go to...im getting sad more day by day...i really duno y i cry...perhap i really love him alot alot...sighx...im stupid and im a fool...sighx....

promise mii tt u will lead a happy life

dun wanna see you sad at all..

when u r sad...u can come to mii

i will try my best to console u

even we dun belong together

i just wish to see u happy

i dun mind being hurt

as i love u too much

dun nid to care abt mii

cos im just a cry baby

waiting for you since 010306

lastly i love you and miss you alot alot alot....

tinking of you every mins and secs

wo ai ni..

- x i a O m a B L e -

♥ Every Thirteen of the Month ♥

10:45 PM

WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

Chi Xin Jue Dui

xiang yong yi bei latte ba ni guan zhui

hao ran ni neng duo ai wo yi dian

an lian de zi wei ni bu dong zhe zhong gang jue

zao you ren pei de ni yong yuan bu hui

kan jian ni he ta zai wo mian qian

zheng ming wo de ai zhi shi yu wei

ni bu dong wo de na xie qiao cui

shi ni yong yuan bu chen guo de ti hui

wei ni fu chu na zong shang xin ni yong yuan bu liao jie

wo you he ku mian qiang zi ji ai shang ni de yi qie

ni you hen hen bi tui

wo de fang bei

jing jing guan shang men lai mo shu wo de lei

ming zhi dao dang ni li kai ta de shi jie bu ke neng hui

wo hai sha sha deng dao qi ji chu xian de na yi tian

zi dao you yi tian ni hui fa xian

zhen zheng ai ni de ren du zhi sou ze shang bei

Tian Hui

ru guo ni bu zai chu xian

wo de shi jie hai you she mo ke gui

ke xi bu gou shi jian

ran wo men shi yan she mo jiao yong yuan

xiang lian bian chen huai lian

xin dong bian cheng xin sui

pian pian hai hui guan qie

ni sui hou su yu shui

wo de tian kong jin tian you tian hui

wo de xin shi ge luo ye de ji jie

wo bu zhi dao ru he du guo jin ye

suo you de teng zao yi jin quan duo xi mia

ru guo ni cong mei chu xian

wo hui bu hui kuai le yi sie

ke si chang ren shi jian

zong yao ba luo yan yi dian dian cui mia

♥ Every Thirteen of the Month ♥

9:51 PM

Sunday, March 12, 2006

WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

i gt nth to do now...sighx...im bored...talking to him on fone i still feel boredd..sighx...haix...wat to do...

nv go out today lo...stay hme for da whole day...dun be surprise is bcos i gt no place to go na...boredd`boredd`boredd...sighx...spending my days chatting wif my gals in msn...and him in msn n on da fone i still feel moodless la...

i gt nut to blog...type a lyric of ni kuai le ma...nice n meaningful song...lalala...

to him: hey...stop introducing mii guys le...no point de lo...i dun wanna noe them either...one is enuff lo...

sighx...my mind is still full of him...can anyone slap n wake mii up?? the more i tink the more i feel sad lo...haix...no point tinking too...but i jus wanto tink la...

i've been missing u every mins and secs bt i doubt u will noe tt..sighx

waiting for you since 010306

hope u can be happy is enuff le

lastly i love ya and miss ya lots

sighx

- x i a O m a B L e -

♥ Every Thirteen of the Month ♥

9:09 PM

WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

ni kuai le ma

sui do mei quan li yao qiu ni li kai ta`

ji shi ta zhong ran ni shang xin qian kua

wo zhi neng zai ni sheng bian ting ni shuo shuo hua

ting ni shuo zhe ta lei ru yu xia

gen zi ji zhen zha

qi shi hen duo ren

do ai de hen sha

tian zhen de shou hou

xiang ai cheng luo de hua

bu wen zi ji kuai le ma

zhi shi yi mei ai ta

zhi dao an ran xin sui

cai zhi xin ran ru ma

wo xiang ze jiu shi ai de dai jia

mei you ren duo xiao sha

ai hao xiang ran ren shao de huo hua

hui sui shi sheng hua

wo xiang ze jiu shi ai de dai jia

ni bu bi pi zi ji li kai ta

bie qu guan bie ren zhe mo kan ni

shuo ni shi sha gua

wen wen ni zi ji

ni kuai le ma

♥ Every Thirteen of the Month ♥

7:08 PM

Saturday, March 11, 2006

WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

just back hme lo...today nv go much place ba...meet up wif him lo..kinda happy and surprise tt he will meet mii up...went to cwp...walk walk lo...den go arcade..he wanto play intital d de..but hor...those young kid keep playing lo...den jiu acc go eat yoshi lo..thanks for da drink..after eating walk walk liao jiu go arcade lo..finally gt chance to play le...play 2 rd den went off..went bk tok tok lo...nthing much to do ma..cos i such a bo liao person...lols..he say i very quiet leh...will mehx...i find i kinda noisy lo...haa..duno lehx...

den chit chat awhile liao jiu left bk...no place to go lo..den still oni ard 5 lidat oni..den go his place lo..watch scary movie 2 & 3...kinda nice lo...funny oso...den after tt listen to his story lo..haix...felt tt he so kelian lo...hmphx...duno hw to console him oso...sighx...=(

i oso duno wat i can do ba...oni can tell him nt to tink so much lo...everything be over soon de...believe mii...i noe u like ur gf alot...so i will bless u all de ok...hope u and her will last...tt all i can say lo...

i noe u haf been reading moi blog nowaday...since u noe everything le... i still wanna blog ba...haix...duno y lehx...god wanna play on mii mehx...y i like him so much i oso duno lehx...oni noe tt i really misses him lots lo..i noe i shldn't be saying all this things now...but my mind jus can't get off...the more i say i dun wan to tink...the more i will tink...sighx...i noe...i shldn't be missing or loving u now...cos u belong to other liao le...WAKE UP GAL!! WAKE UP....he belong to some other gal liao lo...u must be happy tt he gave u the chance to go out wif him...dun be sad le...haix...my heart really sank to the bottom lo..feel like crying...jus kept tinking of u...

even i noe tt he will nv belong to mii...bt my mind n heart jus cnt stop tinking...sighx...dun make a fool on mii anymore god...i suffering nw lo...hw i wish i can be the most xinfu gal in da world lo...but i felt the other way round...hate the feeling of love at first sight lo...duno y i haf such a deep feeling for him..sighx...i tink it is time for mii to wake up...face the reality...he dun belong to mii...nv at all...pls stop tinking abt him liao...haix...i cry..sighx=(

im sad and i cry=(

he dun belong to mii at all..

all the best to u and ur gf

bless ya

dun tink so much liao le...

i hope i can stop tinking abt u cos i nid to face reality

thanks for accompanying mii today

im really happy

bu xiang ran ni zhi dao wo ai ni

i shall step aside

ren bu zhu ku le

tml will be a better day gal

haix...i wanna be wif u...sighx...bt i tink too much le lo..

lastly...i miss u alots !!

- x i a O m a B L e -

♥ Every Thirteen of the Month ♥

11:08 PM

Friday, March 10, 2006

WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

blog...blog...blog...hmmm...boredd..boredd..boredd..after went to meet wendy up...lols..so long nv see her liao le...den mit her aat westmall lo...shop`shop den go my hse liao le lo...cos weather so hot..early dismisses today...sighx...boredd too..on my way hme saw him lo...i walk so fast lo...bt my jiemei stop mii la..hmphx...so sad la...lols..i feel like dashing out of sch la...haa...

whaha...he saw mii..finally....im nt transparent le lo...LOL...haha...finally...

ang suat neo bribe us...lol...ask us do survey for her...all must put agree den gt choco le...i gt total of 7 choco cum sweets....so bad lo...i bluff myself to do tt thingy...haa...nt mii is whole class...gt my class foto today...i look retarded...ugly...omg...i cnt believe it...arghx...so ugly...

i gt photoshop cd...figuring hw to use...haa...hardd lo...thanks yihui...haha...

omg...he read my blog le...wahh...omg...arghx...no face lehx...paiseh la...face throw whr...sighx...he forced mii to say but i dun wan...i will nv say...figure it urself...lalala...arghx....really no face sia...dun dare to blog much oso...lalala...secret reveal liao le...opps...haix...sighx...

actually i duno wat to blog oso...whaha...ask mii out tml someone...gonna be die of boredom lo...lols...

- x i a O m a B L e -

♥ Every Thirteen of the Month ♥

10:16 PM

Thursday, March 09, 2006

WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

hmm...it's thursday liao le...tt's mean tml is fri liao le..den it's oso the time for FrAnCiS to go army lo..i gonna miss him lo...cnt see him le..come out jiu botak le...sadx! sighx..=( haix...hw times flies lo...it's been sometime since we break lo..erm..4 mth plus...shld be ba...u told mii u did read my blog..hmm..hope ya be a real man when u come out..take real good care in army too !! i miss you !!

today went to school at 8am lo...instead of 12pm...lols...i was late..woke up late na..lols..haa..even ben sms mii..i woke up le...but i really tiredd lo...den i slp back for 15 mins lo..haas...mummy wake mii up...den i reply ben..heex...he's cute lo..haa..my hp spoilt lo...lcd light blackout...nw send msg oso oni can open half way oni..sighx...=(

rch sch at 830am..whaha...i told teacher tt da bus was late...great liar indeed..haa...attendance was zero ba...rush for the POT thingy to complete...tiredd lo...saw him when i rch hme...but i nv say hi cos im shy..lols..all thanks to susan..seems like alot of ppl noe my chinese name liao le..she call mii so loud today...my face no place to throw...even he was in canteen...went back to class den went to toilet wif xuan cos i nid the toilet ma..saw his gal at toilet at smoking lo..omg..nt my pro oso...den came out to canteen at 9am for breakfast lo...haa...see the food oso sian lo..duno eat wat oso..sighx..eat rice lo...den finish food le he jiu come dwn lo..duno who la...ask mi turn den i scold them..lols..he oso eat la...so fast lo..lols..pro la...i eat damm slow de...finish le he jiu go back class liao le...den he come out again ar...to buy drink bt i go into class...everyone tell mii he kip looking at mii alot of time..isit..i oso hope so la...but gt fate no chance..tt the fate between us...he gt gf le..i will bless him de..take gd care!

haix...sad nw..almost cry...tears surround my eyes lo...FrAnCis...i will take gd care de ...u too!! i will miss u too !! dun worry..take gd care of urself in army...thanks for everything too... haa..u say de huh...book out will meet mii..lols..okok...god bless ya...take care..anything i will sms u de...miss ya lots...muackiex =) we shall be best best friend forever ever since 031005<3..the day will be always rmb lo..the day we.....dun wan say le..haa...take care lo...miss ya !!

i miss _ _ _ _ _ _ (010306) lots !! =)

i miss FrAnCiS`take care ya !!

i wanna be wif eUu _ _ _ _ _ _

gonna grad liao le...everyone gonna be miss...jiayou my gals...go higher nitec together...HL...we must buck out arhx...cos we 2 same marks...haa...jia you !!

- x i a O m a B L e -

♥ Every Thirteen of the Month ♥

10:46 PM

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

upload lots of pics tis afternoon...haas...gt ale's bday de...took in class de...and 3 pic i make for Ben...

din get to blog ytd cos went out to mit francis...meet him at clementi...he waited for mii...after tt wait for sebas to come lo...1 hr den he rch cos from bedok ma..lols..finally i saw him ytd lo...lols...he's really more handsome den on tv lo...real cute oso..lols..opps..den went to wee cheng hse dere eat..waited for fred to rch lo..while waiting watch shinning star by sebas..lols..funny lo..he watched the show act by himself..lols..tt show is nice!! i like tt small gal...haha..cute lo..haa..lols...went hme wif cabby ytd as usual..but thanks to ben for the acc of smses for the whole journey lo...we msg msg till 12 plus..lols...

hmm..went to sch today myself..thanks to yihui n ben for sending msg to wake mii up ar..lols..nt really late lo..attendance is being marked too !! lOL...debar list will be out tis fri...tink will nt get debar ba..lols..

finally im done wif moi project..finally okies...im struggling liao le..lols...haa...and im done...

went for breakfast at canteen and i saw him...paiseh lo..wanna say hi but dun dare...madeline help mii de lo..haha..lols..finally after a wk we say hi le lo...lols..a wk...abit slow lo..he say he today den nOe i whO...arhx..am i transparent lehx..lols..

im stress !! =(

im crazy over him !! =(

i wanna be wif eUu !! (010306)

im moodless nowaday!!

tinking of tons n tons of thingy !!

haix !! =(

bu xiang ran ni zhi dao =)

all da best to u and her...bless ya !

- x i a O m a B L e -

♥ Every Thirteen of the Month ♥

9:50 PM

WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

pics are all uploaded...pics at ale bday and in class and oso 3 pic i design for ben !!

♥ Every Thirteen of the Month ♥

2:30 PM