Listening to : jian jian dan dan...
Missing/thinking of : him...really badly....
doing : nth...jus tinking...

Topic: why u choose to leave mii?

Hmm...dun understand y u choose to leave mii,thru i noe i not a gd gal for u to love...sorry for showing u all moi stupid attitude...i did cry last nite...the whole nite thru..even i woke up tis morning i did cry too...moi eyes was swollen...i didn't went to sch oso...is nt tat i break moi promise..is today seem like the test is cancel...postpone to tml..so i didn't went...i duno wat's ur mind is tinking now...jus noe tat u leave mii le...u oni wanna be moi fren now..i really cnt afford to lose you...duo shi wo de cuo...wo hai shi ai ni de dear...tink u all cnt read moi blog now...cos maybe it's lag...but all moi feeling n everything is all wriiten here...i oso wrote a letter to u...duno how den i can pass it to u...maybe thru maine...ask her pass to fred liao den pass it to u..hope u really read it...all those thing i wanna say to u...oni see wat u can do liao le...hope the ans u gave mii today is positive instead of negative...but i noe....90% of it is negative le....u aldri say u haf no more feeling...tat the reason y u wanna leave mii rite...actually i didn;t hate u at all...hope tat u dun scold urself a bastard anymore...i nv blame u...i jus blame myself...i'm a bitch...i noe u tot i didn't fall deep fall u..a.ctually i like u since sept 7..is oni tat i nv tell u...anyway i nt sure wat will i do...as u all say...dun do anything stupid...but can i? i oso nt sure...jus hope tat u will come back to moi side...haven been eating anything since ytd...i skip dinner too...moi head was bursting ytd nite when i tink of u...moi wholw mind is oni u and u and u...nth esle...i really hope tat u will come back n stay by moi side....wo zhen de zhen de hen xi huan ni de..i really cnt lose you....u say tat i treat u too good till u dun wanna hurt mi...is tat the real reason...i duno it too...hope u will call ltr to make thing clear...i noe i cnt force u to be wif mi...dere will be no happiness n oni suffer...i really really hope u will come back...i will jus wait till the day u get back to mii....i love u alot...anyway i hope i still can hold ur hand n walk thru all the ups and downs...bu yao li kai wo hao ma...wo men cong xin zai lai guo...i duno wat to do now to make u feel touch....i jus using all moi way...hope u will still zai ai wo yi chi....

Wo ai ni now n forever...promise tat i won't leave u even if u leave mii...