Tuesday, October 11, 2005

WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

Listening to : Bei ai de nu ren
Mood : ok lo..
Feeling : Moody..
Toking to : xiaoboi n maine...
Doing: blogging..

Topic : Met Him aGain..

Omg...so suay tis wk...first is Francis break wif mii den moi hp keep auto shut dwn n i send for repair den moi mp3 de batt oso spoilt i oso send for repair lo...What tis??Haiz..it's okies de lo...nv blame anyone but oni myself lo...Maybe is good tat Francis break wif mii ba...he's back to his happy life liao..if not stead wif mii still mus take care of mii la,accept moi attitude i show and everything....happy to see him back to his normal self..Maybe fren is better...we will be happier and oso much closer...

For FrAnCiS: hmm...really happy to see you once again...tis is really enuff for mii liao le..can tok to u,can go out and even msging u...is really enuff for a gal like mii le...I'm really happy...Thanks for being moi fren now..Haiz...but hor...duno wat u tinking tis few day lehx...msg u u oso nv reply...What's the meaning lehx...maybe bcos of ur hp spoilt or wat...Sorry if i have show u any attitude last night...i didn't meant it de lo..is oni bcos i moodless cos feeling uneasy and oso a upset stomach...feeling really sick but nv let u all noe...maybe i nv take enuff care of myself ba den will lead to tis...Really sorry lo..actually i dun feel like going de..cos really wanna rest but scare maine n fred will quarrel den i went...Hmm..really hope tat u will like the chocolate i gave to u..hope u read those words behind it b4 u eat it...dun throw it away lehx...is moi effort lo..it wrote "Francis -waiting for euu- Mabel,031005...i really hope u will like it...and the bottle of the tiny stars...hope tat you will like it too...actually wanna gif u a bigger bottle de...but not enuff time to finish den oni complete the smaller bottle lo...Whether u like it ant mus let mii noe worx...It might not be expensive but dere's effort in it...Anyway,i'm still here to say tat i still hope tat i still stand a chance though i noe it is hopeless liao le but i still choose to wait...really hope tat one day u will get touch lo..really happy tat u still read moi bloggie tat day...thanks for calling on fri night..really surprise lo...I won't ask for more liao le...a little of ur calland tok or even u msging mi or meeting will be enuff...Thanks FrAnCiS....really miss u and still love u,,waiting for u since the day u went away...031005...FrAnCiS...i still lOve yOu...u just told mii tat u will haf stead in anytime le..haiz...oni can wish u all the best n cherish her well but not anything esle...but i'm really hurt to hear u say tat...feel like crying lo..but i can't....

Feeling so stress...i like living in a world of hatred...ytd on my way hme...i keep tinking of u lo....holding back moi tears all the way till i rch hme...i didn't drop as i promise...i was oni tinking...why didn't u tok to mii...but it's okies...ur choice ma...i'm oni tinking nia...Ytd trip hme was long,lonely and feeling tat i'm walking in darkness...Feeling very lonely lo...no point living le ma..really feel like sleeping forever n nv wake up...really feeling very tired n lonely le...but one thing is i will nv get to see u again if i slp forever...haiz...What am i really tinking lehx...all i will do tis wk is to study...I'm hating myself nw..i didn't hate anyone esle lo..wana work in the holiday den gt money jiu can shop le..den can buy lots of thing n even the thing he want...Hmm..stop here liao le...i forget his friendster password le...den cnt change background for him liao le..see if he wanna gif mi again ma lo...i oso lost the foto i took at sentosa...a foto of him...everytime when i tink of him,i will look at the foto de but now lost liao le i oso duno how...guess he won't let mii take again le...haiz...

kui ji: wo hui fa zhe tai ran hou wang ji ni jie zhe jing jing bi shang yen...xiang zhe na yi tian hui you ren tai di ..ran wo bu zai xiang lian ni..wo hui fa zhe tai..ran hou wei wei xiao..jie zhe jing jing bi shang yen..you xiang le yi pian..ni wen rou de nian..zai wo wan ji zi qian....xin li de yan lei mo hu le shi xian...ni yi jing kan bu jian...

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