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Saturday, October 22, 2005



WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU




Listening to : ai hai tao tao - chen hao ming
Toking to : bryan,wilson,ricky...
Missing/Thinking : ....
Mood : alright lo
Feeling : hmm...
Doing : jus finish changing bloggie skins..

Back to blogging again....not sure whether my tis blog will be better ma cos i searxh the whole noon lo...going out soon...meet nii den duno go whr meet friends oso lo...Monday den go interview liao le lo..hahas...Hmm...anyway today design 2 fotos oso lo....lols...nth to do ma...aiyo...many ppl asking mii to do friendster for them le...

Ytd meet kor they all...nii oso gt come...wha...guess wat...all ask mii do friendster for them...DiaOs...Guan yu and yong heng went thailand le..will oni be back on mon...hahas...good oso la...if not tat yong heng kip disturb wo de..see liao oso sian..hahasz...he promise mii to get mii a bag...lols...Thanks alots....whaha...

Haiz...sth bad happens to moi jiemei worx....nii dun be sad le...mus be strong...nxt one will be better one...he dun cherish u oso nvm...cos other will...he's just a bastard...two-timer...Eee...i hate tat...Wow...u called to tell mii tat ur case is same as mii den i was shocked lo...but i tink he's more worst den francis...Jiemei will always be dere for u de...

Hmmm....a song for Francis de lo...i put it in moi msn nick plus friendster de song...meaningful...yeas...Hahas...trying my very best to forget u now worx...I will do it de...Trust mii worx...Anyway u r a nice guy to miie...i really cherish and treasure u lots...i will treat u as moi best best frens now n forever worx..all da best in ur future life...hope tat ur gal really treat better den i treat u cos i dun wanna see u hurts...when u r hurts,call mii...i will help u...i will be dere for u always....but oni as a best fren caring eUu okies...believe mii...But i will still hope tat dere will be miracle in tis world....Hope u still read moi bloggie worx....

Ai hai tao tao (Lyric) for francis

Shi zhe qu nu li gu qi yong qi fang qi ni
zong shi bu zhen qi mei you zhe mo kuai xue hui an jing
jiu lian yen lei shi ke zai ti xing gen ben wu fa fang de xia
mo hei de ye wan hai shi zao dao wo pai shan dao hai lai xi
yi ding shi wo bu gou hao
suo yi ni cai xiang yao dao dao tao tian ya hai jiao duo zai bie ren de wai bao
ni neng bu neng bu guan guo de hao bu hao bu yao gu yi duo kai bu ran wo zhi dao
zhi yao ni guo de heng hao ze mo do yi bu zong yao
wo bu hui gu yi da rao gen bu hui ran ni fan nao
wo mei yi ye bu guan ni zhi bu zhi dao sha sha liu zhe yen lei mo mo de qi dao
xi wang ni guo de hao
zong you yi tian ni hui kan dao ai ru hai ze qi jin tian ju tao wo hui yi wu jian bu cui de li liang
ran ni zhi dao~~



that's me

♥ Every Thirteen of the Month ♥

7:29 AM




Friday, October 21, 2005



WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

Listening to : Ai hai tao tao..
Thinking/Missing of : -
Mood : okies na..
Feeling : okies lo..
Doing : Finding bloggie skins...

Topic : Finally..exams is finished le...

Finally...the exams is over....i waited for tis day for long....i tink it's flung ba...i learn nth cos nth went into moi mind...i force myself to study but i still cnt...so i gave up...so i learn nth...today go for paper...den i oso duno how...gt do abit...but duno rite ma...haiz...

Hmm...Wanna go work liao le lo...cos one mth holiday le...haiz..sian lehx...no place to go oso...wanna ton wif maine on sat de...but she going da ri zhi leh..den how to ton wif her sia...oso duno going whr...haix..jus dun wanna go hme on sat...wanna enjoy myself lo....hope can ton ba...jus wanna ton..

Chit chat wif bryan last nite till one plus den go slp...hahas...tired lo....

Okies la..stop here le...shall blog again....


that's me

♥ Every Thirteen of the Month ♥

7:28 AM




Thursday, October 20, 2005



WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

Never be replaced....

baby i love u and i'll never let u go but if i have to boy i think that u should know all the love we made can never be erased and i promise you that you will never be replaced baby i love you and i'll never let you go but if i have to boy i think that you should know all the love we made can never be erased and i promise you that you will never be replacedi love you yes i do i'll be with you as long as you want me too until the end of time from the day i met you i know we've be together and now i know i wanna be with you forever i wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses i can say i'm truly happy to the same you've made me think i'll die and live my life hesitatethere's never been no doubt in my mind that i'll regret ever having you by my side but if the day come that i'll have to let you go i think that something I should probably let you know with everything that i spent with you then i will miss you cause i'm happy that i have you at all [repeat chorus] i feel for you yes i do i'll be with you as long as you want me to until the end of time


that's me

♥ Every Thirteen of the Month ♥

4:19 PM








WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

Listening to : ai wo hai shi ta...
toking to : Bryan..
Missing/thinking of : him...
Doing : Friendster thingy...

Topic: Shld i wait...

I really tinking again and again whether i shld wait for him ma...i told everyone i wont wait le but wat moi heart tinking oso no ppl noe lo...oni i noe myself...i heartbroken...tat all...i tink we jus be fren will be really better...though i miss him alot alot...but tis shld be the past le...is all over...a new beginning for mii le...but i still choose to wait...wat am i tinking...haiz....wanna be single for sometime...the one i love most will nv love mii in the end...haiz...Jus wait....gif mii time...i will forget u de...trying moi very best jus to forget u...hope u will still contact mii....hope tat i still gt the chance to tok to u as fren.....and the foto...dun throw it..keep it or jus return mii lo if u dun wan it...hope u still keep it wif u...den the chocolate lehx...dun throw worx...okies...hope u still gt read moi bloggie like u did it last time...i oso duno u gt read ma....oni u noe urself ba...okies...all da best...hope u still contact mii kies...

Waiting for miracle since 031005...

-xiaOmaBLe-


that's me

♥ Every Thirteen of the Month ♥

8:04 AM








WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

Listening to : Endless Love
Toking to : no one..
Mood : Stress
Missing/Thinking of : _ _ _ _ _ _ _
Doing : nth...going exam soon...

TopiC : Haiz...duno wat's on guy mind now...

Haiz...wat's really on guy mind tis wk lehx..i'm not blaming u all at all...is oni tat i cnt bear to see one n one of moi jiemei get hurts...Many thing happens ytd nitex...haiz...first is maine...duno wat happen to her n fred...she was lost for few long hrs b4 her sis msg mii tat she's save...did tok on fone awhile wif her den she went to bed..she say she will sms mii today but she nv..haiz...second problem is nii lo...her bf duno tinking wat oso la...msg her oni one liao off hp...nv contact her since last nite...after settle moi own problem mus settle one by one of moi jiemei pro...haiz...no matter wat happen i will be by their side..i dun wanna see them hurts like mii...Den ytd many ppl call mii tok abt bgr pro...whole nitex thru from nii to longg to bryan manx...slp oso duno at wat time..actually cnt slp oso..cos moi eye swollen..today third day le...tink nid to see doctor le...maybe i have not enuff slp n cry too much after tat incident....haiz...today lehx..foon n her bf gt pro crop up...i oso duno how la...i separate into many to help them lo..actually moi heart is still hurt oso...

To maine : gal...dun do anything stupid hor...really...no point doing stupid thing...jus as u told mii...no matter wat....u still gt ur lower class aiai ma..Sat tonning wif u maybe go ur hse ba...we gt lots lots of things to tok...actually i'm still really hurts...i still fang bu xia at all...jus bluffing myself oni...

To nii : Haiz...u really nid to cheer up kies..finish ur exam first den come n tok abt tis lo...tml last paper le...i noe...u r not in the mood to study...so do i haf the mood...i nv learnt for moi paper ytd n today lo...i oso duno how...tml paper mus at least learn abit den everything settle...we promise tat we wont repeat lo...abt him lehx...we jiemei will help u settle de...haiz...lots of thing crops up within a short period of time...i really hope i can help the all of u....as u help mii tat day...Anyway thanks..i will help u all the best...u take care and anything we will always by ur side....

To fred : Haix...i really duno wat's happening between u and her...but i will jus try my best to help the both of u lo...Anything jus call mii ba..no matter how stress i am or how hurts i oso will help de....

To Francis : Haiz...duno wat to say to u oso lo...i really misses u alot...i still cnt forget u at all lo...i jus bluffing myself...telling ppl tat i forget u but actually i didn't lo...in moi heart is still a broken heart...moi smile is oni fake smile...i still love u as b4 but i'm trying moi very best to forget u as u really wanna mii to forget u...through we can nv get together again..i still bless u and ur gf...i hope we can really be true fren or best fren...moi mind is still full of u...Let mi noe if i gt the chance through i knew i wont have...gif mii sometime to forget u...i really really nid u badly but i will try...Dun gif mii stupid stunned again..wat will i tink...it will be more hurts...den i will love u more...I cry once again...till moi eye now...haix....take care ba..still waiting for ya in silent....wont disturb ur life..contact mii when u tink u really wan....

Going for exam now...all da best to everyone...mus jia you worx....take care....

-xiaOmaBLe-


that's me

♥ Every Thirteen of the Month ♥

3:23 AM




Tuesday, October 18, 2005



WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

Listening to : Never be replaced
Missing/Thinking of : not him anymore...but someone else...ahem..
Toking to : hui lan..zhong sheng...ailing...
Doing : Blogging n editing friendster...

Topic: i forget him le...on october 15 2005...

Yea...forgot him le...no point waiting for a guy who dun loves mii at all...now oni treat him as fren lo..knew tat he gt gf le...so try not to contact him oni till ytd...did msg him n tok to him on da fone...guess wat happen lehx..hmm...i oso dun gif a damm...someone using his hp to msg mii...saying tat his gf...ask mii goes on wif moi life n let it be past chapter la...makes mii so fed up lo...but i didn't gif a damm oso..pls la...who say i dun wana forget him de...moi brain is wash...everything is fine now...everything haf past...it's oni left wif memories marked in moi heart...

For him : hey...i aldri stop waiting for u le lo...oni nv tell anyone nia...oni some of moi jie mei knew it lo...i duno y u wanna be so mean to mii...kaox...i nv do anything wrong at all lo...dun ever be so mean to mii...i now dun gif a damm to anyone le..ytd was so fed up...i now oni treating u as moi fren nia...maybe life w/o u is much more better lo...fren will be better...serious...now den i realise fren is better den stead...i will treat u as moi fren now n forever...thanks for loving mii once in ur life...wo bu zai hu tian chang di jiu zhi zai hu zhen jin yong you....thanks for letting mii to love u once deep...thanks for all the memories u given....all the best to u and her...

Whaha....ktv life is back again for mii lo...Omg...was at ktv on friday wif nii...and ytd oso went ktv...Wooh....tat's fun lo...sing n sing den everything can forget...a song i keep singing....zu wo sheng ri kuai le...cos i love the phrases inside...even moi friendster oso tat song now...but gonna change cos lots of ppl using le..."hai ai ni...tai yi dian hen" is the phrase...keke...den sing lots of song till we goes crazy manz...shout out everything...keke...we sang daodai,yi shi de mei hao,qian nian zhi lian,bei feng cui guo de xia tian,tiankong,wu ding,lian ai pin lu,tong hua...and alots alots more...till moi throat burst arhx....

Sat when to xintua lo...rch at 7 lidat cos nth to do ma den duno go whr...den msg ah di ask him faster come...den he took a cabby dwn all the way from cck to teban...whaha...den he treat us to mac..as usual...whenever we went out sure go mac de...his brother oso lidat...hahas...den tok craps dere...den say abt his brother la...den saw fino they all...so many ppl sia....tok craps le den when up at 8 plus...den ah di do to tou...den hit the thingy almost hit mii manz...lols...after tok crappy again...den jio him to ktv...i say nxt mth when i gt money...actually he say on sun but i forget to ask him ytd...Oppz...oso nvm ma...ytd nite he went song ka at taman jurong....so many pai kia manz....noe most of them...even ah boy went lo....tink ah long san they all oso follow ah di dwn...

Hmm...drawing sth for ah zhou...lols...so funny...story containing how i noe him la..at whr la...den all the outing we went...he sure happy de lo..if not he at inside oso gt nth to do ma...so i decide to draw for him...visiting him early nxt mth...ah di bringing mii dere...haha...ah di more n more good to us le..lol..ah zhou still waiting for mii ba...still write to him lo....lols

Ytd raining whole day...at nite sit at kopitiam la kopi wif many ppl...two table manx...all youngster...hahax...gt guanyu la,peiling,tianbao,qi xiang,weibin,ah huat,dajie,wayne and one more guy forget his name le...still duno gt who la...forget le..oso tok crap la...lols...den steve msg mii...so surprising rite...hahas....jio mii go stead again...fifth time le...haha,nv gif him the chance..lols..all thanks to desmond to intro mii to him at kpool...hahas...actually he's not a bad guy la...not ugly...stylish oso but i still dun wan...So sorry worx..play msg wif him till 1plus i tink...hahas...

today wake up moi left eye swollen lo...so painful oso duno y...nvm..omg..tml exam le..i haven learnt yet...gonna goes crazy le...nid to learn.....maybe ltr....but sure go meet them de ma...Yippee...yu going thailand lehx...he gonna buy mii a LV bag...thanks arhx...lols...

Stop here le ba....

Waiting for BenSOn since 4 July 2005

Take care....


that's me

♥ Every Thirteen of the Month ♥

6:32 AM




Friday, October 14, 2005



WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

Listening to : Forever Love...
Chatting wif: wendy,zhong sheng,hui lan,bryan,wenting....
Missing/thinking of : _ _ _ _ _ _ _
Mood : Sian half..
Feeling : damm sick...

Topic : i feel so sick now...

Haiz...feeling so sicky now...headache plus stomach damm pain...maybe cos jus now nv eat anything jiu eat 2 panadol extra den will lead to tis de...feel like vomitting lehx...how??Really very sick lo...no strength to walk ar...den come nii hse eat...eat waffle den drink bubble tea equal moi meal le...Omg...

Really feel like going out wif maine they all de lo...but do i still haf the face to face him lehx...i really feel like seeing him lo...i'm scare he bring his gf go..so i choose to back up le...really sian lo...haiz...tml oso duno gt the strength to go kbox and complex ma...hope can arhx...really wanna go kbox lo...arghx...y wanto sick lehx...very xin ku de lo...

Yaya..receive his letter liao le worx..wendy call n tell mii de...she oso writing to him le...hahas...tat's good...scare he's still waiting for mii lo....haiz...oso duno la...i'm here waiting for francis...he's inside waiting for mii....

Stop here le...very very sick now...long time nv sick till lidat le...very very xin ku...cos moi stomach....damm painful...now oni ren....

Waiting for u...love ya lots..miss ya...

-xiaOmaBLe-


that's me

♥ Every Thirteen of the Month ♥

9:26 AM








WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

Listening to : zhu wo sheng ri kuai le...
toking to : xiaoboi,florence...
Missing/thinking : _ _ _ _ _ _ _
Mood : okies lo
feeling : sick arhx...

Topic: Sick manz...Oopzx....

Omg...damm sick...hahaz...exam coming den i sick...headache since i wake up tis morning...den hurts moi back jus now in class..den eat sth wrong den stomache for 3 day le..but nv see doctor cos hate medicine..went to sch jus to present moi project...today deadline if not mus repeat...all thanks to kevin manx...i nv touch anything at all...oni those guy did...all thanks to them....

Ytd nite was toking to bryan from 11 plus till 2 plus manx....hahax...noe him for 2 yr le but didn't haf good tok b4 lo...den he called n tok tok ma...lols...he injure his leg den mc 6 wk...no wonder no army...life so gd for u...lols...get well soon worx...thanks thanks for changing song for mii...haha...cos i help u wif ur bloggie de hor...lols..

And oso nid to thanks lingg for borrowing mii her mp3 lo..cos she bought w800i den dun nid use le...whaha...ytd went jogging wif lingg n alan manx...2 round of canal...tat's gonna kill all of us...lol...oh ya...guan yu going thailand soon...he say he wanna get mii LV bag manx...mus really thanks him le worx..vitaya oso going thailand but duno when...lol..i wanna go hong kong...i told mummy ytd le...she say anything...

Hmm...yaya...ytd ah di msg mii...say he visit ah zhou liao le...but hor forget to bring mii go...so i will be following him two wk ltr ba...really long nv see him liao...he oso wana see mii so i agreed to go lo....mii going xin tua tis sat arhx...long time nv go liao le lo...den nid to go up see see...if not wait ppl say mii arhx...

For him : i still misses u alot...but i'm trying moi very best to forget u now lo..cos u aldri find ur own happiness as u haf say...all i can do now is oni bless u all..but nth esle..i cnt force u back to moi side cos really no point le lo...kan jian zi ji xi huan de nan ren zhao dao le xin fu wo ye yao shi kai xin de...really hope tat u treasure her well ba...Hope tat u still will msg or call mii oftenly jus for a normal tok as fren lo...We will remain fren now and forever...i hope i really can do tat through i still waiting for u now...i noe i shouldn't wait le but i choose to..the choice is mine so no one can force mii to stop loving u...I still love u lots....miss ya and waiting for u since 031005....

Hmm...going out tml cos no sch..nii say go ktv...yaya...i wana sing...sing out all moi stress...hope can release it manx....den at evening go complex i tink..haha...haven plan yet lo...Omg...haven study for exam yet lehx....nid to zai jie zai li le worx...

MaBeL sTiLl lOvE FrAnCiS aLoTs........

-xiaOmaBLe-



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3:44 AM




Thursday, October 13, 2005



WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU



Listening to : Jiang nan...
toking to : francis,matthew...
feeling : hurts...
mood: okies okies lo...
thinking/missing of : him lo...

Topic : I didn't meant to be hard-hearted...

Haiz...ppl say i change to a hard hearted person liao le...well...i do agree it too...I didn't meant to do tis oso de..But what will other tink,they might tink i'm cruel...everything was jus too fast for me to take it le...ytd i was just too rash....everything jus out of moi mind,i totally change to another person...even the one chatting in msn wif him wasn't the old mabel or even the one writting the bloggie...i totally change to another person...i oso cnt believe it myself too...

i was oni back to myself when i get scolding from moi frens...they keep asking mi to forget him but i jus cnt...ppl are scolding him idoit and even bastard...but i disagreed,i say that he's not...he gt his own choice nw....i oso duno why i keep saying gd things of him infront of moi fren...everyone ask mi not to be stupid liao le..it's not worth totally at all...they oso say tat i'm really a gd gal...nxt one will ne a better one...please dun wait le...you r no longer young anymore..how long can u wait lehx...till the day he gt married arhx....den u choose to gif up...haiz...wat my mind really tinking lehx...i'm really hurts....deep hurt cuts into moi fragile heart....i cried again..i really gt a great bunch of friends who really cares....

My six sense was right...the night when he was at west coast park...i aldri feel tat he will come and tell mii sooner or later he haf patch back wif his ex lo...i did told moi fren den they say i tink too much liao le...Hey...i nv tink too much lo...it reality lo...Omg..i cnt believe my six sense too...

Ytd nite was really surprise lo..xiaoboi ask mii to follow him to xin tua...he force mii to go one lo...to acc kaiyu...cos if i nv go she oso nv go...den i tink n tink whether i should go ma cos i rejected him too many time le...in the end i choose to go lo...den i tell xiaoboi tat wait i see him how...den he tell mii won't de la...so many ppl wont see him de...somemore many ppl sending god oso ma....den i took a cab dwn cos aldri 640 liao le....but inside the cabby,my mind is tinking tat i will see him de lo...but i really didn't expect to see him the moment i aloght from cab...Omg it was so fated...i called moi jiemei...told them...they r so surprise...even some guy told mii is so concidence arhx....moi mind was empty at tat time....i told xiaoboi n kaiyu i saw him even b4 seeing them lo...kaiyu say is fate la...haiz...i tink no one can believe i go dere oso will see him de...Ytd nite i was tink...the yan sheng francis looked at mii was so scary....as if i did sth wrong...the angry n dark face scare mii oso...den use the eyes to stare at mii...haiz...did i did sth wrong and he hate mi lots.....

For francis....Erm...really sorry abt ytd...i didn;t meant to show any attitude de...everything was jus yi shi cong dong...i didn't meant to be a hard hearted person too...you r nt to be blame actually...it ur choice now...is oni whether i can take it ma...i told myself tat i haf to be strong...i cnt be a hard hearted person cos it might lead to many misunderstanding btn him n mii...and we might nv be fren again....i did cry ytd cos i cnt hold it anymore so i broke moi promises...Anyway i'm still wating for u lo....a person who dun love mi at all...a person who it not worth waiting but i still choose to wait...wait till the day u return....Erm...anyway i'm here to bless the both of u...cherish her well but dun hurts her okies...My feeling now is totally sucks...i'm really hurts deep dwn moi fragile heart...i really hope i can slp forever in moi dream or even lost of memory...moi mind is still full of u every single moment....The choice is ur now...whether u still wanna tok to mi or msg mi depend on u le...i can do nth but oni wait...really hope tat we r still fren like b4 the days we stead lo...let mi know lo... i will be waiting...maybe fren is really better...anyway i will still wait fro u...still missing n loving u as b4...Francis i still love u...waiting for u since 031005...Francis wo ai ni chi xin jue dui...

Haiz...i'm nt in the mood to study...nt in the mood to eat...and not in the mood for k session....everything oso nt in the mood.....anyway thanks bryan for calling mii ytd to tok wor...hahas...promise to help u change blogskins....nid sometime le worx....tml nid to go sch again...cos hand in project if nt fail mus repeat....so stupid rite....


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7:59 AM




Wednesday, October 12, 2005



WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU







Even without u ard...i'm still happy wif moi own life okies....the world won't stop for mii even i lost u...watever the answer will be...i will gif u up now...nv gonna wait for u again....now u haf found ur le..cherish her well...i won't disturb ur life liao le...ur wish is granted...i oso hope i will find moi prince soon den i can forget u le...u r jus someone who hurts mii lots...all i will do now is to study lo...pass moi exams...all the best to ya...

To maine: i noe the true colour liao...thanks for guiding mii though...i'm really happy to hear from u tat u will walk wif mii to overcome tis...i'm very touch lo....

afterall...i found tat my ex is much more better den u lo...but i still duno y i love u so much...will forget u in no time le....

upload some foto i took recently....


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2:29 PM








WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

Listening to : -
Mood : moodless..
Feeling : siansation..
toking to : chatting wif him in msn...

topic : i so moody today.........

Today mood is total siansation...oso duno why...was dragging myself to tis empty cold sch...somemore stomach pain...kaox..oso duno y arhx...i not in the mood today...i really nid to study liao le lo...cos exam is nxt wk le...i'm still not in the mood to prepare...really no mood at all...I really nid to study liao le....if not i will sure failed de...nxt wk jiu exam liao le...less than 7 day...omg...time passes so fast...till i oso duno...

i oso break wif him for one wk liao le...but i still missing n tinking of him every single moment...i still waiting for a person who dun love mii at all..i noe i shldn't wait for him de...it's hopeless...totally hopeless...Everytime when i wait for a guy to return i still can feel tat i still stand chances...but for him...i totally feel tat i'm jus hopeless le...not a single little chance at all...Jus feeling so hopeless...Really hope tat i can slp forever in moi dream n nv wake up lo...cos in moi dream i still gt a chance to be wif u...but in reality...dere's nth...or i hope tat i can lose moi memory..forget everything n start all over again...i nv tot of forgetting u....i will rmb u always...in moi 18 years of life...i met a person like u...i will rmb u always n always....

For Francis: Hmm...though i waited for ur call last night for long long hour...i still find it's worth it waiting for a guy i liked...though u nv call...i didn't blame u at all...cos is i xin gan qing yuan ma...it's really hurts to love someone who dun love u back in return...love really hurts lo...haiz...i really change to another person..last time de mabel haf aldri vanished...gone into another world liao le ma...I'm still waiting for u...though i noe is hopeless liao but i still hope tat dere's miracle...In many ppl heart...u r jus a bastard...but in my heart...u r not lo...u r jus a nice guy to mii...though sometime u treat mii so cold...i dun mind...it's ur choice ma..u still the guy i loved most in moi 18 year life...jus hoping n praying everyday tat u will gif mii a chance...I'm still waiting for u n loving u...i love u...sarang haeyo....aishiteru....miss ya...

Arghx...i really cnt take it lo...he told mii he gt stead liao le...i'm really hurts...wat to do now...haiz....haiz....feel like crying but holding back....i hope i won't do anything stupid...i'm jus a hopeless gal now....everything i wished for is all down the drain liao le...thsoe day u r wif mii maybe u r jus playing wif moi feeling....i'm jus hurt and hurt deep inside moi heart....a deep cut aldri inside when the day u break wif mii...but today the cut is deeper...deeper into moi fragile heart....broke into thousand of pieces....actually was wanting to go eat de...but now really dun feel like liao le...in a lost world...a world of darkness....I hate myself lots...feel like dying soon and everything will just solve....i want to be a hard hearted person liao le.....no point being soft hearted....

Stop here le...going hme soon i tink......


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12:26 AM




Tuesday, October 11, 2005



WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

Listening to : Bei ai de nu ren
Mood : ok lo..
Feeling : Moody..
Toking to : xiaoboi n maine...
Doing: blogging..

Topic : Met Him aGain..

Omg...so suay tis wk...first is Francis break wif mii den moi hp keep auto shut dwn n i send for repair den moi mp3 de batt oso spoilt i oso send for repair lo...What tis??Haiz..it's okies de lo...nv blame anyone but oni myself lo...Maybe is good tat Francis break wif mii ba...he's back to his happy life liao..if not stead wif mii still mus take care of mii la,accept moi attitude i show and everything....happy to see him back to his normal self..Maybe fren is better...we will be happier and oso much closer...

For FrAnCiS: hmm...really happy to see you once again...tis is really enuff for mii liao le..can tok to u,can go out and even msging u...is really enuff for a gal like mii le...I'm really happy...Thanks for being moi fren now..Haiz...but hor...duno wat u tinking tis few day lehx...msg u u oso nv reply...What's the meaning lehx...maybe bcos of ur hp spoilt or wat...Sorry if i have show u any attitude last night...i didn't meant it de lo..is oni bcos i moodless cos feeling uneasy and oso a upset stomach...feeling really sick but nv let u all noe...maybe i nv take enuff care of myself ba den will lead to tis...Really sorry lo..actually i dun feel like going de..cos really wanna rest but scare maine n fred will quarrel den i went...Hmm..really hope tat u will like the chocolate i gave to u..hope u read those words behind it b4 u eat it...dun throw it away lehx...is moi effort lo..it wrote "Francis -waiting for euu- Mabel,031005...i really hope u will like it...and the bottle of the tiny stars...hope tat you will like it too...actually wanna gif u a bigger bottle de...but not enuff time to finish den oni complete the smaller bottle lo...Whether u like it ant mus let mii noe worx...It might not be expensive but dere's effort in it...Anyway,i'm still here to say tat i still hope tat i still stand a chance though i noe it is hopeless liao le but i still choose to wait...really hope tat one day u will get touch lo..really happy tat u still read moi bloggie tat day...thanks for calling on fri night..really surprise lo...I won't ask for more liao le...a little of ur calland tok or even u msging mi or meeting will be enuff...Thanks FrAnCiS....really miss u and still love u,,waiting for u since the day u went away...031005...FrAnCiS...i still lOve yOu...u just told mii tat u will haf stead in anytime le..haiz...oni can wish u all the best n cherish her well but not anything esle...but i'm really hurt to hear u say tat...feel like crying lo..but i can't....

Feeling so stress...i like living in a world of hatred...ytd on my way hme...i keep tinking of u lo....holding back moi tears all the way till i rch hme...i didn't drop as i promise...i was oni tinking...why didn't u tok to mii...but it's okies...ur choice ma...i'm oni tinking nia...Ytd trip hme was long,lonely and feeling tat i'm walking in darkness...Feeling very lonely lo...no point living le ma..really feel like sleeping forever n nv wake up...really feeling very tired n lonely le...but one thing is i will nv get to see u again if i slp forever...haiz...What am i really tinking lehx...all i will do tis wk is to study...I'm hating myself nw..i didn't hate anyone esle lo..wana work in the holiday den gt money jiu can shop le..den can buy lots of thing n even the thing he want...Hmm..stop here liao le...i forget his friendster password le...den cnt change background for him liao le..see if he wanna gif mi again ma lo...i oso lost the foto i took at sentosa...a foto of him...everytime when i tink of him,i will look at the foto de but now lost liao le i oso duno how...guess he won't let mii take again le...haiz...

kui ji: wo hui fa zhe tai ran hou wang ji ni jie zhe jing jing bi shang yen...xiang zhe na yi tian hui you ren tai di ..ran wo bu zai xiang lian ni..wo hui fa zhe tai..ran hou wei wei xiao..jie zhe jing jing bi shang yen..you xiang le yi pian..ni wen rou de nian..zai wo wan ji zi qian....xin li de yan lei mo hu le shi xian...ni yi jing kan bu jian...


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5:45 AM




Saturday, October 08, 2005



WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

Listening to : -
Toking to : -
Missing/thinking of: him badly...
Mood: hai hao ba...

Topic: Happy to see him ytd nite....

Was so happy to see him last night....tot he doesn't wanna meet mii le...but ytd we met...at bukit timah....jus for dinner i oso happy lo...haiz...did try not to contact him le cos he dun like ma...but still not xi guan yet lo..ytd was happy tat he msg mii in msn...was kinda surprised....den at evening did call mii out for dinner...together wif maine,fred and wee cheng....at night i did send him a gd nite msg but he didn't reply...it's ok wif mii now..cos i did say tat i will let him to go to lead his own life...i cnt stop him from anything...even knowing gal is not moi problem liao le...all i hope now is to pray n hope tat he will come back to mii one day...But i noe...tis day will not come..maybe he aldri gt someone he like liao le....i jus can't stop him cos he no one to mii anymore...Wat if one day i saw him holding another gal hand cos when he found himself a gf...wat will be moi reaction...infront of him i will bless him but in moi heart will be deep cut....really hurts....

For Francis: Everyday when i haf no one to turn to...i will just turn to moi bloggie...write all moi feeling here...hope tat one day he will noe...i really hope tat we can like b4...msging each other...care for each other and even tok on da fone....but i tink it will not happen again...cos i tried moi best not to msg him to grant his wish...but i really wish i still can be like last time...tok to u...not in msn but on fone...when den i will haf tis chance...now i can oni gif u sometime and someplace to tink...but i gt the feeling tat u will nv be by moi side again...not even a chance of u coming back to moi side...but i really hope...u can dun nid to love mi as much as i love u...i will be happy tat u r by moi side...Just tinking when will be the day u will come back...Just wait n wait...even till moi heartbeat stop i will just wait...actually 2 day b4 i did tot of ending moi life just lidat...den after sometime of tinking..i nv..cos if i jus die lidat..i won't be able to see u again...and will nv be wif u again...even if i die...i really hope tat in moi nxt life...i will still be wif u..still choose u....Pls let mii love u once again...everyday i hope u will read moi blog...den i hope tat i will make u feel touch by tis one day..duno how long...maybe dere's no chance at all...actually in moi heart..i noe dere's no more chance...but i jus dun wanna gif up...mus jian chi dao di...bu fang qi...mus jiayou to win back u...i will wait till the day i make u feel touch n u get back to moi side...Hmm...anyway...i'm sorry to make u cry...i didn't meant it de..i oso did cry...even longer den u...Oh ya...u really must take good care of urself lehx...dun smoke too much cos u still coughing...anything u can still look for mii de...even if u wan mii to wake u up everyday for work i will...but u haf to tell mii lo...duno whether who's waking u up today oso...i really hope tat u really nid mii to wake u up..come n tell mii...i will sure help de...dun forget...tat's wat i used to do even b4 we stead..duno whether ytd he gt door to go in ma..actually wana ask him de but i stop myself..thanks for keeping moi foto too.. Thanks for loving mii once...is really worth waiting for the guy i loved...From moi bottom of moi heart...i miss u badly and nid u badly...i still love u alot....

Hmm...now holiday coming liao le...oso duno wat to do...maybe go work lo...work n work den won't tink too much ma...den can earn money liao buy thingy...wanna gif him a surprise...wanna buy something for him...the thing he long wanted...i really hope tat if i get moi pay liao first thing i will buy is the thing u long wanted...i really hope tat u won't reject it when i gif it to u...it's jus something i wanna gif it to u long ago...i will jus buy...the thingy u long wanted...

Kaoz..tat xiaoboi hor...really cnt stand him arhx...duno wat his mind tinking oso...keep asking mii to his hse to acc him....boy u tink too much le lo...i won't dui bu qi myself de...dun keep forcing mii...duno how many time liao le...everyone is saying...u r jus a dangerous person...omg...cnt believe wat he say to mii on fone..ask mi go his hse to do...omg..u noe wat he told mii...now u no stead liao ma...can come up le...if not u oso sian i oso sian...we both no stead now...u dun say i dun say who knows...pls la...i told u liao...i will not dui bu qi francis de lo...he's the guy i loved...i won't go up to ur hse de...dun force mii...i just won't...trying to stay away from u like other gal did...i oso duno wat will happen one day lo...now no one beside mii to help mii le...i won't get close to u de...even i haf no bf now...

Went for a new haircut ytd...some ppl say i look better but some dun feel so...i still okok lo...haiz...ugly jiu shi ugly de...no matter cut wat still ugly...i going to lose weight now...2 kg off le...i will continue...i wan 10 kg off...one meal a day...i noe is stupid...or maybe 2 meal lo...i jus wanna slim down...10 kg...can i do tat...8 more kg to go....Jia You...zai jie zai li worx......




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2:14 PM




Friday, October 07, 2005



WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

Listening to : kui ji
toking to : -
Missing/thinking of : him..
Doing: Blogging
Mood: alright le..

Topic : I've stop crying..after 3 days 3 night...finally...

After 3 days of crying, moi tears finally stop...using tears to wash moi face for the past 3 day...and finally i tink thru...even i so like him now...i shld oso gif him someplace...cnt tied him up cos he no body to mii le...all i can do now is oni wait...wait till the day he return...day and nite waiting for a guy i love...jus wait n wait lo....

For Francis : u leave mii on 3 october 05...i really cherish all those day together...all those happy moment together...the movie we watch when we r fren,the day we met at downtown east chalet,the two day at clementi for pool game,the day sitting dwnstair of wee cheng hse de kopitiam,the day u all come at find mii at S11 to eat,the day u send mii hme,the day we went to sentosa,even the trip down at ms eating steamboat..all those food cook by u,and the final night at fred hse sleeping together...all i can say is it marked in moi heart now n forever...tis will stay inside my heart...really enjoy all those day out wif u...all those time spending wif the guy i loved...is really worth it...Jus really hope tat one day u will get back to moi side...i will really try moi best to forget u..treat u as moi fren now...pls do contact mii lo..if not i will feel more sad...Anyway jus saying tis from moi bottom of moi heart: i still love u alot...will stop crying for u le...now we r both single and hope one day u will get back to moi side...all i hope now is u will get back to moi side...I really really hope tat u will come back...even to be fren wif mii...i'm happy...and moi foto is wif u rite...u may keep it as a memory,pls dun throw it away kies...Thanks for loving mii once.....Hope tat u will still find a chance jus to read moi blog...i hope i will make u feel touch one day....i love u...

Going for a new haircut later...tat was wat i used to do whenever i break off wif stead...duno wat to cut ltr...duno going whr ltr oso...maybe going to cut wif maine...ailing...duno nii following ma...


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4:44 AM




Thursday, October 06, 2005



WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

It's all over le...story really ended n will nv being again..it's ok...i jus nid time to forget him..through i say i will still wait for him lo..i really somehow wish he will come back...maybe in moi dream ba...i really hope so lo...now oni become shattered dreams liao...all broken into pieces...moi heart break n hurt too...i really love him...i will gif him sometime n oso someplace liao le..maybe one day he will come back to ppl rite...no ppl noe...oni he himself...nv blame him from the begining till now...hmm..duno whr he put moi letter oso...tink he wont keep...tink we will oni meet after exam ba...or maybe nv ever...all depend on him liao lo....all the best in ur future life...i won't disturb u again...


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♥ Every Thirteen of the Month ♥

7:28 AM








WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

Listening to : -
Missing/Thinking of : Him...whole mind of him now...
Mood : sad
feeling : moody
Toking to : no one...

Topic : Crying again n again...

I noe i shouldn't cry for you liao le...anyway i nv blame you for leaving mii...all i hope now is tat u tink carefully and really hope tat u will come back to moi side...I really nid you....u are moi one and oni one i love...Seriously..i really cnt afford to lose you....Now..thru i haf lose you,i feel tat i'm in a lost world now...Moi tears jus cnt stp dropping...maybe i fall too deep for u liao le lo...I cry last night till i went to bed...wake up tis morning moi tears drop again...when i rch sch...moi tears jus continue...i jus duno y...

For him: Hmm...i duno wat r u tinking at tis moment....maybe u choose to leave mii is the right choice for you..But as u say,i'm stll ur fren rite...i really hope tat we can be like last time when we r fren...tat can call u everyday to tok...i really nid to tok to u everyday...if i nv...i feel lost n lonely...I really hope tat u will still msg mii and let mii to call u n tok...i noe is not worth de..but i still hope...now i can oni pray n hope tat you will come back to mii....thru u choose to leave mii first, i will still bless you...hope tat u will find ur happiness...cherish n treasure the gal...but dun hurt her....from the start till now...i nv blame you at all..anyway i'm here to tell u from moi bottom of moi heart tat i love you alot....ni shi wo zhe sheng zhong zui ai de nan ren...u even replace moi ex...i cry 3 day for u le but i noe is worth it de...i tink i shld gif u sometime to tink...a place for u too...i'm aldri happy tat u r still moi fren...still care for mii...Hope tat one day i will touch ur heart n u will gif mii a chance...I'm still waiting for you...Sorry to make you cry last night..i didn't meant it de...duo shi wo de cuo...Xi wang ni neng gou zai gei wo yi ge ji hui hao hao de ai ni...wo hui zi xi de lin ting,ni dui wo suo de yi yan yi yu...I Love You...Been loving and missing you every single minutes...Hope tat i can call u dear again...Thanks for loving mii once...wo bu zai hu tian chang di jiu zi zai hu chen jin yong you....Wo ai ni yi zhi dao yong yuan...sarang haeyo...aishiteru...i love you....muacks....

For maine: thanks for guiding mii thru...i hope tat u and fred will cherish n treasure each other...if not u will regret one day...i agreed wif wat u say aldri....nv love a love tat hurts,nv hurt a love tat love....

For Xueni: Thanks for calling mii again n again....thanks for caring mii....

For ailing: thanks for listening to all moi problem....xie xie ni guan xin wo..

Thanks everyone for caring mii....All i wanna say is i still choose him now...wait for him till the day he come back to mii...

i really miss ya lots...take good care of urself when i'm not by ur side...really hope tat one day u will return to mii...love ya lots....

aLi galz love Kuku bOix...
MaBeL ("v") FraNCiS

-xiaOmaBLe-


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2:45 AM




Wednesday, October 05, 2005



WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

Listening to : jian jian dan dan...
Missing/thinking of : him...really badly....
doing : nth...jus tinking...

Topic: why u choose to leave mii?

Hmm...dun understand y u choose to leave mii,thru i noe i not a gd gal for u to love...sorry for showing u all moi stupid attitude...i did cry last nite...the whole nite thru..even i woke up tis morning i did cry too...moi eyes was swollen...i didn't went to sch oso...is nt tat i break moi promise..is today seem like the test is cancel...postpone to tml..so i didn't went...i duno wat's ur mind is tinking now...jus noe tat u leave mii le...u oni wanna be moi fren now..i really cnt afford to lose you...duo shi wo de cuo...wo hai shi ai ni de dear...tink u all cnt read moi blog now...cos maybe it's lag...but all moi feeling n everything is all wriiten here...i oso wrote a letter to u...duno how den i can pass it to u...maybe thru maine...ask her pass to fred liao den pass it to u..hope u really read it...all those thing i wanna say to u...oni see wat u can do liao le...hope the ans u gave mii today is positive instead of negative...but i noe....90% of it is negative le....u aldri say u haf no more feeling...tat the reason y u wanna leave mii rite...actually i didn;t hate u at all...hope tat u dun scold urself a bastard anymore...i nv blame u...i jus blame myself...i'm a bitch...i noe u tot i didn't fall deep fall u..a.ctually i like u since sept 7..is oni tat i nv tell u...anyway i nt sure wat will i do...as u all say...dun do anything stupid...but can i? i oso nt sure...jus hope tat u will come back to moi side...haven been eating anything since ytd...i skip dinner too...moi head was bursting ytd nite when i tink of u...moi wholw mind is oni u and u and u...nth esle...i really hope tat u will come back n stay by moi side....wo zhen de zhen de hen xi huan ni de..i really cnt lose you....u say tat i treat u too good till u dun wanna hurt mi...is tat the real reason...i duno it too...hope u will call ltr to make thing clear...i noe i cnt force u to be wif mi...dere will be no happiness n oni suffer...i really really hope u will come back...i will jus wait till the day u get back to mii....i love u alot...anyway i hope i still can hold ur hand n walk thru all the ups and downs...bu yao li kai wo hao ma...wo men cong xin zai lai guo...i duno wat to do now to make u feel touch....i jus using all moi way...hope u will still zai ai wo yi chi....

Wo ai ni now n forever...promise tat i won't leave u even if u leave mii...


that's me

♥ Every Thirteen of the Month ♥

3:51 AM




Tuesday, October 04, 2005



WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU






Listening to : wan bu liao-shi wen bin
Missing/thinking of : moi darlingx bOi of Cos...
Toking to : yvonne..
Doing : Blogging,designing paint n checking friendster...

Topic : a fun weekend wif DarLingx n frenz...

Wow....wat a fun weekend.....lols...spend almost 2 day together wif him...i'm so happy dear...have been meeting moi darling boi for the past few days....feeling tat i'm the most xin fu gal in da world....

Thursday: Finsh sch at ard 3..was toking wif deary on da fone...hahas...den went back hme...bathe liao take a rest den went for dinner wif daddy...after tat meet deary they all....hmm...deary come all da way from queens to meet his ali gal...but luckily wif fred n maine...hahas...they meet mii at S11 de bus stop den they went to eat...at tat time we r not stead yet...hahas...den after tat went to mad hse to take volleyball from her liao went to sit at a blk downstair...after fred send maine hme while deary n mii continue sitting dere...we tok n do nth till 10 b4 he send mii hme...on our way hme...he put his hand ard moi shoulder liao den hold moi hand...feel so happy at tat moment of time...wo hao xin fu worz...and tat is oso the time we stead...

Friday: Finish sch at 11 plus...den went back hme lo...tok wif deary b4 going to bathe...meet nii at ard 230 den head toward bugis...hmm...guess wat...took the same train as deary but we nv meet...deary went hme to change b4 meeting mii at bugis together wif maine n fred...den foon n des oso came...den jiu shop shop a while b4 taking a bus at ard 7 plus back to je...hmm...was so happy to see him lo..a long journey from bugis to jurong east taking bus 51...after rch je liao jiu wait for wendy b4 meeting sherlin...whaah....was so tired...but on tat day...darling told mii sth...but i nv mind cos i love him alot...n i believe tat he will change for moi sake...i hope you can change faster den we can be a lovely couple ma...darling i really hope u can change...

Saturday:Whaha...a day spending wif him...guess wat time i woke up...hmm...6 plus...jus to open the door for nii...den i nv slp back..sitting at the sofa...slacking...den deary called mii at 7...hahas...he nv slp lehx...pro rite...tok wif him awhile liao he jiu went to bed le...haha...meet deary they all at habourfront at 10 but they late for half n hrs...deary...actually i not angry wif u or showing u attitude de...is moi jiemei ask mii dun tok to u den see how ur reaction...sorry darling...promise you not to show u anymore attitude kies....i noe u r angry wif mii for tat moment...sorry worx...i didn't meant it de...muacks...hmm...eat finish liao jiu went to Sentosa..whaha...the sun hor...was so big tat day...making mii so tanned now..i love it alot...haha...deary oso black liao le...hahas...ali galz n kuku bOix became xiaohei liao le...keke...tanned till ard 4 plus den go bathe...wow...the toilet de queue like snake manx...den bathe outside wif our bikini on...hahas...so paiseh cos everyone is looking at us...hahas...we took quite sometime bathing lo..cos went we come up..deary they all aldri hao liao le...hahas...den went to MS lo...to celebrate deary fren bday...we eat steamboat...hahas...i nv cook tat night..cos moi darling boi cook for mii to eat...hmm..was so delicious...wo hao xinfu worx...after tat deary mood swing liao lo..maybe he drunk...he nv tok to mii the nite thru...went to play pool at queenway near deary hme...till ard 1 plus b4 taking cabby back to fred hse...inside cab deary jiu tok mii liao...hmm...finally...i tot he angry wif mii...so sad tat day...he was so cold toward mii...den rch fred hse..he jiu slp liao le...was sleeping wif him on da floor...so xinfu...but was so cold...till i shiver...den wake up at 7 in da morning..den cnt slp back le lo...den went hme at ard 10 plus...to open door for moi maid liao den bathe liao jiu went to buy rice fro deary n his frenx....took a cabby back to fred hse...when i rch fred hse,deary haven wake up...still sleeping like pig...i noe he's very tired lo...hmm...they played mahjong after eating...while maine n i get back to slp for 1 hrs plus...but when deary stepped into the room i jiu wake up liao le...went hme at ard 5 plus...wif maine..but deary sent us to the bus stop cos he going for da ri zhi ma....played msg wif him..den i slp le...he called me at 11 pm den i wake up liao tok to him...we tok for less than 1 hrs den he went for bed liao...till now he oso haven wake up yet...

Going to sch soon...whaha...nv attend sch manz...nii they all oso nv go...lesson start at 3...so will be leaving soon liao..wearing slipper to sch cos leg pain arhx...oso lazy to wear sch ma...maine oso nv went to sch...she went to take mc...haha..

For mOi darling bOix: been missing n loving u every single minutes....i really love u alot...promise you tat i won't leave you no matter wat happens...u oso must promise mii tat you won't leave mii too kies..we will overcome all the ups and downs together...i really cnt afford to lose you dear...Dear....u r mine now n forever...muacks...love you lots n miss ya lots...deary...i do sth for you...send to u in ur friendster liao le..hope you will like it...i put moi effort in it liao le...hope it not ugly...keke...u r forever inside moi heart n soul....promise tat we will be together forever n ever since 290905....


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♥ Every Thirteen of the Month ♥

5:08 AM




Saturday, October 01, 2005



WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

Listening to : -
Toking to : Frens
Missing/Thinking of : mOi Darling bOix of cos..
Mood : happy
Feeling : happy

Topic: Our everlasting story being on 290905....mUackx...

Wow...so happy manx, our story being ytd le instead of 1 oct...I love you alot worx...u mus treat mii good good den we mus treasure n cherish each other...we will overcome every ups and downs together...no matter wat...u mus tell mii hor...dun hide it away from mii worx...hmm...too happy till duno wat to write liao...hahas...nv regret loving u at all...cos u r really nice lo...u will oni be the one n onli one i love worx...hope u oso treat mi lidat worx..

really happy to see u ytd lo...hahas...thanks for coming over to find mii all the way from ur hse...thanks for sending mii hme...love u..muackz*...tml we can enjoy liao lo...haha...toning whole nite thru...morning jiu can meet liao go sentosa...den duno go whr ton tml...hahas...fred n maine oso stead ytd le worx,two couple a day...lols...

Hmm...today cnt update long long...cos changing blogskin...cos moi old one spoilt liao le...whaha....now still making lo...Jia you...Hmm...maine put password le...cnt break lehx...aiyo...maine...u lidat liao lo...gt upper class dun wan lower class...whaha...

ltr going bugis wif duno who oso...noe gt nii...tink gt yuk hun,lai foon n her boi...maine n fred oso going dwn...and not to forget...moi dear...hahas...evening going meet fren...

Dear dear...i love u alot...miss you lots...really feel like seeing u now n then....muackz...muackz*...Ren shi ni...shi wo ze sheng zhong sui kuai le de shi...wo hui hao hao zhen xi ni de...xi wan ni ye neng yi yang dui wo....Thanks for entering my life...ni shi wo de wei yi...our everlasting story being on 290905 at 0957pm and will last forever...keke...i really hope so...wo ai ni...yi sheng zi ai ni yi ge....wo hao xi fu worx...blegx...

*___MaBeL ("v") FraNCiS___*

-xiaOmaBLe-


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2:38 PM