Thursday, September 29, 2005

WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

Listening to : -
Toking to : -
Missing/Thinking of : many many things....
Feeling : Sad...Disappointed....everything....
Doing : Blogging only...

Topic : A entry for him....

Haiz...Have been waitng for the night to pass....jus from 3 to early morning...so i won't tink of anything...my mind is full of him( dun wana tell u all who..u shld noe)...But,it pass slow...i tink of many thing last night....i noe i nid to be strong just to overcome all this problem...I knew i was strong enuff liao cos i hold back moi tears ytd...

Everything was going fine ytd evening...went out wif maine,fred n him to RC to play pool...den he came out n bring mii go in cos i duno how to go ma...den play till ard 730 lidat, we jiu head toward bukit timah to look for wee cheng...sitting at the kopitiam...eat our dinner..but the food not really nice cos gt the garlic smell...den we being to tok craps to pass our time...den rch hme at ard 11 plus...

Have been meeting them again n again....but last nite when i tok wif him on da fone...He asked mii a question...he asked mii whether i like him is it....after asking a few time,den i gif him da answer lo...but den he tell mii sth..he told mii tat he not a nice guy and ask mii dun fall in love wif him...the moment he tell mii tis,he gif mii a feeling...is he telling mii tat he dun like mii..i oso duno y he dun wanto reply...maybe he fall asleep liao lo or maybe he running away from the question...but y...tis always happen on me...y i always like a person tat wont like mii...haiz..

Tok to maine after toking wif francis...maine ask me not to gif up on him so easily..i didn't...i haven tot of tat yet...i noe i shldn't tink anymore..jus wait n see...walk one step see one step...jus wait for the answer..whether it is positive or negative,i still can take it de lo..if it's positive...tat good for mii but it turn out another way round,i still can take it...oni sad...but it's ok de...jus wanna noe the answer soon...hope tat u will give mii the answer soon kies...

For him : Anyway, i dun care what kind of person you are...wat kind of attitude you haf...as long as i like you...no one can stop mii...Even if i dun get the chance to be wif you,i won't gif up yet...i nv gif up so easily de...i noe...mus na de qi fang de xia ma....And i hope that one day you will like mii too....Jus tell mii tat you dun love mii but pls dun hurt me lo...Lastly, i wanto tell you tat,loving someone does not consists of a reason...the feeling is jus there...Anyway,jus wanna tell u tat i fall for u liao le...cos i jus dun wanna bluff myself...so i let u noe the truth lo..Miss you lots...Jus heartx eUu....Thanks for being such a nice person....you are really a nice n caring guy to mii...

Still duno whether i going Sentosa on Sat ma....cos i dun haf the face to see you...haiz...i tink i will go..jus to make all of u happy...maybe going out is better den staying at hme....i agreed...

As usual....jus wanna tell myself tat.... "never love a love tat hurts and never hurt a love tat love" ....

Hmm...hope my dreams will come true but not turn into shattered dream lo....i did treasure n cherish every moment together...Hurts mii not....Love hurtx...

For maine : you and him mus jia you le worx...i noe u love him too de...dun nid to bluff mii de...i can see...jus wish u n him all da best worx...Jia you....and a word for you...Never love a love tat hurt n never hurt a love tat love....kies...mus rmb tis....u mus tink carefully worx....wo zhu fu ni men liang ge wor....treasure n cherish him kies...if you all get together....and thanks for being there for mii when i nid you to help mii solve the problem....xie xie ni...Best jie mei cum les cum lower class de aiai forever...hope we will find our upper class aiai soon....

Miss you lots.....hen xiang ni...simply jus heartx eUu lo...muacks.....oOppz....

-xiaOmaBLe-

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