Thursday, November 25, 2004

WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU

Listening to: Endless Road
Thinking of: Still gt who lehx..other den him..
Mood: Hai haO lo..stress..
Toking tO:Jodi,linus,zhi wei,maine,kok,des,jun xian....
Playing Sms: -

Topic: StreSs lO..

Haiz...stress lehx...keep tinking of him....nv see him online oso....my friend ask mi to tell him the truth liao le..but i still dun haf the gut or the courage lo...the oni way now is to ask him to read moi blog lo...Watever the answer he gif mi will be the truth le lo...jus hoping tat he will come and read and noe himself...Cos i still cnt find the courage to let u noe...Everyday i gt problem,i will come to moi blog...haiz...no mood to study lehxx....tml gt efw paper...den now my whole mind is him....Can someone tell mi how?? I tink i shld let him noe le..if not i will be keep tinking...but i scare to hear the truth...I knew his answer..for sure is no lo...cos he doesn't fall in love easily at all...Time passes fast lo....No matter wat the answer is,i oso haf to face it...if u and i aren't meant to be together...nth can force...cos it will not lead to happiness but oni quarrel...if it is tat,i rather we be jus fren...cos i wan happiness...i wan you to love me willingly but not force to...I won't force anyone into relations de unless he oso agree lo....

Moi ideal boy is tat hoping to find a guy who oni love mi...understand mi...and take care of mi....but tis kind of person is hard to find....Nvm lo....

Now i like oni him lo....maybe he will not choose mi at all...maybe we r oni meant to be friends....I noe tat gt a gal like him too...and the gal is i hate her lots de...even b4 i noe she like him i aldri hates her le...cos of an incident...and i feel tat she so bhb...nvm....Maybe he will choose her,maybe not....maybe he gt the one he like liao...but i oso won't mind...jus bear in mind tat pls dun hurt ya can liao le...

I will be out of Singapore nxt wk le...i will be going to taiwan...Hope i can really enjoy dere lo...hope i won't tink so much...i will oni be back nxt sunday...i will be out for 5 days oni...Haiz...no mood to do everything lo...even for my efw paper tml...lidat how can i get A and pass to higher nitec...Sob Sob....I felt tat i like so long winded cos everytime when i update moi blog hor will be long entry de...I hate moi life now...Love sucks...cos i cnt be wif the one i like....Sarang hae yo....Aishiteru....

Haiz...maybe i jus a person who no one wants or love at all...maybe i born to be lidat...But moi life still haf to go on even if i face so much problem....i hope tat he will read moi blog and understand everything and let mi noe the answer....I haf been asking u alot of questions and i would like u to noe tat the person i'm toking is you and not anyone esle....if u rejected mi...hope u can still be moi fren like b4...Anyway i tink i shld stop here le....Update soon againz...maybe b4 i go taiwan or maybe after when i come back....Miss ya lots...-M-

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